Ever since I started talking to Harry I've been getting random follows. And I know, it's probably nothing. But that never happened before as my account is private. I told Abigail about it and she said it could be Harry trying to stalk me. She's wrong. I doubt he would do that. That's just silly. But at the same time, I might never know what Harry's up to.
I'm working on some of the assignments, usually I can't be bothered with them, but since I'm in lock down that's really all that keeps me busy.
Abigail has kept me updated on her situation with Edward. Not going to lie, I ship it. They might not have got the best start, but I can see that she actually cares for him, even though she tells me it's just for fun. She met him on Omegle, around December time. He was being a weirdo but that intrigued Abi, so she decided to continue her chats with Edward.
I'm finished with my assignments, so I decide to message Abi and check up on her. I really miss her, seeing her in school, her presence in general. I hope this lock down comes to an end as soon as possible, so we can finally meet.
_leahh_: hii
abihoe_6: hey bitchoo :P
_leahh_: did u do the English assignment
abihoe_6: haha nO not yet
_leahh_: isn't it due today?
abihoe_6: no, Friday
_leahh_: yes.... And today is....???
abihoe_6: OH SHIT
_leahh_: HAHAHA usually I'm late with assignments tf
abihoe_6: yeh Idk I couldn't be bothered with it today hehe yolo
_leahh_: it wasn't that bad, u cud still do it now haha it took me 20 minutes ;)
abihoe_6: eH its fine
_leahh_: GOD I want to actually physically talk to u... over a glass of wine :(
abihoe_6: now that u mentioned that, same
Can't we just sneak cmonnn
_leahh_: I'd rather stay safe no thank you
abihoe_6: pussyyyyy
_leahh_: wait
abihoe_6: what?
_leahh_: Evan just DMed me ?:??¿¿!?
abihoe_6: WHAT NOW
wait which Evan
_leahh_: there's two Evans?
abihoe_6: uM yeah, the hot sexy Evan And this one irrelevant bimbo :0
Hope it's not the second Evan. God.
_leahh_: It's Evan Adams
abihoe_6: WHAT SLSKSJDNSJXIXJ GURL IMMAFICKINH CJOKE
tHe Evan uve been crushing on for like a year now girl imgonna xRY
_leahh_: Jesus calm down i got over him
abihoe_6: yeah sure tell me the sky is blue while ur at it :))
_leahh_: I realised he isn't interested in me in tHAT way so I gave up on him
abihoe_6: are u sure tho?? I mean he did ask me once about you
_leahh_: ...
And you're only telling me this nOW?!
abihoe_6: I was eating cookies and got distracted. Sorry but no one can disturb my cookie time
_leahh_: oh my god Abi just tell me what he wanted?
abihoe_6: remember Elsie's party? We were supposed to go but u got sick last minute :|
_leahh_: yeah? Ur point?
abihoe_6: well as u know, I didn't go either if u didn't go OHAHAH so then the next day in school Evan asked me where we were?,?!!
_leahh_: maybe he meant you?
abihoe_6: trust me gurl, he didn't ;)
ANYWAY TELL ME what he saiiid
_leahh_: he just said Hey
abihoe_6: *nut* I'M SORRY but cmon he's Evan. Well did u message him back at least?
_leahh_: nO
abihoe_6: ... Oh my god did u forget how to say hi or what?
I'll gladly do it for u
_leahh_: ok ok jesus
Anyway ill keeping u updated
abihoe_6: good.
I gotta shower now, I better come back to some good ass tea buh byeee ;;;))))
_leahh_: ha ha.
Evan Adams. My school's sweetheart, the heartthrob, whatever you want to call him. We used to be close friends back in 7th grade, but he moved on. Well, I never did, not until last year. We still exchange quick glances around the school, but never really talk. I had the biggest crush on him, but got over it quite quickly. I don't have a chance with him.
He never texted me before, so of course I was shocked when I saw the notification pop up with his name on it. I wonder what he wants, maybe it's the English assignment. It must be. What else could he possibly want otherwise?
A/n: This is how I picture Evan hehe ;)
EvanAdams2: Hey its Evan
_leahh_: I know it's you, I can see ur username haha
EvanAdams2: Riiight sorry haha
_leahh_: if it's the English assignment, it's easy took me 20 minutes just get on with it :P
EvanAdams2: What? No! Hahaha i just wanted to say Hey :)
_leahh_: oh... But you never do, so what changed?
EvanAdams2: what do you mean?
_leahh_: Well you barely notice me so why the sudden interest haha
EvanAdams2: Who says I don't notice you?
_leahh_: is this a joke, a prank or a dare? Cuz I'm not here to play these dumb five grader games
EvanAdams2: Leah, I'm here to genuinely talk to you, no this is not a "prank", is this really what you think of me?
_leahh_: Well I don't know, you tell me.
EvanAdams2: Look, I know that we had our past, but is that really something you're going to hold against me, yes I ignored you since 8th grade but I was 14 and dumb. I regret it, so much, everyday. And I hate myself that I lost you back then
_leahh_: why didn't you just tell me, you had five years to make things right and confront me about it. Why didn't you?
EvanAdams2: Fuck I don't know. I got scared. There were so many times I wanted to tell you but I always chickened out
_leahh_: so you'd rather do it over text?
EvanAdams2: I didn't plan to, I was going to wait until after the lock down but realised if something were to happen to either of us, and I didn't tell you. I would never forgive myself for that. So I decided to tell you over text
_leahh_: I don't know what to say..
I'm sorry but I need time to think this through, is that okay?
EvanAdams2: No worries, I completely understand. Take your time El
El. That's what he always used called me. I hated that nickname so much. But ended up liking it. I feel puzzled. Why now? There's so much going around in my life right now, the "fake" Harry, now Evan texting me out of the blue. It's just too much.
I want to understand him. I really do, but I need time like I said. I can't just forgive him like that. He left me when I most needed him, and I blamed him for that.
I have to distract myself somehow. Or else I'll go crazy. I grab a clean A4 page and start sketching, with Fine Line playing in the background. That song relaxes me in so many ways, I can't describe it. But that's one song that I'll always go for when I'm anxious about something.
Ooooof a new character welcome Evan ;)
What do you guys think of Evan so far?
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