"𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑", ʲᵃ...

uptairs jaden and i were watching a movie with anthony, avani, griffin, and bryce. i was sitting next to jaden and anthony and then everyones phones went off.

joshrichards, nessabarret, charlidamelio, and lilhuddy have posted on instagram

i looked up at jaden and he looked at me and i showed him.

blair: um guys...

everyone: yea

blair: check instagram

everyone: ok...

we all looked at out phones and we saw breakup posts. we all looked at each other and got up. as we were all running downstairs i heard a car drive off. we all stopped at the bottom of the stairs when we saw josh and charli standing there, nessa and chase no where to be found.

griffin: josh buddy, what happend

josh: we brok up

everyone: omg josh we are so sorry

avani: charli....

charli: he- he left me with no care.

everyone: charli, you dont deserve that

charli: thank you

anthony: so what is gonna happen now?

josh: well charli is gonna stay here for a little and nessa is going to hype untill she can go home.

charli: yea but only if it dosent bother you guys

jaden: it dosent bother us at all

blair: and nights that avani and i arent here you can come to my house and stay there.

charli: thank you guys, for everything

everyone: your so welcome

josh: well its late, i think im gonna head to bed

everyone: goodnight

jaden: blair and i will show you to your room charli

charli: ok thank you

josh then walked up to his room with no emotions in his face.

jaden and i showed charli to her room. we got her set up and said goodnight then left. we said goodnight to everyone else and went upstairs and went to bed.

the next day

i woke up with jadens arms around me feeling safe. about 2 minutes of laying there jadens alarm went off and he woke up.

jaden: good morning baby

blair: good morning babe

jaden: im worried about josh. ive never seen him so upset

blair: me too. i dont want him to hurt himself

jaden: i know, me too

little did they know....

it was around 2 o'clock in the afternoon and everyone was outside at the pool, well everyone except josh. im worried about him. he hasnt come out of his room all day. we knocked on his door every 30 minutes but he always told us to go away. outside all the girls were tanning and the boys were swimming. bryce was filmimg for youtube. i watched jaden get out as bryce was filming him.

blair: jaden i swear

he got on top of me and i screamed

blair: JADEN

jaden: i love youuuuu

blair: i hate you.

jaden made a pouty face.

jaden: fine i hate you too

blair: noooo you love me

jaden: thats true

he then grabbed my face and kissed me

bryce: GUYS IM FILMING

i looked over jadens shoulder

blair: whoops

jaden and i realized what time it was so we got up

anthony: wait where are yall going

jaden: oh shoot right ant, vani come on we have to go to hype and get charlis stuff

charli: you guys seirously dont have to do this

blair: we want to charli

charli: thank you. i love you guys

avani: we love you to charls

ant, jaden, vani and i left and went to hype to get her stuff. i really only knew nick, ryland, and dixie. she was coming back with us to stay with griffin and charli.

nick: hey guys.

everyone: hey nick

nick and i are kinda close so i went up and gave him a hug. after avani ran up to hug him because they are best friends. anthony looked jealous.

blair: *whispers* anthony she loves you

anthony: i know its just how every guy would react

jaden heard us and turned around

blair: not jaden

anthony: yea ok, you should have seen him when you hugged nick

jaden: oh shut up

i hugged him. we then went up and got all of her stuff. once we were done we said goodbye. we got back to swat at around 8. charli and dixie both had to get everything. we helped unpack then we ate dinner but before hand jaden and i went to go check on josh.

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*knock knock*

no answer

*knock knock*

no answer

*knock knock*

blair: hey josh, its jaden and i. come eat dinner please.

no answer

i looked at jaden and i started to get nervous.

we tried one last time

*knock knock*

no answer

jaden started to wiggle the handle but it wouldn't budge.

jaden: go get a bobby pin please blair

his eyes started to water. and i just went and got one. i came back and he put it in the lock and finally got it open. he slowly opened the door but i was getting impatient. i pushed the door open to reveal a lifeless josh lying on the floor.

blair: no no no. its not true. this is a joke

jaden: josh buddy, hey josh wake up. its time for dinner, josh buddy. please.

jaden and i were both crying

blair: HELP HELP PLEASE

everyone started running upstairs. when they all saw they all started crying. bryce walked over and put his arms on joshs shoulders.

bryce: hey josh, its bryce, please wake up. its only 8:30.

avani: c-call 911

we called 911 and they came. they took josh to the hospital immediately. we all went. we waited very nervously all crying in the waiting room. then a doctor walked out.

doctor: who is here for josh richards

we all stood up

doctor: ok im going to need to see 4 people. maybe the two that found him and some of his closest friends. jaden and i walked up, and bryce and griffin came with us. anthony stayed back because he was crying hysterically. we walked into a separate room where there were pamphlets on how to deal with death and i immediately started crying knowing what was about to happen. we were all told to sit down so we did.

doctor: im so sorry to say this but there is no way we could have saved josh. we are so sorry.

bryce: no there has to be something. he cant be gone

doctor: im so sorry

we all just started crying and the doctor took all of us to say goodbye. i called nessa and told her everything and she came to the hospital right away. we all said out goodbyes.

blair: hey josh. thank you for everything. i wish we could have saved you. i love you. sleep well. fly high buddy. i love you

i kissed his forehead and nessa walked up to him and just grabbed his hand and cried and said goodbye.

that was it. josh was gone. forever.

*END*

a/n: i hope you all enjoyed this chapter. it was hard to write. im sorry if this effected anyone and i think no one should ever have to go through this. thank you for reading. love u all<333