So this isn't a chapter like i had planned it. It was all going really well. I got a new binder vest that works really well and my dysphoria settled down a bit. Um, i got my period the next day. My dysphoria wasnt as settled. And then this morning in my maths lesson i heard my mum on the phone to my dad. My Uncle passed away this morning... It's been hard i guess because i haven't gotten to see him the past few weeks while he was in hospital. My motivation has kind of gone. i might update tomorrow.
i'd normally talk to my friend about this but her and another friend didnt want to be friends anymore and i respect that. I put too much information out. I push out my feelings i guess so i can know someone cares. I've always been very emotional and very comfort run i guess. I rely on knowing that someone is there to be with me and i guess i am very dependant in that aspect.
Thank you all for reading this far. I know there are ALOT of A/N's and i'm trying to work it out.
I'll try and write up a chapter soon, but i just want to be honest with you guys.
Thanks,
Bye
27/6/20 I have started writing, it should be up by the end of the weekend.