REJECTED BY MY MATE (BOYXBOY) (MPREG) MewGulf/TharnType

Chapter 12: Breaking Point pt.3

Presenting my beautiful babies...

And hereeee I added two new characters that will play a big part in the story

Aside from that they are also going to be a couple here.

So this story is not just a boyxboy fanfic only instead I also put a girl girl tandem

But my main problem is I don't know how to write girlxgirl smuts but oh well just like what I always do let the imagination wonder hahaha

So here it is

Jenny as Phaelyn

And

Lisa as Phang

So hiiii guys here is the new chapter that I have promised to give you. First and for all it took a lot of days to complete this chapter, well it is because I have had a lot of pressures in my head, and my head is a mess maybe because of my anxiety problems but I have managed to write though. So I hope that you guys will all like this chapter as much as I like it myself

And there once again enjoy reading guys and please let's spread good vibes and let us not say or comment something that would hurt any author because those hurtful comments discourage us from writing and not just discourage us but lower our confidence. So that's all thank you guys enjoy reading....

And the smut chapter i decided to put on the next part that's why I'm already saying sorry in advance

Turbo's pov.

Turbo's pov.

Dug dug Dug dug Dug dug

What is happening to my heart

Damn and why is it beating so fast shiaaaa

I wish that P' Lhong doesn't notice it aishh

Turbo are you okay there, Lhong asked and turned his head towards me

And because of that our faces are so close to each other to the point that our nose are already touching

I can feel the heat rising on my cheeks, and my heart started beating faster

Aishhh what is this damn feeling

Why do I keep feeling it every time I'm with Lhong, aishhh this is so frustrating

Turbo are you okay, he asked again and now he sounds worried

Ye yeah I'm fine P', I'm okay it's just I feel so tired already, I lied and he just looked at me worriedly

Is that so, don't worry were near the parking lot already , he said and smiled at me

Aishh what is happening to my heart don't tell me I already developed a heart disease, but my family don't have any history of heart disease

Shiaaa then if I don't have a heart disease then why is my heart hammering loudly inside my chest

Lhong!!!!

I was brought back to reality when I heard someone called Lhong loudly

And when I looked at that someone, I saw a girl who looks scary because her face is so white and full of red marks and even her clothes

Phang!! You're still here? I thought you went home with your brother already because you vanished fastly as soon as you saw your brother, Lhong said which made me look at him

Do they know each other, when and where did they knew each other

What the hell! What's happening to me ?

Why do I feel so angry knowing that Lhong is talking with a girl

Aisssshh am I going crazy already

Lhong put me down gently and helped me stand up after that he whispered something on my ear which I didn't hear because my heart is beating so loudly

After putting me down he went closer to the girl and continue talking to her

Minutes passed by and he's still talking to her and the irritation in my heart kept on growing and I don't even know why and where it's coming, it's just the thought of seeing Lhong close to other girls makes me irritated and somewhat angry

I continued looking at Lhong as he happily had a conversation with the girl

And gladly he finally realized that I am still here and went back to my side

Turbo what's with the face? You're frowning like a mad lady, Lhong said and put his hand into my face and forehead and massage it

Ya yah what are you doing?, I said nervously as I pushed his hands away from my face and guess what he just friggin laughed at me aishhh

Well I'm trying to erased that frown on your face hahaha, he said and laughed at me so I frowned even more

When he realized that I'm not in the mood he stopped laughing at me but what made me surprised is when he grinned at me like a mad man and started closing the gaps between us

Ya yah wha what are you doing? , I said and he just smirked at me and continued moving his face closer to mine

So I could only put my hands to his chest to keep him from moving closer to me

You were just happily talking to me before we reach the parking area but the moment you saw me talking to Phang your mood suddenly changes to being annoyed hmmmn what does that mean turbo, he said which made me speechless

I was shocked when he closed the gap between us despite my hands on his chest that keeps on pushing him away, and what made my heart beat faster is when he leaned into my ear

Are you jealous Turbo, he whispered into my ear which made me frozen on the spot

By the expression on his face He's not asking me, it's more likely like he is stating a fact

Fudge what the heck is he saying damn it

Wh why would I be jealous aishhh

I am still in a state of trance when I felt a gentle kiss on my nose

And just like that I felt everything around me stopped on dead tracks and all I can hear is the hard hammering of my heart deep inside my chest

After a few minutes I suddenly heard series of laughter which made me go back to reality

And when I looked at Lhong his face is already red from laughing so hard

Haha Turbo hahaha you should have haha seen your hahaha face it was friggin hahahaha priceless, he said in between laughs

AI' LHONG SARALEO!!!!!

I couldn't stop myself from being angry, I felt so embarrassed

So before I cried out of anger I started to walk slowly so that I won't exert much force on my ankle

But before I could even walk out of the parking lot

Someone pulled my hand and slammed me on the wall

Where do you think you're going Ai' Bo, Lhong whispered to my ear and then he roughly shoved his face on my neck which made me moan loudly, fuck that was so fucking embarassing

I suddenly felt Lhong's tongue tracing my neck and then I felt like my breath hitched when he started nibbling and sucking my neck

Ahh mmn

Shit what the heck I can't stop myself from moaning

Lho lhong shiaa hmmn ahh what are you do doing, I said and tried to push him but he just caught my hands and trapped it in the wall on top of my head

No I'm giving you my punishment, you are not allowed to leave me no matter what, he whispered angrily on my ear and started nibbling on it

And I can only whimper at him

Phang's pov.

Okaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! what is actually happening right now

I don't want to fucking freak out..... BUT WHAT THE HELL...

HOW CAN I FUCKING CALM DOWN WHEN THERE ARE TWO HOT GUYS MAKING OUT IN FRONT OF ME!!

Just what the fucking hell happened

A while ago me and Lhong was just talking and teasing each other

So how did it end up that Lhong and his friend named Turbo is having a heated PUBLIC DISPLAY AFFECTION in the fucking parking lot in front of a friggin girl like me

It's good that I was able to push my brother inside the car before they started making out here

I don't know if I should stop them or what but somehow my BL FAN ASS started taking over me

Damn they look so hot

I just continue looking at them and what the heck I'm internally screaming on my head when Lhong started unbuttoning Turbo's shirt

Haha okay I think it's a bad idea that they might have sex here in the parking lot and the CCTV might caught them

So even though I still want to witness this steamy making out session I decided to go near them and I threw my wallet on Lhong's back

And guess what it's fucking effective because Lhong is currently looking at me like he wanted to kill me already

Haha should I make a run for my life already

Lhong you better stop looking at me like you want to kill me you brat, I just stopped you from making heated public display affection session in here or else both of you might get caught by the guards and end up being suspended

You guys don't want that to happen right, I said and somehow Lhong started to calm down

And when he finally calmed down and realized what situation he is currently in he started pulling his hair while cursing repeatedly

What the heck did I just do shiaaaa what possessed me to that kind of thing to my friend and most specially in front of someone else aishhh its so not me, he cursed

Now I know what really happened, his wolf instinct was starting to developed and sooner or later this guy will have his first transformation already

I immediately went near Turbo and helped him to stand up, well because I think of too much shock and maybe pleasure his feet weakened and he ended up slumping into the ground

I started to button his shirt one by one again and helped him to balance his body on the wall

After that I kicked Lhong lightly and he just glared at me

Aishh this brat

Ai' Lhong you brat don't you dare look at me like that, come on here and help your friend. Just ride with me I'll take you both back into your houses, I said and Lhong just nodded and went near us and carry his friend who was still staring at nothing

Yah phang!! You don't need to take us home, I brought my motorcycle here with me, we can just ride that we don't want to inconvenience you, he said looking down and guess what his face is still flaming red aishhh this jerk don't tell me he's so embarrassed because I saw what he just did a while ago, well damn it's his fault so should suffer the consequences

Yah Lhong look it's raining heavily and your friend is injured and you still want to ride your motorcycle, do you really want to get beaten up by me huh, I said and he just pouted his lips like a baby and glared at me

Come on you two get inside, I said and helped turbo to walk cause there is no fucking way I'd let Lhong help him or else they might do something else again

When we entered the car I made Lhong sit beside my younger brother and guess what he growled at me aishhh this brat!! What does he think of me, I won't fucking snatch his baby away

Aishhh how can the faculty let us go to school even though they already know that there is a typhoon and then cancel classes when the rain started getting heavier. Just what the hell!!

