"so i was wondering... if you wanted to go out sometime."
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my noble knight💞✨
DID U HEAR ABOUT TIMOTHÉES NEW GF
WTF
I FEEL SO BETRAYED
huh
no...?
go on tell me
MICHAEL
THIS IS BREAKING NEWS
HES DATING THAT BITCH
WTF
cannot believe this
can u be any vaguer
fine i'll just search it up myself
i'm not even a timmy girl and i still feel hurt😡😔
ohhh i just searched it up on twitter
ew
he really downgraded himself
EXACTLY
HAVE U SEEN LILY ROSE DEPP
GODDESS
wowowow calm down u are really angered by this
ok i'm bored of this topic now
let's move on
how are u this fine fine night mike
it's raining...
i'm pretty sure the winds so strong that our tree is going to get uprooted
and i've got like half my homeroom inside my house right now
what???
it's like 1 am😳
oh um yea i was going to sneak out with them
and they came to my doorstep to pick me up
and then the rain started out of nowhere
and the girls started whining about their hair so i had to shove everyone inside my house
my mother was PISSED
omg mike
THEY CAME TO UR DOORSTEP???
that's so not discreet
u and ur prep school really know absolutely nothing about being a rebellious teenager
ok stfu el
not everyone can be el hopper
that's right 💓✨
i'm too elite
actually no wtf am i saying
i still watch arthur i'm far from elite😔
spongebob is so much more superior
hahahaha um NO
wait
why are u texting me
if like all ur friends are in ur house
i'm not really friends with them
actually i really don't know anyone in here
they only invited me cause my sister was like a partying legend and they think i have the same potential
omg
SNEAKING OUT TO A PARTY????
YOU TOOK MY ADVICE
I KNEW U COULD DO IT
ok but like i didn't actually do it
considering the fact that i'm stuck in my living room right now as these random kids search my kitchen for a bottle
ok well it's the thought that counts😔
a bottle?
it's so stupid
it's for spin the bottle
oh
are u going to join
i mean i guess i have to
what kind of a loser would i be if i didn't
ur already a loser mike😽😽
gee thanks
ur so sweet
i know💋💋
it's one of my best qualities
shit i actually have to play
they're calling me over
shit gtg el
oh
well have fun smooching
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i stare at my phone screen, waiting for a reply from mike, but all i see is that he read my message. i sigh, switching off my phone, and i roll over onto my back, sinking into the cushioning of my bed.
he's playing spin the bottle and he's probably going to kiss a ton of hot girls. i think, squeezing my eyes shut in frustration. this shouldn't even bother me, we're only friends and he doesn't even like me back.
but why do i feel so at unease when i think about the possibility of him kissing another girl?
i groan, rubbing my eyes tiredly as the thought keep circulating inside my head, building up my anxiety with every passing moment. my fingers itch to grab my phone and text him again, even though i know he's busy. my mind desperately wants me to call him just so i can hear his smooth, calming voice meet my ears once more.
stop. you need to stop thinking about him. he isn't thinking about you, so don't make yourself look pathetic.
i wrench my eyes open and i reach over for my bedside lamp, my fingers flicking the switch to off. i sigh in defeat as i lean backward into my pillow, staring up into darkness as i tell myself to just forget about mike for tonight.
i'm about to drift off into a troubled sleep when i hear my phone ping with a notification. my hand immediately flies to my side to bring the device to my eyes, yearning for it to be mike.
i frown as i look at the text message on my screen, awaiting a reply.
————
unknown
hey
this is miles
oh
hey
how did u get my number
ur in the partying group chat
oh
wyd
read 1:34 am
ok nvm ur not that type of girl
so i was wondering..
??
if you wanted to go out sometime
LMFAO
is this a joke
i made it very clear that i want nothing to do with u
yeah but then u proceeded to smoke with me so i think i have a chance
i have a boyfriend
fine
totally
u have zero pictures of this "boyfriend" on any of ur social media
even ur vsco
u republish really depressing things u know
wtf
creep
whyd u stalk me
bye
wait wait el
fine not a date
like let's go somewhere just to hang out
um
come on
please
u barely even know me
give me a chance
i'm really busy
no ur not
all u do is party
just one night
please
and then if u want i'll leave u alone
i don't know miles
please
it won't be a date
fine
enzos at 7 tmrw
not a date
i'm bringing max
wonderful
see u then ;)
read 1:40 am
my noble knight💞✨
what're the chances of me getting mono
omg
how many girls did u kiss
like six
we played for like an hour
oh
yeah
anna was one of them
what????
oh my god mike
yes i know i know
but i had to kiss her
actually she made it more like making out
oh
well did u like it
what?
making out with her
oh
um
i don't know
i guess
oh
well
max got mono once in eighth grade after kissing two guys in truth or dare😔
did everyone leave?
wow el thanks for making me feel so much better:(
yeahhh they all left like five minutes ago
wow ur first night as a semi-rebellious teenager
how's it feel
not satisfying
tonight didn't go at all like i planned
just wait until ur first party mike🥰🥰
you won't even recognize yourself from that point on💞
oh no
ur just scaring me now el
how come ur still up?
u usually sleep by now
i was texting this guy
he like asked me out
on a not date
oh
but like i'm bringing max
but he talked about it like it was a date
so confusing😡😡
but like it's not
so basically it's a date
with max as a third wheel
when u put it like thatttt
ugh i literally don't like the kid at all😔
but i feel kinda bad rejecting him over and over again
oh
i hope u have fun
on ur not date
maybe i'll find a way to get mono with u mike🥰🥰
sounds enticing
NOT enticing
😔😔
;))
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i know i took so long to get this chapter up!! i originally planned to post this yesterday but it was my bdayyyy
awkward mileven is so fun to write omg it's only gonna get more awkward and angsty from here
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