Author note
I don't do this but this time i wanna see then spending time together no call ......no interruption...no running for there life.....making a important decision....by derek only pov .....enjoy..blessing everyone .....;)
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Derek pov
Parking in front of the apartment turning of my car looking at my phone...
Ill be trying to call her but she doesn't answer any of my calls its worried me...
Getting out my car looking up at my apartment listening a heartbeat...
She here....I said smiling walking inside
Walking at the hallway taking the elevator push the bottom trying to relax myself from here...I can sense her shes uncomfortable....
The elevator door opening walking myself out standing in front of my door sensing shes not mad...shes surprised...but why
Opening the door founding her standing in front of the window smiling but with tears....
Jean....I said standing in the middle of the room looking at her worried
She just turn looking at me giving me that lovely smile her face glowing when she saw me stepping away from the window standing in front of me moving her hand touching my face
I never thought you was so beautiful....jeannie moving her hand behind my neck
What you mean....I said tensed
This...close your eyes..show me fragtment from the day I was born..
How....I said surpised
Show me the ring...
This is your mother rings right....jeannie said
Yes it is....I said sad
You know I can see her past....your past...jeanie said amused touching my face
I just wanted something special for you...I said uncomfortable
More special than this.....nah....jeannie said smiling looking at the ring making me smile
Im just taking in my arms embracing her....
She stepping back looking at me....
Just in case are not mad at you but you really scared me today in all the time that I know you I never ...never see you like that....jeannie said concerned
Breathing out tensed and a little shame
I was jealous with him...I simple said
I know....im sorry....jeannie suddenly said softly touching my lips
Don't be ...it was stupid from my part...I said
She look at me in desbelieve
Yeah...really stupid...jeannie said stepping away from our embraced walking to the table
Looking at her seriosly...
She turn watching my not happy face crossing her arms
I told you..dont get jealous on me ..I only have eyes for you silly you got that....jeannie look at me very serious
Im.....I said a little embarrassed
Good...I have to go....jeannie said star walking passing by my side
Don't.....stay with me...I said grabbing her arm
She look at me first thinking then she just smile touching my lips
Ok....so we can talk...jeannie said tip it toe taking my lips softly
Talk...yeah that too...I said breathless provoking her amused by her action
She just look at me surprised pushing me
Hey.....jeannie said protesting
Im just smile lifting her up walking to the sofa with her
Hey put me down....big wolf....jeannie said fighting me
No can't do....I said sitting in the sofa with her in my lap
She still fighting me ....already amused by her attitude grabbing both of her hand making her look at me
Finished....I said trying to control myself
No.....she said smiling
Ok.....I said taking her lips a hard kiss and pulling her very closer until I fell all her body relaxing and I mean leave her breathless
Cheater...jeannie said smiling in desbelieve
Yes...im...can we talk now...I ask her looking her blushing face
She just nod affirmative grabbing me by my tshirt
Just talk so keep your hands to yourself....jeannie said provoking me
I cant promised you that...I said all smiled
Hmmm...I was afraid you gonna said that...jeannie said taking my lips a faster one moving her body sitting between my legs taking my arms embracing her
Better....she said amused sensing my body's reaction
Yeah..for now..I said kissing her hair
You greedy....jeannie said smiling
Only with you...I said moving my hands and tickle her
You better be....jeannie said trying to move but I didn't let her keeping her closer making me smile
Suddenly...
I cant imagine you wearing a tuxedo...jeannie said resting her head in my chest playing with my fingers
Why...I ask curious
Is not part of your dress code...jeannie said amused
Dress code...I didn't understand
Yeah...tshirt and jeans...jeannie said
I can surprised you...I said playing with her hand
I know....
Suddenly she get serious turning looking at me sitting over her knees
Paul told you that....jeannie said
Caught me of guard getting myself tensed by her comment
About...I said looking seriously at her
What he told you when he was leaving..jeannie said moving her hands nervious
About we are not married yet...I said taking her hands
Yeah....jeannie said worried
That really worried you....I ask looking her reaction
Him....no I can handle him...his menace...yeah ...I just want to have a life not perfect but at least normal with you...im just tired someone always get in the way...jeannie said tired
I didn't let her finished....she was already tensed moving my hand and touching her lips silence her
Lets worried about that later...I said relax
But....jeannie star protest
Later....I said softly taking her lips
She growled at me making me smile
I hate when you do that...jeannie said touching my chest
Good....you need rest...I said taking her in my arms standing up walking at my bed lowering her gentle and walk to the drawers looking for clothes.....for her...