Damn I will really watch the news next time, If I had only known that there will be a typhoon today I shouldn't have just gone to school. And I wouldn't get bullied by those bitches

Aishhh just thinking that I got bullied by those weakling Barbies makes my blood boil, shiaaa if my migraine didn't just acted up a while ago I wouldn't get taken advantage of by those bitches.

Just wait I will make those damn brats pay, I won't let them get away from doing those irritating things to me

Well it's really annoying because the lipsticks stain on my face won't get off and it's pissing me off already

Hey ahm you're Phang right? , I almost had a heart attack when Turbo suddenly poked my shoulders and began talking to me

Yes I'm Phang and you're Turbo right?, I asked and he just nodded at me

Ahm P' Phang when did you and P' Lhong began to be friends, he asked and you know what he sounds like a wife investigating a girl that is trying to steal his husband

Well hahaha he doesn't need to worry about that because I will never steal Lhong away from him, that brat Lhong is hard to stay with and is a big time irritation for me

Aside from that my BL FAN ASS always win when I get involved in this kind of situation

So this cute boy Turbo doesn't need to be afraid that I will steal Lhong from him instead I will help them fall in love with each other and pave a way to make them become a couple wahahahaha

P' Phang are you still there, come on come back to whatever planet you are in right now

I was brought back to reality when Turbo started pulling my hair gently and wave his hands continuously in front of my face

😌😌 This kid why does he need to do that

Oh haha I'm sorry it's just I suddenly remembered something, what are you asking again, I asked and he just smiled at me

Ahm no it was just nothing, he said shyly aishhh this kid really

Hey hey I'm just joking I heard what you said a while ago, don't worry darling me and Lhong met each other a while ago near the entrance of the College of Arts Building and he unfortunately mistook me as a ghost because of what I look like right now and screamed loudly like a girl, I said and the both of us laughed as we tried to imagine Lhong's epic face

Really he screamed like a girl P', Turbo said and laughed

And I guess Lhong has heard it and he smacked my head and I felt like my head fall of my neck damn that brat!!

I need to get my revenge haha you're dead you brat, I started pulling his hair until he was a screaming mess

Shiaaa P' Phang and P' Lhong stop fighting already the kid is watching you guys fight it's a bad influence, Turbo said and pulled us off of each other

And he is right my little brother is looking at us intently, aishhh damn it

N' Phong my handsome little brother haha me and P' Lhong are not fighting we are just playing around hahaha right Lhong, I said and tugged Lhong's hair hardly and Lhong just glared at me

Yeah haha it's true N' Phong we are just playing around, Lhong said and ruffled Phong's hair

Okay P' Phang and P' Lhong but is it okay if me and my friend will play like how you play a while ago it looks fun, my little brother which made my jaw hang widely open

I looked at Lhong and glared at him and he slowly hid behind the chair, damn it's his fucking fault my parents will kill me if my brother imitates what we did aishhhh

Hey baby your P' Phang and P' Lhong are playing an adult game a while ago and it can't be played by young kids like you because it's bad okay, do you understand what I said N' Phong, turbo said and play with Phong's hair

Yes P' I understand, he said and leaned into the chair and go back to playing his PSP again

P' Lhong and P' Phang you guys should never fight like that in front of children's because they might imitate it, we should always act as their role model, turbo said and I can't help but chuckle because he looks exactly like my mom when she gives me lectures

Khap N' Turbo it won't happen again, I said and he just smiled

But when he turned to look outside Lhong tugged my hair again so I picked my brush and threw it to him

And it looked like I threw it so hard because he is already holding his nose that is turning red already

Hahaha well he deserve it though

Ouch shiaaaa, he groaned as he hold his nose

P' Lhong what happened are you okay?, Turbo asked and I just looked at Lhong with my famous deathly glare and it looks like it worked because he looked scared hahaha

Hahaha N' Turbo I accidentally hit my nose on the chair's recliner when I was picking my phone that fell a while ago, he said as he massaged his nose

Oh is that so but I think we need to put ointment and put a band-aid on it because it's already swollen and bleeding, Turbo said and grab his bag

I curiously looked at Turbo well because he looks like he's so concentrated in looking at his bag

Aha Found yahh!!, He suddenly yelled

Damn this brat almost gave me a heart attack

What is it? What did you find?, Lhong asked and Turbo just smiled and show us an ointment and a band-aid with a Barbie design

I internally laughed when I saw the barbie designed bandaid, hahaha just imagining Lhong's look with the band-aid makes me burst out laughing

And yeah all of them just looked at me like I have gone crazy already

Haha I'm sorry I just remembered something funny, I said and they just nodded their heads

Wait what the fuck was that nod for

P' Lhong come near me

I'll treat your wounds, he said and I can see how Lhong's cheeks turned red

Aha!! I knew it this two had started to have feelings for each other but are just naive enough to realize it

Hmmn it looks like they need my BL FAN ASS help for that

Don't worry my cutie patootie friends I'm going to make sure that you guys end up with each other

A few moments later...

Okay I knew that they actually have a liking towards each other but are ignorant about it, but why do they need to be so sweet in front of me. Like duuuuh it's making me jealous aishhh I should go look for my own man so that I won't get jealous anymore😒😒

Aishhhh this is so frustrating

Turbo my nose hurt so much can you kiss it for me, Lhong said as soon as turbo finished applying ointment and band-aid on him

Ya yah Ai' Lhong what are you saying aishhh just sit on your chair and do not be so clumsy, and if possible just don't friggin move or else I'll tie you in the chair with the fuckin seat belt, Turbo said and pushed Lhong's face away from him

And Lhong's face was so friggin funny, well he looks like a child whose lollipop was taken

Lhong don't pout like that you look like a duck, I said and laughed and that brat just threw his cap to me, too bad I was able to dodge it, and it made him annoyed even more so i just laughed at him to make him angrier

Turbo can you help me take this lipstick and flour on my face, my parents can't see me looking like this or else they would nag at me the whole day, I said and Turbo just laughed at me and took the cotton and cleanser on my hands

Well Turbo is handsome and kind, he really is a boyfriend material and as girl I should be falling hard for him already specially that his face is so close to mine right now. But I am not though and it's weird right? damn what is wrong with my heart, well forget it being friends with these two brats is already fine for me at least I have someone to consider as my friend in this new school of mine

EHEM... TOO CLOSE... EHEM... TOO CLOSEEEE... EHEM

cough... fuckk... cough... damn... ehem. ehem. cough

I was brought back to reality when Lhong started fake coughing, but the idiot ended up coughing for real

Oiiii Lhong are you okay hahaha what the heck are you even doing, Turbo said as Lhong is massaging his chest and trying to calm his breathing

It's nothing my throat is just itchy yeah haha that's why I ended up coughing, Lhong said as he glare at me hahaha this guy is too transparent

Well actually both of them are transparent and I can clearly read their expressions and the way they act towards each other but they are just so naive, and if being naive is a sport the two of them will be a tie

Young Lady you're mother gave me a list of things that you need to buy at the convenience store, my driver said and I couldn't help but grunt

Aishhhh my mom really loves sending me to run an errand for her, I am her daughter for goodness sake not a friggin maid

Okay... okay just give me the list uncle and I'll buy it

Yes I called him uncle but he is not my relative though, well I grew up like that treating our employees as part of our family because that is what my mom taught me. She told me that no matter what our status in life is we should always remain on the ground and treat everyone fairly no matter how different our status is

Turbo I'm going with Phang I forgot I don't have any foods in my condo anymore and we will end up starving so I better buy foods for us for tonight, Lhong said

And because of that my mind starts to wander about the things that they might do tonight, my gosh my BL FAN ASS is activated again damn

Okay but you don't need to buy a lot, I don't even eat a lot, Turbo said while trying to hide his blushing face

