"I'm glad to say that she already wake up and now she's in a stable stage it's normal for her that she'll feel bad like getting some headaches. Base on our tests it's possible that she'll get amnesia. But that's not sure and we have an 80% possibility that it will not happen. So if ever something came up just call us. Thank you"
I didn't know how long I think but I just realize that I'm in the hospital. Everything got a flashback. Everything. Since our very first meet-up until the accident. I remember all about us but something is different. I'm still trying to move my body and open my eyes even though I'm scared. Scared of anything. I felt my eyes open and saw a light. My eyesight is blurred. I look at the whole room and I saw all of them. I saw all my loved ones. And saw them running towards me. I'm just shocked and don't know what to do. They are just crying and saying "Bea". I don't know what's that or who's that.
Then they all step aside and give Thirdy space for him to go near me. When he called my name, I felt tears flow in my left eye. I just did a questioning look even though I'm not sure what my mind saying. It's saying that I don't know him, but there was a piece on me saying who he is. That he is the Thirdy I love. I'm pretending that I don't know him because I think it's now time for me. For myself. I just know that this is me but I don't know who am I. I saw him cried again but I didn't do anything. There's a part of me saying that I know what to do but I literally can't do it. It's really frustrating. My heady really aches. I can't handle the pain anymore to the point I just hold my head and closed my eyes.
THIRDY'S POV
As I said she's name I saw her tears fall and saw her questioning look. She forgets me and I don't know what to do. Why all of this is happening? Arghhhh she has amnesia. We are just looking at each other absentmindedly not until she holds her head then suddenly closed her eyes.
I saw Manong run towards the outside of the room to call the Doctor again.
"As I said earlier that's normal but please let's make the patient comfortable every time because any time she'll get hurt like headaches and seizures. And please since she has amnesia please don't push her to remember something because that can lead to more serious complications. Just let her rest first. When she gets better, any time we can discharge her."
He went out of the room so I followed him and asked.
"Doc, how long she will suffer the amnesia?"
"Oh Mr. Ravena, About that we don't know if how long totally but she can remember anything any time. At her stage, she is in what we call very severe. It's from 1 to 4 weeks."
He just smiles and nodded then walk. I went out of the hospital for the first time since the accident happen. I drove my car to our favorite spot. When I got off the car I immediately felt the breeze. I just went straight to see where the city lights are. I miss this place and the person I'm always with here. This will always the best place where to go at any moment.
Bea forgets about me and I think that's the payment for all I've done. I felt my phone vibrated; I saw Manong asking if where I am. I just replied that I'm just here and I'll be back later.
I just stayed there for I think 2 hours then went back to the hospital already.
MADDIE'S POV
~08-27~
Nineteen days na nung nilabas si Bea sa hospital. Kahit na nagising na siya sobrang hirap padin, sobrang hirap dahil nakikita pa din namin siyang nasasaktan at naguguluhan sa mga bagay bagay. Madalas sumakit yung ulo niya tas minsan bigla siya maa-out of balace. Sobrang sakit tignan na kilala niya lahat kami bukod kay Thirdy at higit sa lahat hindi niya na makilala yung sarili niya. Oo hindi niya na kilala yung sarili niya kahit man lang pangalan niya, edad niya, birthday niya, lahat ng tungkol sa kanya hindi niya na alam. Pero sa lahat ng hindi niya talaga nakalimutan, yung volleyball.
____Bea's Room. 08-16______FLASHBACK
Ponngay: Hey ate Bei ano gusto mong panoorin?
Tanong ni Ponggay pero parang walang narinig si Bea nakatingin lang siya sa labas. Nagkatinginan kaming lahat nila Kat, Dani, Deanna, Jules at Kim. At tumingin kay Ponggay nung tumayo siya sa kama at nilapitan si Bea.
"Ate anong gusto mong panoorin?' Tanong ni Ponggay ,at doon pa lang tumingin si Bea. Oo nga pala pati pangalan niya nakalimutan niya na.
"Can we watch a replay of our game?"
"Huh?? Volleyball game?" Tanong ko
"Yes, please"
"Huh.Ah ah sige sige" Aligagang sabi ni Ponggay habang inaayos yung TV.
____END OF FLASHBACK____
Pati yung mga tungkol saamin nakalimutan niya na. Tanging mga pangalan lang namin ang alam niya. Yung taong sobrang kilala kami, yung taong sobrang masiyahin, yung taong sobrang positibo biglang nagbago, sobrang tahimik niya na, pag hindi siya kinausap hindi siya magsasalita. Siguro kakaisip niya sa iba bago yung aksidente nakalimutan niya na yung sarili niya, na pati ngayon wala na siyang alam about sa sarili niya.
