RHYSE P.O.V
Bumaba na kame sa kotse at parehas na namamanghang tinignan ang nag gagandahang ilaw sa city.
Nasa mataas kame na part na daan tipong makikita mo ang kabuuan ng lugar.
Tinitigan ko si heychirie na nakangiting namamangha sa nakikita nya.
Damn! Mahal ko.
Mabilis na nangilid ang mga luha ko at umiwas ng tingin ng lingunin nya ako.
"Anong pag uusapan naten?" Malamig na tonong sabi ni heychirie
"May chance pa ba na magkabalikan tayo? Kase---I want you back. I still love you this past 3 years" sabi ko
"I learn how to miss someone without wanting them back" sabi ni heychi
Mabilis na nangilid ang luha ko.
"Maybe distance gives us reasons to love harder" sabi ko
....
"You are the girl in my dream heychi" sabi ko
She smiled bitterly.
"You said I was the girl of your dreams but you decided to wake up" nakangiting sabi ni heychi
"Please. Forgive me for what Ive done" sabi ko at tuluyan ng pumatak ang mga luha ko.
"I forgived you already." Sabi ni heychi
"I love you" sabi ko sabay hawak sa kamay niya mga kamay na nagtaas saken nung time na down na down ako.
"Please--unlove me I dare you" sabi ni heychi habang nakatitig sa mga city lights.
Yumuko ako at umiyak.
"I'd break my own heart and use those pieces to fix yours and that is my problem" nakangiting sabi ni heychirie.
>.<
"I already have trust issues rhyse.." Sabi ni heychi.
And thats because of me.
"Let me go rhyse" sabi ni heychi
"I cant" umiiyak na sabi ko
"You can." Nakangiting sabi ni heychi
*pout*
"But--I still love you" sabi ko
"I'll always love you like its the beginning" umiiyak na sabi ko
"But you hurt me instead." Sabi ni heychi
"Learn how to let go. Forget me." Sabi ni heychi
Bumuntong hininga ako at pinunasan ang mga luha.
"Maybe you're right. (smile) I think its time to let you go and thats the hard thing to do. (Sigh) because there's a part of me will be inlove with you for the rest of my life" sabi ko
*sigh*
.....
"Thats it? We talked to our past? I guess we should both move on" sabi ni heychirie sabay hinga ng malalim.
My girl is already changed.
:(
"Tara na hatid na kita" sabi ko sabay punas ng luha.
"Hindi na. Its okay mag ko-commute nalang siguro ako" sabi ni heychi
"Are you sure?" Tanong ko
"Ofcourse yes. Puntahan mo ang girlfriend mo..and--- please..wag mo ng itulad sa nangyare saten" sabi ni heychi
"Love her." Sabi ni heychi
"Drive safely rhyse" sabi ni heychi "and nice to meet you again".
I smiled at nanlalabo na ang paningin ko ng dahil sa luha.
Pagkatalikod nya ay pumara na sya ng jeep.
I smiled and the same time I cried.
My girl is already changed and I'll always love her like it was the beginning..
And I guess its time to let her go but Trust me Its not so easy to forget the memories we had and this will be the hard things to do I guess.
T____T