Ohooo this brats I swear they are the most naive person I have ever met

Hey Turbo are you okay you're face looks a little bit red, are you not feeling well, Lhong said and move his face closer to Turbo and I can clearly see how Turbo's cheeks began to heat up even more

I'm internally screaming my ass of already when Lhong raised his hand and began caressing and massaging Turbo's cheeks

Damn the world really likes to slap me in the face and mocking me for being a single lonely ass

Aishhh can the two of you stop flirting already, Lhong come on already we need to fastly buy or else the typhoon will get even worst and we might get stranded, I said and gosh thank goodness they realized what I am saying

Because Lhong easily made his way to the car's door

This kids really

Lhong I'm going to the meat and vegetable section first let's just meet in the counter okay, I said and slap him in the bath

Okay no hard feelings it's not as if I'm molesting him, I have always been like this to all my friends may it be a boy or a girl

Shiaaaa Ai' Phang why did you do that for, he said and cupped his butt

Yah don't act like a molested you it's a habit that me and my friends back then used to do so you better get used to it because we're friends already, I said and he just scrunched his face like he was about to smack me

Aishhh you're really a weird girl, I'll get going already I'm heading to the snacks section first let's just meet in the counter, he said and walked away still holding his butt

The hell did he just called me weird aishhhh damn that brat, damn it okay chill out phang just forget about it and focus on picking the right ingredients your mom has ordered you to buy cause if ever you pick the wrong ingredients she will nag at you for a whole week again.

okay let me see what dish will mom cook for dinner

Green Curry with Beef and Eggplant, and Basil Pork Stir Fry

Ohoooo Ma you're really the best, it looks like I'm going to go all out in eating tonight waaaaaah my mouth is watering already. Okay my tasty foods here I come!! Yosh let's start finding the right ingredients already

medium- size steak ~ check

good-quality coconut milk ~ check

eggplant ~ check

bell pepper ~ check

sweet basil ~ check

beef stock ~ check

beef pork ~ check

cloves garlic ~ check

red chillies ~ check

chicken stock ~ check

egg ~ check

green onions ~ check

etc...

(hahaha sorry for including the all the ingredients I ran out of ideas already)

Okay I'm finally done gosh, I didn't know that for me to be able to eat those delicious food I must suffer from buying the ingredients first aishhh mom!! why must you do this to your lovely daughter??

Damn Phang get your shits together you still need to buy the basic necessities

I'm so tired already my mom is lucky I love her so much that's why I'm doing this for her

Argggghh I'm such a filial daughter mom I need a reward for this yuhoooo

After how many boring minutes of looking for the bathroom supplies I finally saw it , I fastly made my way to the tissue section because there's only one left but unfortunately as I hold the pack of tissue someone got a hold of it too

I was about to yell at the person who is holding the tissue pack too, but when I looked a her face I felt like my heart started beating fastly and suddenly I can smell fragrance coming from her

Damn I can smell the sweet pleasant smell of a wisteria tree in combination of a vanilla extract and it smells so strong and it's making me feel something weird deep within me

And when I looked at the girl in front of me she is already leaning into the shelves and looking at me with her hazy eyes

MATE!!

CLAIM OUR MATE!!

MARK OUR MATE!!

My jaw almost dropped when my wolf started being rigid and keeps on telling me to claim our mate

Fucking hell!! What the heck my mate is a girl

Blaaag

What the heck

Alaiwa! Hey Miss are you okay? hey wake up yahhh!! Shiaaa

What the heck am I going to do now and why the hell did she need to faint in a fucking convenience store, aisshh what should I do now damn it I felt like my head is going to explode because of what I just discovered

Fuck it!! This leaves me no choice then; I carefully lifted the girl and carry her on my back

I quickly grabbed the basket full of the things that I need to buy and for goodness sake I don't even know how I was able to carry this girl, she was one heck of a heavy girl

Fuck I need to find Lhong first, I think he will be able to help me

Lhong's pov.

Fudge why am I nervous that Turbo is coming to my house, it's just a sleepover with a friend so why does my heart need to race this fast

And what the heck should I buy for the both of us I don't even know how to fucking cook, shiaaa what is happening to me I was never this conscious whenever Tharn would come to my house for sleepover

Damn it am I going crazy?!

Aishhh forget it I'll just grab anything that is edible to be eaten and cooked, I'll just rely on the internet on how to cook I just pray that I won't end up burning the house though just like what happened the last time I tried to cook

And guess what, my mom almost killed me that time

Damn Lhong focus and think of something to buy

But what should I fucking buy waaaaaahhh

Honey lets buy chocolate syrup hmmn please, I heard someone said behind me and when I looked at them they were a couple and were both guys, aishhh damn it why did Turbo's face suddenly appeared in my head

Hey honey where would you even used that, the other guy said and traced his boyfriends lips

Hmmmn well I have browsed the net and I have found a hot food kink that includes a chocolate syrup and I think its kinda sexy so why don't we try it honey, the guy's boyfriend said and bite his lips

Shiaaaa why the heck am I paying attention to what they are talking about damn it, I was caught off guard when the other guy noticed me looking at them so I quickly turned around well both of them are fit enough with big beefy bodies I don't want to friggin mess with them cause I still love my life

I quickly walked away from them before they even start a fight with me, but the moment I turned to the other corner I came face to face with shelves of different brands and kinds of chocolate syrup just what the heck

My jaw almost dropped when I saw Turbo leaning on the shelves and he is wearing a sexy bunny outfit and he is holding a Hershey's chocolate syrup

Damn I think my heart just stopped beating when he started pouring the syrup on his hands and then he started to lick it seductively damn it

I quickly closed my eyes before I think of something more erotic damn it

What the heck am I even imagining damn it, but fucking hell I can feel my little junior starting to come to life shiaaa Ai' Lhong why do you need to have a fucking boner at this time aisshhh its those couples fault

Okay Lhong calm down think of something else to make your little junior calm damn it

Okay okay that darn fucking gay dinosaur, yeah Barney that ugly gay dinosaur running around and chasing his tail like a crazy mad dinosaur. Barney that damn ugly fat dinosaur rolling on the mud, barney ugly barney dinosaur that violet gay ugly dinosaur

Alaiwa Lhong!! I have been looking for you all over this place and you're just here singing barney's fucking song! have you gone mad already?!, and why the heck do you have a friggin boner you brat what the heck is running on your fucking mind. Aishh you fucking brat fix yourself already!!

Fuck Ai' Phang that fucking hurts how can you fucking shove the basket on my family jewels damn it!

Shut up I'm just doing you a favour and look its effective your boner is gone already, she said and grin at me widely like a crazy woman

Aishh Lhong calm yourself down Phang is a girl and she is your friend okay inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale calm down

Yah will you stop that Lhong and help me for a while she said, and I realized that she is also carrying a girl on her back

Ai' Phang! Who is that girl? Yah what did you do to her you brat, I yelled and she just smacked my head

Damn it that fucking hurts Phang, why are you always violent towards me, I'm your friend you know, I said and she just smirked at me damn what is this girl thinking again

Yeah that's right Lhong we are friends so I'm asking you for a favour, can you damn fucking hell buy fastly and get mine on the line too and can you pay for it first I'll pay you in the car later, she said and shoved her basket on my feet

Yah are you crazy! Why don't you bring your groceries on the line and pay it, I said and she just glared at me with daggers

Stupid if I can do it I won't ask you for your help aishh, just get it on the line for now, I just need to bring this girl on the car and I will go back fastly okay IS THAT FINE ALREADY!!!!, she yelled and I felt like my blood ran cold aishhh this girl is so scary

Fine!! You can stop screaming already were on the fucking grocery store and the people are looking at us already it's embarrassing, I yelled back at her and she just snorted and make her way out

Yah don't you dare forget to come back or else I'll kill you, I yelled and guess what shiaaaaaa!!. She just raised me a middle finger! Damn that fucking brat

Aishh damn it! I don't have any choice I need to do it then

Fudge just forget it I'll just buy whatever food that can calm my stomach monsters and My Pup

Wait what the heck did I just said!! Did I just call Turbo my pup! What the heck I'm really going crazy

I don't know what I'm doing already I just grabbed foods from the shelves and the freezer I don't even know if what I bought is really necessary

Okay I think this is okay now I think we won't get hungry now I already bought a lot, Yosh its time to pay already but what the hell why is Phang not here yet!