May time din non na bigla niyang hinahanap si Thirdy. Kung nasaan ba daw si Thirdy. Ba't daw wala si Thirdy, Ba't daw di na nagpapakita si Thirdy. Ewan ko pero tuwing tinanong niya si Thirdy ang lungkot lungkot ng mga mata niya. Simula nung lumabas siya ng hospital isang beses palang sila lumabas dalawa. Pinag paalam siya nun ni Thirdy pero mga 3 hours palang agad na silang umuwi dahil sumasakit na naman daw yung pakiramdam ni Bea.
Kanina naman pinagpaalam ulit siya ni Thirdy kila Tito at pumayag naman sila, kaya mamaya sasabihin ko na kay Bea dahil hindi masasabi ni Thirdy dahil may training pa siya.Hinihintay ko na lang si Bea bumalik dito sa kwarto niya dahil kumuha muna siya sa baba ng makakain namin. Nang makabalik na siya
"Bei okay lang ba kung umalis kayo mamaya ni Thirdy?"
"Huh? Yes yes" Sabi niya habang nagtatatalon kaya natapon yung milk na hawak niya.
Kahit na gulat ako sa reaksyon niya, tinulungan ko agad siya sa hawak niya. Naging clumsy din siya dahil doon at palaging nagcchange ng mood lalo na pag about kay Thirdy. I'm looking at her like I'm observing something.
"You're okay Bei?"
"Huh? yes sorry"
"Hmm, What's with that reaction Bei?" I asked while wiggling my eyebrows and smiling at her.
"What?"
I ran towards her and tickle her side.
"Hey hey hey"
She ran towards the door and opened it then we saw Thirdy stranding in front of it.
THIRDY'S POV
I'm on the way at De Leon's because I'll pick up Bea and we'll go to our favorite spot. I miss her so much, I can't be with her at all times because Coach Tab didn't accept my leave registration anymore. I'm always visiting her but she's already sleeping every time I go. I really miss the old Bea so much.
_____DE LEON'S_____
"Tita Tito" Sabi ko habang nagmamano
"Thirdy, puntahan mo na lang sila Bea sa taas kasama niya si Maddie may importante lang kaming pupuntahan ng tito mo" Tita Det said
"Ah sure po tita, Ingat po"
I said and walked inside their house. It's not shocking anymore that I'm here, because I'm going here every day.
I'm already in front of her room and ready to knock but my hands steadied in front of me because the door suddenly opened. I saw Bea standing there and smiling. I saw her genuine smile again. I miss that so much. I'm blessed to see her happy again. I want to hug her so I do.
BEA'S POV
I felt home, again while he's hugging me. I felt love again for the ninth time. For the 3 weeks I got alive .again. I hide all my feeling for him. It's really hard to hide all of it especially that when I felt that I'm alone. I don't know but I hug him back. I don't know how long we stay like that.
"Mahiya naman kayo saakin, padating pa lang si Zolo galing Singapore." Maddie said while rolling her eyes.
I immediately let go of the hug and he did too. I stay silent and wait for them to speak again.
"Amhh. Let's go?" Thirdy asked
"Huh? yeah let's go."
"Sige na, umalis na kayong dalawa nako ah. Thirdy alagaan mo yan." Maddie said.
Thirdy just nodded then we already went downstairs.
___Old Spot 9:20 pm____
We were just silent while drinking the iced coffee that we bought earlier before we head here. The last time I went here was a week ago. That time I felt that I need someone to be with but it didn't happen because they all have works to do.
And I don't want to disturb them anymore. They already did everything for me. I went to Gesu first at that time then went here already. I remember so little things but I think that's all that I need for me to remember myself. It's sad to say that in everything I remember, why was the one that I have forgotten was my own self. I just got back in reality when Thirdy talked.
"How are you Bei?"
"Hmm? I'm fine"
"Do you want me to tell some story?"
"About what"
"About a friend that ended up to Lovers"
It took me a long time before I realized that he's gonna tell our story. Our story that the universe played and playing. Our story that full of happiness but also full of heartbreaking scenes. One of my favorite stories.
I just think that he wants me to remember. I just nodded and wait for him to start.
"Hmm, It's the friendship that they have, a friendship that made hmm I think seven years ago when they were in high school. He courted the girl that time." He said while wearing he's bittersweet smile and chuckled. "He didn't regret that he courted her that time even though he did an impulsive decision. He just thinks that it's not the perfect timing. Their friendship stays and it gets better when they were school mates in college. He's super happy that time to the point that he courted her again.