I got out of bed and went to the bathroom.
My head was hurting a little from yesterday but not a lot.
I started to think about if I wanted to go to school because I really didn't want to see Jabez. After that night.
But I wanted to have good grades . So I took a shower and did my routine.
Then, I looked in the closet and found this
My hair was in two braids with a black beanie
Then, I went to my mom room and saw that Terry and her was sleep so I gave her a kiss and walked out the room door and went downstairs. And made me a quick meal when, I was done eating I grab my bag my phone and my keys and walked out the door. And got into my car and drove off.
When, I made it to school I got out the car and lock my door and went to class and sat by saniya and Mya
Mya:were you was at the party we couldn't fine you
Chaz:don't want to talk about it right now
Saniya:you always say that
Chaz:cuz I don't want to talk about it
Mya:ok you don't have to but you was lit at that party
Saniya:I know right
Chaz:I know I was but I know I was getting to lit
I said laughing
Mya:yea you was
She said as she smiled
Saniya:so y'all want to do something after school
Chaz:naw I think I'm going to stay home and chill
Saniya:ok Mya what about you
Mya:yea I'm down
Saniya:ok Chaz text us if you change your mind
Mya:yea
Chaz:ok I will
Saniya:well I'll be back I got to go to the restroom
Chaz:ok
Then, she walked out the class room.
Mya:So what happened between you and Jabez
Chaz: Nothing
Mya: something had to happen for you thinking I was Jabez so what happen
Chaz:he's back with Jass
Mya:wait what
Chaz:I told you he didn't like me
Mya:how did you fine out
Chaz:Jass dm me on Instagram threading me me to stay away from Jabez
Mya:that bitch thirsty for a man
Chaz:y they just in a toxic relationship anyways
Mya:I know before you know there going to break up again
Chaz:yea I know right
Then, saniya walked back in and sat down.
Saniya:So what y'all talking about
Mya:not really anything but anyways what we doing after school
Saniya: going to the mall
Mya:ok Chaz you sure you don't won't to come
Chaz:100% sure
Saniya:ok
When, first class was over I went to my Locker into Jabez walked up to me.
Jabez:can we talk
Chaz:there is nothing to talk about Jabez I get it ok
Then, I walked off to go to next class.
When, school was over I walked out if the school to see Jabez standing by my car
Chaz:Jabez plz just leave me alone
Jabez:ma can we just talk
Chaz:how many time I'm going to keep telling you there is nothing to talk about.
I said with one tear coming down my eyes
Jabez:ma plz
Chaz:stop calling me that
Then, I got in my car and drive off
Chaz pov
Ahhhhhhhhhhh I really hate this so much.
It's just so hard for me I don't want to live like this no more
Then, I started to cry a Little
End of pov
When, I made it home I wipe my face then, I walked into the house. To see Terry sitting in the couch
Chaz:were is my mom
Terry:at work
Chaz:O ok
Then, I went upstairs to my room. And put my things down and layed in my bed face forward.
Then, I got up and got on to my phone . Then, I turn On some music. It was this song
Then, I started to sing it crying
Chaz: I fell by the wayside like everyone else I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I was just kidding myself our every moment, I started to replace 'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say
When you hurt under the surface like trouble water running cold well, time can heal but this won't
So before you go was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather so before you go was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting it kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless so before you go
Was never the right time, whenever you called
Went little, by little untill there was nothing at all our every moment I started to replay But all I could think about is seeing that look on your face
When, the song was over I fell asleep
*5 hours later*
Then, I woke up from hearing a nock On the door.
So I got up and went downstairs and looked out the window and saw Mya.
So I open the door and let her in.
Mya:hey Chaz
Chaz:hey Mya what are you doing here
Mya:I came by to check on you
Chaz: ok want to come in
Mya:yea
Then, she walked in and I closed the door and we both sat in the couch.
Mya:So have you and Jabez talk
Chaz:No and can we not talk about him it's really not the time
Mya:ok
Chaz:well want to watch a movie
Mya:yea let's watch Riverdale
Chaz:ok
I turn on the series and got some snacks we started to eat the snacks and watch the movie.
*3 hours later*
When, the series was over Mya went home. Then, I went upstairs and went in my room and started to smoke. Because I felt really pissed. Then, I heard a nock on the door so I went downstairs and open the door
Chaz:hEy jAbEZ
Jabez:are you high
Chaz:No maybe
I said giggling
Then, he look down and saw it in my hand so he took it and threw it
Chaz:hey what the fuck
Then, he picked me up and took me to my room and put me in my bed
Jabez:why did you do that ma
Chaz:what's the point of life Jabez All I do is get hurt so really what is the point.
Jabez:so I hurt you that bad
Chaz:yea I have feeling you know
Then, I turn around to other side of the bed so I didn't see Jabez
Jabez:well I'm going to go and me and Jass broke up
After he said that I didn't know what to say so I was just in silence
Then, he walked out the room.
Chaz pov
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Then, I started to cry
End of pov
Then, some minutes later I stop crying and went to the bathroom and took a bath to get my mind off things . Then, I put this on
Then, I put my hair in a bun
I layed in my bed and went to sleep really upset.
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