"Giovanni if my mom sees us you're going to get in trouble." I moan as he continues to finger me roughly. That sound of my wetness was not appealing, in fact it's down right embarrassing. But I can't deny the fact that this feeling is the greatest feeling ever . I've only masturbated a few times in my life but it never compared to this.
What the hell is happening? He just tried to kill me and I'm letting him do this. Maybe I haven't changed.
"Giovanni." I whine out. "You have to stop this."
Giovanni leans down to suck on my neck while his fingers work inside me faster. I could feel my eyes roll in the back of my head. And it's more intense feeling his tongue on my neck.
"What the fuck can your mom do, get me arrested? I've done far worse than this. Seeing you all helpless with your neck covered in my handprints just really did something to me. I don't want to kill you because there's still so much I see from you and I don't want to hurt you either" Giovanni then kisses me down my breast and to my stomach. "This is the option I've chosen. I can make you feel so good if you just wasn't so stubborn."
I let out a hum as I recalled the incident from yesterday, and it wasn't my proudest moment either. In fact, I felt a twinge of disappointment in myself for giving in to him so easily, only for him to return and create another tense situation. "I got fingered about a week ago." I tell Maddie and Dani who was stretching next to me. Dani looks at me with a shocked expression and Maddie was smirking.
"And you waited until practice to tell us?"
"I was honestly debating if I wanted to tell you guys or not. But it was weird, I mean it felt amazing but the situation was weird. One minute he's choking all the life out of me and then next he's fingering me so...passionately. But that's all he does is put his hands around my neck, the shit is getting is getting old."
"That fact that you're tired of being strangled by him is startling. Maybe you should stay away from him." Dani advises.
"He's all talk and I'm not afraid of him. He's just a bitch, like I don't see why anyone would be scared of him."
"I want to see what he looks like honestly. I swear to god, if you're letting some handsome squidward get away with this shit, I'm going to seriously slap you." Maddie says making us all start laughing.
"He does not look like that, thank you very much."
"Ok, girls, let's get in formation!" exclaimed the cheer captain, prompting all of us to rise and remove our jackets. The atmosphere shifted as we prepared for whatever was next in our cheer routine.
"That's a sexy looking body you got there." Maddie jokes. I had some black leggings and plain white crop top that showed my belly button.
""It's nothing compared to yours," I replied as she and I linked arms while walking to our designated position. There was a sense of camaraderie as we moved together, ready to take on whatever lay ahead in our routine.
****
One two three four five six seven eight
One two three four five six seven eight
The captain chanted the numbers rhythmically as we followed the choreography. Despite the synchronized movements, a sense of monotony crept in, and I couldn't shake the feeling of being tired of it all. We had been doing the same dance routine forever, and the repetition was starting to wear on me.
"I just thought about something." I tell Maddie." Me and Giovanni were literally in the middle of the front door and my mom could have walked in."
"That must of been real exciting." She whispers back.
"But what if she walked in? I would have gotten in so much trouble. And Giovanni fronting ass would have gotten arrested."
"Technically, probably not unless she would have saw the bruises he gave you. By the way nice makeup work, you can't even notice them."
"Thank god, I was worried I would sweat it away."
"Make sure, when you're alone, you wipe all the stuff off and disinfect your bruises. I've learned from experience by not doing that," she advised.
"I think I might have to go to the hospital. It just looks so disgusting and it's all over my neck."
"Well they're are most definitely going to inform your mom. And I have a feeling she's going to know exactly who did it."
"I fucking hate him so much. He didn't have to be all crazy like that. And everything that happened was his fault." I say.
"How about less talking and more dancing girls!" The coach yells at us making us roll our eyes.
"Fuck him." I mumble.
"Right?" Maddie says smiling.
****
"Alright, I'll see y'all tomorrow afternoon. Make sure to take hot baths and eat something healthy," she reminds .With those parting words, the group dispersed, with me following side by side the twins.
"1/2 of those things aren't happening." I say as I grab my gym bag and water bottle.
"I'm so sick of this. When are we going to learn a new dance? We should skip tomorrow and get smoothies."
"I'm so down with that." I say to Maddie and Dani agrees too.
"Do you need a ride home? There's no way you're walking in this heat."
"I mean sure if you insist." We start walking to her car when another one speeds and stops right in front of us almost hitting Maddie.
"Yo what the fuck!" She yells but I instantly recognize whose car it is. Giovanni rolls his window down." I'm sorry about that." He says letting out a deep chuckle. "I lost control for a second."
"It's all good; you barely even hit me," Maddie said initially, her attitude nonchalant. However, her demeanor quickly changed as she got a glimpse of his appearance.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I ask crossing my arms.