That brat really, don't tell me she ditched me already the heck with that!

It's good that there are only few costumers so I don't have to wait much longer

At last it's all done and I can already lay my back on the fucking car, but before that I need to have my revenge on Phang damn that brat how can she ditched me she said she'll be back but she didn't

I fastly made my way on the car and opened it and guess what they are all fucking sleeping aisssssh

You're already back eh Mr I thought you'd take a couple of hours there and I'm already thinking that we'd get stranded here, come on let me help you put the groceries on the trunk, Phang's uncle said and picked the other plastic bag full of groceries in my hands

I'm sorry Miss Phang wasn't able to come back and help you, she has been checking on the girl she brought here in the car a while ago and she looks bothered and I think a lot of things was running on her mind until she fell asleep, uncle said and I just smiled at him

It's okay uncle I'm fine with it and besides Phang is helping us to get home so I think it's a best way to repay her, I said and he just smiled at me genuinely and after a few minutes we finished putting all the groceries in the trunk and we drove to my house already.

After a 30 minutes ride we already reach my house and guess what Turbo's still sleeping like a sleeping beauty

Hey N' Turbo it's time to wake up now, were already at my house, I said and shake turbo a little but he just wouldn't budge and just continued sleeping so I tried to shake him again and this time he is murmuring something I can't even understand

Turbo hey buddy please wake up already, I whispered into his ear and he just moaned and pushed me a little

Aishhh forget it I'll just carry him inside

As I was carrying him I can't stop myself from looking at his sleeping face, damn how can he be so cute even when he is sleeping

This guy is a real cute person from his eyebrows down to his fluffy cheeks to his pointed nose to his plump lips that is so red

How does it feel to kiss that plump lips

Wait what the fuck, did I just think of kissing turbo in the fucking lips aishhh here my heart goes again shiaaa

Ehem what a sweet husband we have here eh, while I was gently carrying turbo out of the car Phang suddenly woke up seeing me in a position where my face is so close to Turbo's face

Ai' Phang shut up already, I yelled and glared at her and she just laughed at me

Were going now Phang thank you for the ride, I said and took the plastic bags in uncles hands while our little sleeping beauty Turbo was still sleeping behind my back

Okay have a good day guys, Lhong don't make it too hard or my poor baby turbo won't be able to walk tomorrow, she said which made my whole face turned red

Ai' Phang what are you saying! Alaiwa don't even think that we are going to do what you are thinking right now, I yelled at her and she just yelled at me

Okay okay chill Lhong, don't act like that you look like a in denial person, she said and winked at me and shut the car's door down

I was about to open my house door when Phang called me again

Lhong!!,

What do you need again, I said and scrunched my face and she just laughed aisssssh this brat really knows how to get on my nerves

Chill baby Lhong you look like you're going to eat someone already, she said sarcastically

Just tell me what do you friggin want you brat, I said and she just grinned at me

I sneaked out something from the grocery store a while ago when I went out, it looks so interesting so I picked it up and I thought that you might need it so I put it on your bag. You don't need to worry I told the counter a while ago to charge the payment to you so I basically didn't steal it so stop looking at me like that. So that's it I'm going to go already ciao my dear babies, she said and closed the damn door again and after a few seconds the car honked and drove away fastly

Aishhh what is that thing again what a weird girl, psh forget it I need to get this sleeping beauty inside the house first

When I entered the house I can feel my back ache already, gosh I didn't know that carrying a person can be this tiring

I quickly made my way near the sofa and slowly laid turbo on it

Okay stay here for a while N' I just need to put the groceries on the kitchen first, I whispered on Turbo's ear and he just answered me with a grunt

But before I can make my way out of the living room, turbo got a hold of the hem of my shirt and weakly pulled it

I tried to pull it from his hands but he just won't let go of it, so I just decided to sit again in front of the sofa where I laid him and slowly tugged my shirt off his grasp and I don't know what came to me because I slowly hold his hand

And as if he felt my hands on his I can feel him tighten his grip on my fist

Okay I guess I need to stay like this until you wake up eh, I said and traced the hair that covers his eyes and slowly tucked it behind his ear

And I can clearly see his serene face, he just looks like an angel and I just can't stop myself from being drawn to him. I don't know what's happening to me but whenever I'm near him my heart starts to beat fastly just like what is happening to my heart right now

Just by being this close to him makes me feel something different like I feel so peaceful and it felt like all my problems would go away

I don't know what's happening to me but I kinda like this feeling of being contented and peaceful whenever I'm near him

P' Lhong, I was brought back to reality when I hear Turbo whispered my name and at first I thought that he is already awake but he is not and his eyes are still tightly closed

Is he dreaming? but if he's dreaming why is he dreaming about me. It feels so weird to be in someone's dream but it feels like heaven just by thinking that I am in Turbo's dream

I slowly looked at Turbo's face again and I can say that my heartbeat felt like a horse is running inside my heart and I just felt like something is pulling me closer to turbo's face and specially now I feel so nervous just by being this close to turbo

How does it feel to kiss this plump lips of Turbo, aishhh I'm a man but after I met Turbo I felt like something in me had changed and sometimes I think that the changes is the reason why I kept on having this new strange feeling that I feel deep within my heart

What have you done to me little pup to make me this confuse about myself, why do I feel like I'm the most luckiest man in the whole world whenever I'm with you

I just don't understand how you can make me feel this things that I don't usually feel to others, why do I feel like I want you to be mine and mine alone

I don't know what's happening to me but I felt like my body is moving on its own without the consent of my brain. I slowly closed the gap between me and Turbo and slowly touched his lips with mine

His lips are so soft and sweet like a candy and I found myself craving for more, I just continued kissing him and I can hear his soft moans after how many minutes of kissing him I finally felt contented, but when I was about to pull off of him Turbo's hand suddenly made its way on my neck and pulled me closer to him

And after that I can feel myself touching Turbo's lips once again but this time he was kissing me back, I started licking his lips asking for entrance and to my delight he opened his mouth for me

I started biting his lower lip which made him moan a little louder and his moans gives me a pleasurable sensation, my tongue made its way inside of his mouth and seconds later our tongues already fought for dominance

But I kept my pace and now he's now a moaning mess while I kept on sucking his tongue and biting his lips

After how many minutes of kissing each other, we finally let go and started breathing heavily

My eyes slowly looked into Turbo's face and his look right now send a jolt to my little junior and right now its standing on its glory

Well you can't blame me because Turbo's look just now is so sexy from his blushing face to those seductive eyes to his swollen lips dripping with saliva

Turbo must have felt my arousal because he looked at me with wide eyes and I think realization hits him and he fastly made his way to sit straight and accidentally knocking me down which made me fall butt on the ground again

Damn it why does my butt kept on getting assaulted by the ground today this is so frustrating

N' Turbo why did you do that my back fucking hurts, I said and started massaging my butt and he seem to realize what he has done because he fastly made his way near me and helped me to stand up

P' Lhong I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that, are you okay? Are you hurt?, he asked and I just looked at him and grunted and he seem to get more anxious

Hey P' Lhong I'm really sorry I didn't really mean it please forgive me already na na na, he said and looked at me with his puppy dog eyes damn who can even say no to that cute puppy eyes shiaaa

Yeah okay I forgive you so stop looking at me like that, I said and he just smiled like a baby

Don't look at me like that its turning me on, I whispered and he seem too caught up with it but to my delight he didn't hear it

What did you say P' I didn't hear it properly, he said and scratched the back of his head

It's nothing just forget about it come on let's bring the grocery to the kitchen so that we can move freely here, I said and started picking the plastic bags in the floor

Hey are you listening to me, I asked him well because he's just blankly staring on the wall

Oh haha yeah P' I'm fine you go ahead to the kitchen I just need to call my mom and tell her where I was because she will probably get worried, he said and took out his phone so I just let him and made my way to the kitchen to bring the groceries

Turbo's Pov.

