Suddenly everything unpaused and the memory started playing.
I watched as past Felix stared gloomily down at his phone and just stood there. Well he looked gloomy until Changbin had come up from behind him and gave him a back hug.
"Hey babe." Changbin said while pecking his cheek. (A/n: I'm sorry I've never written any type of love scene before you don't understand how much i cringed writing that. )
"Hi binnie." Past Felix said quietly while trying not to blush. Even me right now. I'm trying to not blush while watching this.
Changbin the moved his hands to past me's shoulders and slowly swung him around to face him. "What's wrong? Why do you seem so disappointed?" Changbin had asked.
What the hell? How could he tell? I couldn't even tell and that's me!? It looks like past me was also shocked that Changbin could tell i was sad.
"I- how d-did you know?" Past me said with confusion clearly evident in his voice.
Changbin just looked up and pouted at him. "I can always tell whenever you're anything but happy. It's my job to be able to and I'm happy with that job." Changbin said while giving past me a hug and leaning into him. (A/n: this is hard for me to write without cringing I'll stick to angst in the future🗿🗿)
Past Felix just sighed and said, "they ditched on us to give some 'privacy' and said that they could help tommorow. Even though i most clearly know that it's only because they say that they feel like the ultimate 3rd, 4th, and 5th wheels whenever they spend time with us."
Changbin just did a cute chuckle and enthusiastically said, "Don't worry we'll make the best looking apartment with each other whether they end up coming or not!" That line made past me smile and look extra motivated. Damn, I've been whipped for him so the dawn of time. I still am.
"Ok... Let's do this!!" Past me said starting to get excited and also started to reach for a box. Changbin had just stood there staring at his smile while feeling what looked to be proud of himself. I truly never deserved him. He was and is amazing.
After hanging with eatchother, laughing, and unpacking for a few hours they were finally finished and just ended up cuddling and talking with eatchother the whole night. While they were talking, every thing went to an abrupt pause, and started going back into the book. I had just smiled and let the sleepyness flow through my body till i was finally resting peacefully.
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I woke up on the window seal feeling a little bit hungrier than usual. I stretched out my arms cracking my back and staring out side of the magical window. Then i don't know what dawned on me, but i realized something was off. I didn't know what. But something jusy felt weird. I turned around and noticed that Seungmin wasn't there. I looked down and noticed that there was the tiny table in it's normal spot with warm food on it. I then saw a note next to it. I reached out and picked up the note that read:
"Dear Felix,
I probably won't be here when you wake up but don't worry i won't be gone for long. Eat your food and feel free to go in another book :) .
- Seungmin"
I wouldn't have expected him to leave a note, but i know that under all of his sassy attitude he still has a heart. Just somewhere real deep in there.
I happily and unbotheredly finished my food then went to grab a book with a smaller memory. It was one of my favorites though. The words written on it where, "the first time that you baked with changbin"
I slowly opened it preparing for what was about to happen. Suddenly the familiar shapes formed around me and the colors started to feel them in. When the colors where finished reveling the scene that they had created, i saw a paused Changbin putting grocery bags on the table and past me getting out materials. (for example a mixing bowl.)
Ah this was when i was a first year in uni. It was spring break so i went to Changbin's parent's house with him for the week. They didn't know about us being together yet and they had left for the weekend to go out of town. Their only rules were to not burn down the house or break stuff. (A/n: by the way the apartment was a year after they both graduated)
Memory suddenly unpaused and started playing.
"Changbinnie! Did you get all the ingredients from the store this time?" Past me asked while organizing the baking material on the table. Wow, i really had zero coordination or aethstetic skills when i was younger. How was i organizing simple everyday things is the kitchen counter looked like that abomination. I shuddered then continued listening.
"Yesss. I got them all this time sweetie." Changbin had responded in a loving tone. Past me had just looked him in the eyes and smiled. "Great! Let's bake a cake now!!" Past me said excitedly. It had been my idea to because i thought it would be fun to do with Changbin and i was really craving some cake at the time.
We just started laughing and mixing ingredients together and overall having a great time. However when we had set a timer and put the cake in the oven, Changbin thought that it would be a great idea to put some flour in his hands and clap them in my face as soon as turned around.
Past Felix had just looked up at him confused as changbin was smiling and saying that he looked adorable with flour. I watched past me kiss Changbin straight on the lips to distract him (which worked because Changbin had frozen up) and run past him only to get a hand full of flower and throw it into his face.
Changbin had just giggled and said the words, "oh, it's on!" Before running to the bag of flower and proceeding to throw hand fulls at past me. At the time, i had threw some back at his face. The kitchen was a mess, but they didn't care. They both threw more and more (a/n: stan twice) till the bag had just a little bit of flour left. Changbin had then done something very unexpected. He grabbed past me close to him and picked up the bag then threw it up in the air above our heads. Past me couldn't see anything, but he then felt Changbin's lips on his. (A/n: im trying my hardest not to cringe gfgfyf i suck at writing happiness) It was slow and full of many emotions. Some hidden some not. I remember how amazing it felt when it happened. It felt like it went on forever. Until the timer went off.
Past me and changbin jumped from each other blushing and smiling. Past felix had rushed to the stove to take out the cake and set it on top to cool down for a little bit.
After that Felix had gotten the icing out to be prepared. Just for fun Changbin had too some and wiped it on his face. They both just looked at eatchother laughing then proceeded to finish decorating the cake and clean up the mess. Until everything came to a pause. And the book appears i just lied down on the floor waiting for the book to do it's thing. I had fallen asleep... but not for long.
What felt like only a few minutes into my nap i was being shook and woken up by Seungmin. He looked worried and a little bit guilty. Everything is so blurry. I'm so tired he's never woken me up before.
"Felix please wake up... IT'S ABOUT CHANGBIN!!"
That's all it took for me to bounce up from my makeshift bed.
Seungmin just looked at me with even more guilt in his eyes and said,
"I know how you can find out which memory Changbin is in."
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