oh.. i've been WAITING for this one! turn it up!
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"w-what happened!?" i panicked. i don't like hospitals. i want out of here, but it seems i'm hooked up to a million things at once. i felt cold, but so warm at the same time.
"y/n. you're safe here. stop trying to get away. it is okay. we are here." my mom said. i didn't see alex here anymore. figures. "alex went to go find a doctor, if you're wondering where he went." my mom whispered. "why am i here...?" as i say that, i remembered my suicide attempt. my mom sighed. "you don't remember?" she questioned. "i do now. im sorry mom." i meant that. i really did. "no, i'm sorry for not being in touch with you. i really should've helped you instead of being selfish. i love you y/n. i really do." she started to tear up. "mom.. don't cry, please. it's okay." i reassured her.
-timeskip because writers block-
the doctor came in shortly after. ran some tests, gave me some food. i was told i might be going to a psych ward based on my mental state after this. i was also told that i would stay in the hospital for a few weeks, to ensure my cuts are healed enough and won't reopen. i hate the hospital so much. i wish i could just leave. i regret hurting myself. i wish i could go back in time and tell myself to not do it. i'm glad my mom saved me, i really am. i know now to not take advantage of my life. that's how i should view it. although i'm still upset and confused as to what happened, i'm sure i will find out later. as for now, i need some rest. goodnight.
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this isn't the end, dw. this was a short chapter but i didn't really know what to write. thank you all for being super supportive. i love you!! also, take a few crappy images of me haha. glow down amirite.