Gosh I couldn't believe I had a heated make out session with P' Lhong, damn it what am I even thinking

And why does my heart keeps on beating fastly every time I'm near to P' Lhong, shiaaa this is so frustrating what is really happening to me I'm not like this before I met him

I feel like something deep within me started to change when I met P' Lhong, and all this strange feelings and thoughts keeps on bothering me at night and it is because of Lhong damn it is a real pain in the ass

What should I do now? Specially now that I'm currently with him in his own house, it's hard not to make him suspicious of my actions

Kriiiiiing kriiiiiiiiing.... Kriiiiiiiiing kriiiiiiiiiiiing

I was taken aback when my phone started ringing I think it's my mom already

Hello mom, I said and I can feel my mom's relief when she heard my voice

Hey baby mommy can't go home tonight I'll be staying in my friend's house because we need to finish the upcoming proposals for the company that is due next week, I'm sorry baby you need to be alone tonight, she said worriedly

Well I certainly knew the reason why my mom is worried is because I have a phobia of darkness that I developed because of a tragic incident I was involved in when I was a child, and because there is a typhoon then there is a possibility that there might be a sudden blackout and I might end up having Panic attacks and that's what she is worried about because my panic attack can turn from worst to critical

That's why she's always snuggled next to me whenever it's raining hard or there is a typhoon just in case there will be a black out and she will be able to respond to me fastly

Hey mom don't worry I'm a big boy already I can handle myself now, I said and guess what she just scolded me telling me that no matter how grown up I was, I'm still her one and only baby. See my mom really loves me that's why I am always doing my best to make her happy cause I knew deep inside that her sorrow for my father's death isn't fully healed yet

Chill mom, don't worry because I won't be coming home tonight too, I'll be staying at my friend's house because the road way home was already flooded and my friend insist on making me stay the night in his house, I said and I can hear her sigh heavily

That's good to know baby, and because of that I feel a little bit okay because someone is there for my baby in my place, please thank your friend for me okay good bye my baby boy mommy will hang up already I still need to finish the data's that I needed for the proposal. Take care my silly boy I love you baby, mom said and bid her goodbye later after that she hanged up already

I was about to make my way to the kitchen to help P'Lhong when I saw my bag moving and then I suddenly heard a small cries that sounds like a dog

After a few minutes a memory flashes back to me and I remembered that Lhong put the dog we found in the school inside my back, upon realizing I fastly made my way near the bag and opened it

As I open it the dog look up at me and started wagging its tail and jump on my lap and started snuggling to me

Fudgeee this dog is so cute

Hey cutie pie I'm sorry I forgot about you, I said and hugged the cute dog

Turbo what are we going to eat fo_, I was busy playing with the dog and I didn't even feel that Lhong has come back already

Oh is that the dog you found in the school a while ago, he said and sat beside me while looking cutely at the dog so I decided to put the dog into his lap and he was startled when the dog playfully bit his hands but eventually he calmed down too and started playing with the dog too

Oh hey darling are you feeling hungry already, Lhong cutely ask the dog and started rubbing her belly and the dog just wiggled its tail

It's my first time seeing this kind of Lhong's personality and just by looking at him play with the dog I can say that he will be a good father in the future, and I'm sure that his soon to be wife will be so lucky

Aishh why is my heart like this, why did I suddenly felt pain in my heart just by thinking that someday Lhong will marry a girl to succeed their bloodline. Just by thinking that he will soon be owned by someone else sends pain deep within my heart

Damn it why did I suddenly feel like this what is wrong with me and why the heck am I feeling this things

Turbo are you okay why are you clenching your chest, I was brought back to reality when Lhong suddenly hold my hand and to my shock the moment he held my hands I felt electricity ran through my body so I quickly pulled my hands away from him and he looked shocked

Yah N' Turbo are you really okay? What's happening to you, you sound fine a while ago then you suddenly went silent, is your ankle hurting again he said and looked into my eyes

And there goes my heart again beating fastly

Ye yeah I'm fine no need to worry I just remembered something oh yeah do you have milk in the fridge, I asked and he just looked at me with I know your lying look

Yeah there's milk in the fridge but where would you use the milk, gosh is he really asking me that question damn he can be slow sometimes and it is really irritatingly cute

Wait did I just call him cute aissssh this mouth of mine what is your problem spouting nonsense

Of course I will use the milk to feed the dog, I said and he looks like a kid and grinned awkwardly and scratch his head

Okay I'll go get it now, I said and once again he held my hand again and I can feel myself began to froze on the spot aishhh

Stay here you're ankle is sprained it's not good for you to walk around, he said but I hold his hand tighter and glared at him

Yah just let me get it I still have my other feet you know, you don't need to worry I can manage okay, I said and started walking again and unfortunately my carelessness acted again and I tripped over Lhong's bag on the floor

I just closed my eyes and wait for the impact of my fall into the ground, but seconds have passed already and yet I didn't come in contact with the ground so I slowly opened my eyes

And the moment I opened my eyes I felt like everything around me stopped and all I can see is Lhong's calm and gentle face looking at me with worry as his hands held my waist and my head to prevent me from falling down the ground

See I told you already, look at what happened you almost have and accident again, N' you're really going to be the death of me you always makes me feel like I should always look out for you and take care of you because of your clumsiness and carelessness, he said and slowly picked me up and laid me on the sofa gently

Stay here okay and let me do the work for you, he said and kissed my forehead

Damn why does my face feels so hot aisssssh

Hey buddy come here, I said and picked up the puppy on the floor and let it snuggled to my chest

Baby can you feel my heart? Its beating fastly right you know why its beating this fast, well its because of your P' Lhong he's the only one that can make my heartbeat go crazy like this and I don't even know why do I feel like this, I said and looked at the pup I am hugging

A smile slowly made its way into my face when I saw the tiny pup on my hands peacefully sleeping while she snuggled on my chest

Oh looks like I came too late eh and she is already sleeping, Lhong said while holding a bowl of milk

I think she got tired already so she fell asleep, I said and Lhong just smiled at me

Damn that smiles every time I see him smile I couldn't help but smile too

Come on give her to me for now and I'll let her sleep in one of my dogs old bed, he said and carefully picked the dog from my arms and make his way upstairs

Lhong's pov.

Hey cutie pie sleep here for the mean time okay, if you wake up just let us hear you and we'll come running okay

Now I need to come down again and I'll be seeing Turbo again aishhhh this is a heavy internal battle between me and my crazy heart, damn I almost lose control again a while ago and tried to kiss Turbo

Okay Lhong it's alright all you need to do is to control yourself no matter what happen, yosh come on lets go down before Turbo begin to get his curiosity wander again

When I got down I saw turbo sitting comfortably on the sofa while he is looking intently at his phone, he looks so concentrated so I decided to sneak behind him to see what he is doing on his phone

And guess what I almost laugh out loud when I saw what he was watching, well because he is intently watching an animated cartoon which is the power puff girls

All I thought was he was watching a horror movie or maybe he is watching something hot and steamy but heck this little cutie is watching a kids show, he really is interesting

I just watched him watch the cartoons from behind, well I don't want to interrupt him because he looks so seriously and thank god after a few more minutes it finally ended so I decided to pull a prank on him and startle him but I was the one who got startled when he suddenly yelled and raised his right hand in the air like a fucking superhero

SAVING THE WORLD BEFORE BED TIME, he yelled again and jump around like a little kid

And just like that I couldn't stop myself from laughing already, and he must have heard me laughing because he hurriedly walked to where I was

And when he saw me laughing my ass off in the floor, believe me his face turned brighter than a tomato which made me laugh even more

Sniff.. Huk... Sniff.. Sniff... Sob

I was brought back to reality when I heard Turbo sobbing so I fastly turned my head to look at him and the moment my eyes locked into him I felt my heart throb and I don't even know why, but the only thing that is running on my mind is to kiss his tears away. I don't know but I hate it when I see him crying and to top it all off was that I was the one who made him cry, damn it now I'm starting to hate myself.