"I want to take you out to eat somewhere. You girls don't mind if I steal her away from you?"
"No not at all right Dani?" Maddie ask slapping Dani on the back. Dani yelps out surprised before responding.
"Nope,I don't mind either."
"Well I do! And I'm riding with them." I yell out frustrated.
Maddie and Dani pulls me closer to them.
"He's far from handsome squidward."
"You're out of you're damn mind, you don't see guys like him everyday."
"If you don't get in that car then I will."
"I would let him finger me any day with no regrets."
"Y'all are way too much he's ugly as hell." I say loudly making Giovanni chuckle again.
"Please, will you come with me?" he asked, putting on a front. It was evident that he was trying to portray himself as a perfect gentleman, though we both knew he was far from it.
"The last time you wanted to eat somewhere you took me somewhere I didn't want to be. And then got mad when i left so fuck you."
"I won't do that anymore since it bothers you. But I thought we left off on good terms." I knew what he meant by that causing me to look down.
"Well, you thought wrong." I know I'm being stubborn but I'm just real irritated right now.
"Stop being stubborn and get in the car." He demands but I just stand still and quiet.
"It's just so we can talk. We kind of left off on the wrong foot, and don't you think some things need to be established?" he explained, attempting to justify the request for a conversation.
"It's up to you Finneas, if you don't want to go I will take you home." Maddie tells me. But I still don't say anything and I debate in my head if I should go with him or not.
"Fine whatever." I finally say. Giovanni gets out the car walking to the passenger side and opening it.
"If I don't call in a couple hours call the police." I tell Maddie and Dani before walking towards him.
"I can put your bag in the back." Giovanni offers and I shove the bag in his chest before getting in.
"Have fun and be safe!" I smile waving at the twins while Giovanni drives off.
I sigh leaning back in my seat watching everything pass by.
"Those your friends?" He ask me breaking the silence.
"No they're my teachers."
Giovanni didn't say anything else after that.
"Where are we going anyways?" I ask as he gets on the highway.
"Why should I answer any of your questions when you're being rude?" He retorted.
"If you don't want to lose your life in car accident, then I suggest you tell me."
"What are odds that you would live?"
"I don't give a fuck about living. I been wanting to die since I was 10." I tell him.
"God you're so dramatic. What could ever make you want to die princess ? Breaking an acrylic?" He asked trying to be funny.
"Fuck you." I say flipping him off.
"You could barely handle my fingers, you think you're ready for my dick?"
I gasp.
"Not you over here trying to hype up your baby carrot."
"Is that what you think it is?" Giovanni turns to look at me, his expression a mix of curiosity and amusement. As the tension hangs in the air, I try to find a topic that strays from talking about his dick.
"Where are you taking me?" I ask changing the subject.
"To that one Pasta Palace on the boardwalk."
"That's so far from where we live, we are going to be gone for hours."
"Just tell your mom you're with me she won't have a problem."
"It depends on how she's feeling."
After I said it got completely quiet again. Giovanni was focusing on the road and I laid my head again the cold window listening to the other cars. And it stayed like this for a while before Giovanni speaks again.
"I missed you so much. I was so angry at Katherine for making me leave but she felt like I had gotten too attached to you and you were only 16. I even had thoughts of beating her ass when I was told this.
"This is surprising to hear. You treated me horribly back then," I responded, expressing my astonishment at the unexpected revelation.
"I had my good days Finneas. Believe it or not , I've changed a lot since then. And you obviously changed physically and personality wise. I don't really care for the latter though. You've managed to piss me off four times in only 24 hours."
"Not my fault but ok. I guess I just grew up and realized that being a whiny bitch for you doesn't look cute on me." I say smiling at him.
"I thought it was cute."
"Of course you thought how pathetic I was cute."
"Guys like submissive girls Finneas. And girls who aren't headach like you."
"If you haven't notice I don't care what guys think."
"You're very cute do you know that?"
"I'm not cute I'm hot as fuck but thanks." I say leaning back in the seat with my eyes close. I could feel Giovanni staring at me when the light turned red.
"Yea you're right, you look especially hot in these tight ass clothes." He says latching on to my spaghetti strap flicking it.
"Ouch Gio that hurts!" I whine out glaring at him. He seriously want me to punch his ass.
"I'm sorry princess." He takes his large hand rubbing it on my shoulder gently but his wondering hand soon reaches down in between my breast. And I laugh out grabbing it.
"Mr. Valentino you're getting a little too comfortable." I say rubbing his thumb gently.
"C'mon let me stick my fingers inside you real quick."
A/n: Unedited as fuck!