Derek....suddenly she said
Yeah....insaid taking some clothes out
Do you really want to marry me...jeannie ask with a sad voice
Stopping myself tensed turning looking at her...her face...doubt
Im.....I said very secure aproching to her giving the clothes to her
She taking the clothes smiling in relief thinking..
She look at me ..
Can I borrow one of your shirt..jeannie said standing from the bed walking at me
Trying to act seriosly with her
Why...I said crosing my arms
Because...I want to..I love have your scent make me feel secure...jeannie said shrinking her shoulder at me
But you got me....suddenly I said clueless giving her one of my shirts
Yeah...that too...jeannie said smiling passing by my side taking my shirt and walking to the bathroom closing the door behind her listening the shower running
Im just standing looking at the bathroom door trying to understand what she just said
I decided go to the kitchen making some tea...still thinking
Why you brake your mind with a simple word...suddenly jeannie said behind me
Tea....I just ask her looking for a cup
Yes please...she said standing behind me surrounding me with her arms
Dont be so sour derek you are my whole word...jeannie said resting her head in my back
We just stay like that in silense...jeannie is in some kind of way intoxicating in a good way inhaling her essence now combine with my soap like marking her...making me smile
One month...I said turning giving her a cup of tea seriously
One month..jeannie said clueless taking the cup
The wedding....I said very serious
Your joking right...jeannie said stepping back pointed at me
No....not at all...I said amused drinking my cup
She just look at me surprised and scared
Can I ask why one month...jeannie said suspeting my answer
I don't want stay away from you anymore...I simple said anylizing her expression
Watcher her walking away from the kitchen standing in front of the window thinking
Wao.....one month...jeannie said looking at me moving quickly her eyelashes....thinking
She gonna explote soon...
Did you have any idea what all the things we have to do details ..the place...omg the invitations...what's wrong with you...jeannie said almost screaming very tensed walking side by side looking at me
Now she remind me stiles...
Breathing myself out getting closer at her grabbing by her arm making her look at me
Its possible ....I said drinking my cup watching her reaction
Your crazy ..your totally out of your mind...jeannie said very nervious
You want to marry me...I simple ask her
She look at me surprised by my question
Of course silly why you ask me that...jeannie said tensed
Then is done...I said taking both cup walking and leaving it in the sink
What you mean done...jeannie ask curious
I look at her expression very amused walking at the drawers taking some papers and giving to her
What this....jeannie said looking at the papers
A wedding license....I said smiling resting myself in the table
Is already sign and punch...jeannie said astonished
Yeah...I talk to you doctor and friend holly for the blood test and results..im talk to mark giving him the news so imagine how he take it..steve....his...boyfriend want it to us celebrate the weding in his restaurant...I already pick a day..im already talk to your uncle and hes agree and mark want to prepared everything with lydias help..I already told her...I said watching her unbelievable expression
She stay quiet looking at me..
Its me or this is go to fast...jeannie said walking at me
Someone told me no so long ago that I was to slow...so I just doing it at my speed....I said smiling remembering that day
I see....one month...she said walking at the window looking at me
Yeah....I simple said
She look at me for a second then at the papers she got in her hand
One month it is...jeannie said walking at me still surprised surrounding her hand around my neck
Any last words before is to late...jeannie said provoking me
No......I said very secure putting my hands her waist
Good...because I cant been away from you anymore...jeannie said touching my face make me lowing my head..without protest from my part..taking my lips tempting me
Taking her body very closer to mine..deeper the kiss...moving my hands lifting her up taking her to my bed lowing her gentle....without leaving her lips...resting my body over her..
Mine....I said in her lip making a road of kisses in her neck
Always...jeannie whispering moving her hands touching my face taking my lips
No regrets...no pressure....just us against the world...shes my stronger part...my other half..my friend..my lover...my all and soon my wife
I really cant wait...this is gonna be a longest month....