Hey Turbo I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh at you please stop crying, I said and rushed immediately to his side but what surprised me was he pushed me away and because of that the throbbing pain in my heart grew worst

I tried to come near him again and this time no matter how hard he pushed me away it didn't stop me from coming near him

Get away from me I hate you huhuhu, he said and continuously punched my chest

Even though his punches are strong and my chest was still throbbing in pain but I still hugged him tight

I just hug him tighter and whispered some comforting words on his ears and thank goodness he finally calmed down and I can feel him lean his head into my chest out of exhaustion

Little pup I'm sorry I promise I won't really do it again, I said and kissed his head and I can hear him sniffle and then he nodded at me but still he is not looking into my eyes, so I hold both of his arms and made him looked at me

Whenever I see his face I can feel butterflies on my stomach, It's a new feeling that I have felt before

The feeling that I thought I would never felt again

That time when I felt it back then, I feel like it's the most wonderful thing in the world

But because of that wonderful feeling I ended up hurting

And right now I am experiencing this wonderful feeling again and I somewhat felt scared to get my heart broken again

This time its way different because I am experiencing this wonderful feeling to a boy which has never happened to me before

And I don't know if how will I be able to fight for this feeling in the near future, specially when my family is fully against of this kind of relationship

Not that I am saying that I want to be in a relationship right now

And the fact that I'm having this kind of feeling towards a boy, it's just I am scared to put my heart on the line again

The kind of relationship between two same genders isn't accepted by many and my parents are one of them

I have an older brother, he is my role model and I always look up to him

He was the strongest lead warrior of the pack, handsome and straight as a pole. He is also known as a womanizer but everything change when a certain male transferee comes into his life, I saw how my brother struggled with his feelings.

I saw how my brother tried to stop his self from falling in love from the transferee, he avoided him and pushed him away but in the end it ruined him. And then he came to a point where he couldn't stop his self and just gave in, well how can you stop yourself from falling in love with someone ? The thing is we should face it that it is a part of a human's nature that we can never stop no matter how hard we try to avoid it

At that time I was the only one who knew of their relationship and they tried to hide it from everyone specially our parents, because our parents are homophobic.

I saw how their love bloomed and it is so wonderful, I have never seen my brother so happy and I can say that King has fully changed him. Their love was a master piece and you can see how they love each other just by looking at their eyes

But their kind of love story is never meant to be happy, because in the end our parents learnt of their relationship and they were so angry.

I can say that my parents can be evil specially when it involves our family's reputation

My brother have always been tough and strong willed and once he decide on something there is no changing his mind back

No matter how my parents told my brother to break up with King he would remain still and be unbothered, it's like he will pretend to not here anything

I guess that's the power of love, it can make you do anything just to not lose the person you love

As days pass by my parents became sinister to the point of embarrassing him in public and hurting him, they also send someone to hurt and bully King physically and verbally, and when the news reached my brother he and my parents had a huge fight to the point that my brother left home bringing all his things with him

And my brother leaving the house made my parents angrier which made them do something so evil to the extent of breaking their son's heart into pieces

They send someone to kidnap King and they instructed them to torture and rape King, and I have known about their plan and i decided to do the right thing to stop my parent's evil deeds. I told my brother about their plan it unluckily it was way too late because the damage has been done

King has gone missing for almost two days, and that two days are enough to make my brother go crazy and rampant and there I have found out the truth, that King is not just a lover to my brother instead he is more than that. He is my brother's life support and his other half and the person that the moon goddess had chosen to be my brothers soul mate for eternity

After two days we finally found King's location, but his condition almost killed my brother

King is lying almost lifeless in a steel bed in an abandoned factory, he is still conscious and breathing but the look on his eyes are dreadful his eyes looks like a void space and dead

His body is full of wounds and bruises and blood oozes out of his body and his hands and feet are chained into the four side of the steel bed, and his private part it was torn and badly wounded

We managed to bring King into the hospital on time and the operation on him almost took two days in a row, and for that two days my brother was a mess

And his eyes are full hatred and pain, in my brother's anger he almost ran to our house and tried to kill our parents and if I didn't just stop him he would have been a criminal. I know that what my parents did was so sinister and I hated them for it but I couldn't let my brother turn into a criminal and if that happens he will no longer be different from our parents

During the operation King heart suddenly stopped beating and my brother looked like he also died the moment Ferns heart monitor started to flattened

But miracle do really happen because at the exact time 1:43 in the morning King's heart started beating again, and I can see how my brother cried so hard as he happily thank god for saving the man of his dreams

In the morning the doctors happily announced that King is already out of danger and deep in my heart I am happy for my brother because if King died I knew that my brother can no longer keep on living and also die

King has been comatose for almost two months due to highly effective drug medications that they needed to use on him during his operation, and for that two months my brother has always been there for him. He had taken care of Fern and he never left King's side no matter what

Our parents did not do anything since the day we found King's body and all I thought they decided to stop and just let it go but I didn't knew that they were just waiting for the right time. I love my parents my what they are doing are so bad and I couldn't stand it anymore so at a young age I also decided to leave the house

And my parents couldn't do anything because I have the Alpha's command with me, and besides the Alpha knew everything that they have done so he had put them under probation and put them on a house arrest

At the end of April King woke up from being in a comatose state for almost two months

But what happened to him put my brother into a never ending heartache

When King woke up he looks so fine and was able to communicate with everyone properly and he doesn't even look like he had been in coma for almost two months, he had remember everything

Except for one person

He cannot remember my brother nor what happened to him, of all the people that he would forget

It was my brother he has forgotten

Since that day my brother never left King's side and he had done everything just to make King remember but sadly King cannot retrieve any memories he had with my brother and the most painful thing is that even his heart cannot even remember my brother

Then one day King's parents arrived and they had knew everything that had happened to King due to that the alpha explained to them the truth

King was from a different pack and our Alpha needed to tell the truth, yeah even though our pack is known to be the most strongest pack in the world, we can't afford to have a disagreement with another pack because it will start a rebellion

And because King's parents already knew about the truth they decided to threaten my brother that they will ruin the pack if Ram would come near King ever again

And because of that King and Ram never saw each other again

Due to the absence of his mate my brother became miserable and his whole life where ruined

After so many years had passed my parents crime was all paid off and all I though is that they had changed, but I guess once an evil doer always an evil doer

My parents learnt of Rams condition and threatened him again, and we knew that what they say they do so Ram can't even do anything but obliged

They threatened Ram that they would kill King and annihilate their pack, and knowing how devious our parents are there is nothing that we can do to stop them

My parents forced Ram to marry a girl he doesn't even love, and for the whole time that he was with the girl my brother became so cold to the point that he never shows any emotion just like a normal human being

After a year King's parents send a wedding invitation to Ram, and it was Fern's wedding invitation

And he was getting married to a girl he has fallen in love with

Ram went to King's wedding even though it was so painful for him to see the man that he loves so much getting married to someone else, knowing that he should be the one King should marry

And after that King and Ram never saw each other again

His wife died early because of an inherited disease leaving my brother with their two kid, even though my brother has become a cold bastard and his marriage was just a forced one he still loves his children genuinely and he had treated his wife kindly because my brother can never harm innocent people

Since the day his wife passed away my brother has took care of his children's alone, his children's became his life and he no longer craves for someone to love because he can never love someone else. Because his heart was still with the person who stole it from him many years ago

here i am presenting another couple again in this story

lay talay sanguandikun as P' King

and my baby

perth nakhun screaigh as P' Ram

so guys I know that you are confuse about the new characters coming from another series and its because this story is a crossover thats why there are additional characters coming from different series

and another plus is that P' Ram is way different here because in the series my engineer he is silent and not sociable but in here he is a playboy, but as for P' King he remains the same as his character in the series my engineer

and they are just couples that are only appearing in this story as a guess character

and I am also contemplating if i should write a fanfic about them too but I'm not that sure though

(Yo guys how is it, did you like the tragic story of Lhong's brother. Did King and Ram's story made you lonely and at the same time angry, well if you want to know more about them then should I write a story about them. Should I write a fic that is solely focused on them and should I turn this tragic preview story into a happy ending, well if you want me to continue and write them a story then just kindly vote and comment in the comment section. Thank you guys so let's go back to the story again there are still lot of happenings in this chapter that you guys will surely love I promise, well because I haven't started the smut and bed scene yet haha so better prepare for it guys byeee)

Just thinking of my brother's miserable fate saddened me, how can love be so beautiful and at the same time be that destructive

Will I suffer the same fate with my brother?

Will I fall in love with someone in the same gender?

Will it be Turbo?

I don't know, only God knows what will happen but I hope Turbo and I won't end up hurting each other

P' Lhong, I was brought back to reality when i felt Turbo leaned his forehead into mine and right now I can clearly see the outline of his beautiful face

Will I end up loving you too and if that happens will you suffer the same fate King has suffered in the hands of my parents

I can smell Turbo's hot breath and it is intoxicating me, and his eyes it's luring me

And before I knew it I closed the gap between me and Turbo again, and even though we had kissed for how many times already I still feel myself getting drowned by the taste of his lips

I can feel Turbo's hands slowly wrapped into the base of my neck, and in return I gently pulled him and enveloped his waist with my arms

After how many minutes of kissing we finally pulled away from each other and tried to catch our breath and when I looked at Turbo's face he looks like a tomato and I can only chuckle because of his cuteness and when he heard me he just pouted at me

Yeah stop looking at me like that I'm still angry at you, how can you laughed at me like that you hurt my feelings why is it bad to watch cartoons, he said and I tell you guys he sounded like a cute kid so I couldn't even stop myself from smiling because of his cuteness

That's why I'm saying sorry already I didn't mean it, what you did was so cute and funny and I just couldn't stop myself from laughing, I said and he just glared at me

It's not even funny hmmp , he said and stomped his feet and looked down the floor

Hmmmn I really hate my mouth for laughing, now I am in a difficult situation how can I make his anger go away shiaaa

(gently reminder haha girls are moody so don't laughed at them for being weird and doing something weird sometimes or else you'd end up facing a difficult situation and that is finding out how to take their anger off of you)

Wait ohoo I already knew how to take his anger off, I quickly made my way into the kitchen living Turbo alone in the living room

And yeah there target spotted, I fastly walk near the fridge and opened it and luckily I still have a remaining cookies and cream ice cream, aishhh I hope his would work already or else I don't know what to do anymore

When I get back to the living room Turbo was sitting in the sofa again and he is hugging his knees and I bet he is crying again, I didn't knew that this cutie pie can be a moody sometimes

I fastly made my way near him and kneeled in front of him and tap the ice cream into his face which made him raised his head, and I was right he is crying again *sigh* I never knew that he is a cry baby haha

I quickly wiped the tears on his face and offered the ice cream to him and yeah thankfully he accepted the ice cream fastly and looks at it happily

(tips on how to calm your moody and crying baby: 1. Give them food 2. Give them more food 3. Give them again see haha that's how you do it just give them foods specially sweets and then charaaan they'd feel better in a minute already hahaha)

As I watched him eat the ice cream happily I couldn't help but smile, he's so innocent to the point that there is something in me that badly wants to protect him

Tsk I didn't knew that a single ice cream can erased his anger that fast how ironic because ice cream is also my stress reliever and whenever I ate one I felt like all my problem would disappear in the wind

I was surprised when he waved the ice cream in front of me and looked at me with his puppy like eyes

Do you want some, he said and waved the ice cream childishly in front of me again and when I was about to reach for the ice cream he fastly took away his hand and a continued to eat the ice cream again

I couldn't help but chuckle to how childish he is, I quickly wiped the ice cream smudge on his cheeks and he seems to froze because of what I did so I decided to tease him even more. So I licked the ice cream on my fingers and he instantly blushed, I don't know why but his reactions brings me so much happiness specially when he is smiling happily

Ya yah why did you do that, he said and glared at me

Did what? I did not even do anything, I said and he just pouted like a baby

Yah don't play innocent here! Stop doing those things to me, he yelled which made me confuse

Just what the heck did I do this time?

Doing things like what? What exactly do you mean, I can't understand what you are saying, I said and he looks flustered damn how can he be so cute even though he is angry

Doing that kind of things, you know like when you put your face near me and then you would lean so close to me the point that you know just when our nose would touch

And stop being so kind and casual to me because it's annoying me, I hate how your simple gestures makes me feel something strange that I couldn't even understand, he said like a kid who is explaining something to his parents

Gosh playing with this cutie is kinda fun

And why would you want me to stop, and what is that strange feeling that I make you feel tell me what is it eh, I said playfully and played with his hair which made him flustered even more

And now he is a stuttering mess

Ya yah you know that feeling aishhh shiaaa what I mean is every time you do those things its making me heart feel weird like I'm having a heart attack, he said as he pulled his hair frustratingly

Ohoo so you does feel the exact thing that I feel towards you tsk

So what you mean is that?, I ask teasingly and he looks like he finally lost it and pulled my collar

Yah what I mean is that you need stop seducing me because everything you do those things you always make my heart flustered and my heart kept on beating fastly here in my chest like I have a friggin heart disease, he yelled and I couldn't help but smile because of his sudden outburst

If you only know that I also felt the same strange feelings just like how you did to me what would you do

I fastly pulled him so that I am already on top of him, and he seems to be in dazed because he looks at me like a lost kid who doesn't even know what to do

So what you are saying is that every time I get closed to you, your heart starts beating fastly eh so how does your heart feel right now, I whispered into his ear and I can feel him shiver under me which gave me an utter satisfaction

He hey P' Lho_, lhong wha what are you doing please stop, he stuttered and put his hands on my chest to prevent me from coming near him tsk as if his strength can stop me

You said that every time I get near you, your heart gets flustered and beat so fastly then how do you think I feel when I am this close to you, I said and he seemed to get confused even more

I took his hands and placed it on top of my chest where my heart rests

Can you feel it? can you feel how fast my heart beat right now, I said and held his hands on my chest tightly

It's you, you are the main reason why my heart is beating this fast, you don't know how difficult it is for me when I get so close to you

Do you even know how your simple presence impact on me, it's making me crazy and I don't even know why?

If I am this close to you my heart beats fastly its like it wanted to explode, but at the same time when I'm not with you my heart kept on yearning for you

Ever since we met in the bar I couldn't even stop thinking of you, and I kept on thinking about what you did to me to feel this way towards you, I continuously said and he just looked at me lost in whatever words to say

And now you are asking me to stop doing this things to you, just how can I do it specially when I am this attached to you already

Tell me how can you pay me for making me feel this new set of strange feelings, I said and he just averted his gaze away from me

I don't know too, I am also confused about this feelings that lingers in my heart and I haven't felt this kind of feelings for a long time, I just felt like I am always drawn to you and no matter how much I divert my attention I just can't stop thinking of you and this is making me so confuse

(#authors note: so the reason why both of them is starting to get those strange feelings towards each other is that their wolves are starting to wake up and their sudden meeting at the bar made their fate collide. So in here I am already implying that these two fools are mates sorry for the spoiler but it is a really irritating thing when both of them are so naïve to even realize that they are starting to fall for each other. And aside from that their wolves can sense their mates already that's why the sudden strange feelings started to get build up already and by meeting their other halves it contributes in making their wolves wake up fastly. So in just a few more chapters or more I guess this two will get their first werewolves transformation already and to that time they will soon realize what these strange feelings that they feel really signifies.)

As he say those words I feel like my heart is going to explode from happiness, I am still not sure about this feelings that is lingering in my heart and why am I feeling this way towards turbo but I felt like he was the most wonderful thing that have ever happened to my life

I slowly move my face closer to his until our nose are already touching and I can see how he bit his lips in nervousness

No matter what turbo do, even the smallest things that he do has a great impact on me. It may sound gay but every time I see turbo smile I feel like there are butterflies dancing all over and tickles the insides of my stomach, and my heart would start racing so fast. And when I see him cry I always feel a pang of pain on my chest it's like his pain is my pain too, and every time tears streamed down his face my body feels like it has its own mind and starts to wipe his tears away and kiss his eyes to calm him down.

I feel like everything about him can make me go crazy, I mean I have been in love before and I have treated her as the most important person in my life, but the feelings that I'm feeling for turbo right now is way greater than feelings I have for my first love

I don't mind it if I fall in love with turbo because he is a nice guy and I can see that he is a very loving and charming person, but if I do get to fall in with turbo and be in a relationship with him the thought of it makes me scared

I'm not scared of how the society will see us because I don't care what they have to say

I'm also not scared to be hated, if it means to be hated by everyone just to have the love of my life beside me then I don't care

But the one that scares me the most is turbo's safety from the hands of my parents

I have lost my respect and love for my parents the moment they decided to become evil just to preserve our family's reputation; they ruined their son's life and the man that he loves just for our fucking reputation

And I'm scared that turbo will suffer the same fate that P' King has suffered in the hands of my parents, I can never forgive myself if something bad will happen to turbo

I'm scared to lose turbo because if I ever lose him I don't think I can make it, this feeling is too weird because I felt like I'm connected to him in some ways

And I think

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I' m falling in love with Turbo

And I am scared that he won't feel the same way

P' Lhong, I was taken aback when I heard Turbo whispered my name softly and I can slowly feel him wrapped his arms around my neck and seconds after I have felt a pair of lips on mine

The taste of his lips feels so fantastic, I don't know but I feel like I'm starting to get addicted to Turbo's lips and I don't mind kissing him all day

I carefully switched our position without breaking the kiss and now he is already laying on top of me

I can feel him tremble when I started nibbling and biting his lower lips which turned me on and now my sword has been fully erected and I can feel him stiffen and moan softly when I accidentally hump my hips into his bottom

His reactions to my touch brings me a wave of pleasure so I decided to hump him again and to my delight he started meeting my trust

Ahhhh hmmn P' Lhong ah ah ah

His moans are like music to my ears and I keep on craving for more

My hands made its way to his pants and tried to unbutton it but he quickly grabbed my hands and shyly looked at me which made me confused

P' I'm sorry bu but I feel like I'm not yet ready for this type of stuff, he said and hid his face on his palms

Okay I feel bad right now , oh well if he says he is not yet ready then I am fine with it because I am not the type of guy to force someone to have sex with me if they are unwilling to. Thus I will wait for the right time because I respect turbo a lot

But right now our position puts me in so much torture because I'm still hard as rock and yet Turbo's still sitting on top of my manhood damn and he look like he is not going to get up so I decided to calm him first to save my pitiful family jewels

I gently pull his hands off of his face and held it and my breath seemed to stop when I saw his eyes, it looks so innocent and pure just like him and its making my heart beat race faster again

Turbo don't worry there is no need to be embarrassed, I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable and I want you to know that I truly understand and I'm not going to force you to do something that you are not yet ready for, I said and caressed his cheeks

I slowly pulled him closer to me until he was already laying on top of me, my hands made its way to his back and starts to tap it gently to calm him down. I tap his back for I don't know how many minutes now and luckily my boner was gone already and it turned limp again, and I guess it worked because I can hear his small snores noises and its cute

Turbo I don't know what the future has stored for us

I'm scared of the difficulties that we need to face if these feelings that we have grows even more

But for me one thing is clear and that is to make sure no one gets to hurt you within my watch and I will do everything in my power to protect you from those people who are trying to harm you even though it cost me my life because right now

I see you as the most important person in my life...

Turbo's Pov.

Hmmn arggh why does my back hurt and where am I?

Oh yeah I almost forgot I'm here at P' Lhong's house, and I think I must have fallen asleep here in the couch

This is the first time I ever got to sleep peacefully without getting bombarded with nightmares *sigh* it's a relief for me eh

But this couch feels weird it's so soft and it smells wonderful to the point that I couldn't stop myself from snuggling into it even more but to my surprised I heard a small moan coming below me

So I quickly opened my eyes and I almost fell on the couch when I saw P' Lhong's peacefully sleeping face beneath me and suddenly all the memories before I fell I sleep a while ago came crushing on me

I couldn't help but pull my hair in embarrassment damn it shiaaa how could I initiate to do something like that and it's my first time doing that aishh

I slowly slipped off of P' Lhong's embrace and made my way into the kitchen

When I reached the kitchen counter my knees started to feel weak and jelly, it's good that I was able to get a hold of the table or else I might have ended up hitting my head and getting a concussion, It took me a while to get my senses back and after that I made my way to the chair and rest my back and knee

*sigh* maybe it's because of this overwhelming feeling that I always feel whenever I am so close to Lhong which made my knees go weak

Sometimes I can't really understand my feelings

And it is a hard thing for me, I just have a hard time knowing myself more

There are times that I act out without even thinking and it always results with me getting either physically hurt or emotionally

I have lots of experiences in my life which made me like this, I have been emotionally damaged and there are times that I would go emotionally numb and when I am in a numb state I tend to push people away from me because I don't want them to see me in such a pitiful state. I don't want to see their eyes get filled with pitiful stares because I hate it and it just shows me how weak I am

Life is tough and ever since it kept on driving me to change and I guess I can say that life has won

I have changed and I don't even know myself anymore

Back then no matter how people will hate me and push me away I always remain by their side and put my trust on them, I thought to myself that no matter how life drive me crazy I won't change but as time pass by I realized that I have put too much trust to those people who doesn't even deserve it

And in the end they ended up ruining me to the point that I can't even drive myself to trust someone

Specially in love because that guy... that damn fucking guy, I have loved him more than he deserve

I gave him all the love I could ever give and I didn't even leave something for myself but I guess giving all your best to love someone isn't enough because if they decide that they don't love you anymore and choose someone else you can't even do anything and you'll end up hurting

But for the first time after 3 years

My heart started beating for someone again

And it was P' Lhong who made me feel like this, whenever I'm with him I feel like I'm in heaven and what I'm feeling for him right now is way deeper than what I felt for my first love before

And I felt like

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I'm starting to fall in love with P' Lhong

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But I'm scared to get hurt again

I'm scared to be in that dark place again

But still I wanted to try loving someone again and I hope that this time everything will be worth it

After a few more minutes I decided to go back to the living room, and I almost laugh out loud when I saw P' Lhong's current position right now

Well now I know that he is a real heavy sleeper and he doesn't even care about his surroundings aishhh you really need someone to take care of you because at your age you still act like a kid

I quickly made my way near him and tried to pull him up but damn he is so fucking heavy, now tell me how I will be able to pick him up!!!!!!

I tried pulling him again and thankfully I was able to pull him back on the couch shiaaa I think I broke some of my bones

Mmmmn turbo, I was taken aback when I heard Lhong murmured my name

Tsk heyy Ai Lhong don't tell me you are dreaming about me right now , pshh I think I look like a lunatic right now

Why the hell do I feel so happy knowing that P' Lhong is dreaming about me aishhh

I quickly crouched in front of him and stared at his face, damn he really looks so breath taking and he looks so perfect

As I look at him closely I realized that he looks like he is uncomfortable in his sleep so I decided to sit on the couch and lay his head on my lap

A smile made its way on my face when Lhong started snuggle closer to me so just massaged his head and played with his hair

Hey Lhong ever since I met you a lot has changed

It's like you brought back a portion of my old self

You made me trust someone again and I felt like whenever I'm with you I was the happiest

Is it okay if I fall in love with you?

Are you willing to catch my heart that I think started to fall for you already

Or is it better if we just remain friends so that we don't end up repeating that tragic history that broke me into pieces

I don't know but right now

I feel so thorn between accepting that I love you, or giving up this feelings before we end up hurting each other

It's just I'm so scared to love again and end up getting broken

Because up to now I still remember the pain I have suffered before in the hands of the man whom I gave my heart to...

#So hey guys I knew that you have been waiting for the update for the update and its been a long time since i last updated and I am here to say sorry for the long delayed update its just that the i cant form a single idea and my anxiety keeps on bugging me a lot and its making me suffer so I'm really sorry. 

I am really trying to write the next chapter but i cant promise when i would upload it

and as for the smut scene i would be updating it on the next part

so the next part will be compose of smuts from different couples i think three couples will have alternate smut scenes on the next part. And aside from the smut scene i will also include Turbo's flashback on his past relationship because i know that the continuous highlight oh him getting heartbroken from his past relationship is so triggering. And maybe ill be adding additional scenes but I'm still brainstorming about it

so that's all guys I'm really sorry for the long delayed update and I'm hoping for everyones understanding