sorry for any mistakes.
Azura Serenity James.
3 weeks later...
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Maybe I'm moving too fast, I gotta pull it together
"Don't wanna hurt anymore," I shook my head, "I NEED SOMEBODY THAT KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS!"
Biiitch, talk yo shit!
"Tired of being disappointed, certain things I'm avoiding."
Hold it in cause I want a man, but I gotta make better choices
"I take 'em back when they wrong, I know I'm way too forgiving." I slapped my thigh, finishing up my wig.
I grabbed my phone going to instagram, checking my hair page. I seen that I had a few dm's from new clients wanting to make appointments.
I texted them all back setting up times to fit them in all this week. I honestly been on my grind these past two weeks because Autumn and I are trying to save up for a shop.
Ro set us up with their lawyer that helped them buy the club and we've been looking for buildings so hopefully we'll be set in the next 4 months.
Yeah still learning how to love
I'm a hopeless romantic cause,
maybe I'm naive, maybe I'm too nice
"Maybe I just pick the wrong kinda niggas in my life." I sung along, finishing up my wig so I can style it.
Tired of being tired, tossin in my sleep
"Maybe its my fault for wearing my heart around my sleeve."
This bitch Tink be talking her shit
My music paused and I seen I had an incoming call.
Bubs💙
01:26
"Yeah bub?" I answered, putting him on speaker.
"I need yo help lil nigga."
"Wassup?"
"Mama crazy ass," I heard him moving around, "she don't like Hazel."
"She don't like nobody tho," I chuckled, "what happened?"
"I'an gone lie Hazel be on some bullshit tho, almost had to choke her ass out. I can't deal with her mood swings." He said.
"What she do?" I asked, sewing in the last track on my wig.
"I just can't deal, she get mad at every little thing and then we not even together but she don't want me talking to nobody." He shook his head, "I just want a new baby mama at this point man."
"Y'all niggas be for everybody." I scoffed.
"WHO IS Y'ALL?" He yelled.
"Ameer you finna get hung up on yelling like that." I shook my head.
"Bye, cause what you not finna do is stereotype me." He hung up.
Bitch get mad for no reason.
I turned my music back on, and focused on making sure I sewed this track neatly. I made at least 7 new wigs these last three days and I was going to be selling them.
I was taking custom orders for people, and I had a deal going on.
My phone started ringing again, and I rolled my eyes seeing who it was.
Kyaire.
would like Facetime...
"Wassup?" I answered.
"Damn can you at least put your face in the camera?" I heard him smack his lips.
"For what? I'm busy." I made a face.
"Cause I wanna see you Serenity, stop doing too much." He said.
"Go to hell." I told him.
He didn't respond, so a few minutes later once I finished the wig I was working on I picked my phone up. I slipped on my slides and walked into the kitchen, sitting my phone up against the microwave.
"What you doing?" He put his face in the camera.
"Just finished my client's wig. I'm about to cook." I told him, washing my hands.
"You still mad at me?" He looked at me.
"If you gotta ask me then you should know the answer." I shook my head, taking some paper towel.
"Yo ass so overdramatic, I'm on my way." He shook his head.
"I feel betrayed Kyaire, so don't even come over here bothering me." I rolled my eyes.
He didn't even say anything, he just hung up on me. I shook my head, and turned my music back on. I walked back into my room to get my speaker and brung it back into the kitchen with me.
I thought yo nigga was s'posed to be the realest on yo team, but obviously I have been led astray.
Fab3🧚🏽♀️✨
Y'all think I can return my boyfriend for a new one? i think I broke mine...
Autumn🥺🍂 Do you still have the receipt? If not just throw him away
Liyah🧚🏽♀️ BITCH WHATTTT😭😭😭😭
First this nigga ate without me & then this nigga going to Miami without me... he belong to the streets.
Liyah🧚🏽♀️ James is too .. the hell 🤨
Autumn🥺🍂 Oh yeah, return them niggas where they belong, the streets is calling
Liyah🧚🏽♀️ NEXT CALLER, NEXT CALLER
I think I lost my juice cause like damn bitch if I can't go to Miami with you, where the hell can I go?
Autumn🥺🍂 LMAOOO SO THATS WHERE RO KEEP SAYING HE GOING WITHOUT ME? Bet.
He don't love me no more
Autumn🥺🍂 THIS BITCH PLAY TOO MUCH😭
Liyah🧚🏽♀️ Ok na' Yvette😭
lmao bitch I'll be right back
I shook my head laughing, and connected my phone to the speaker so that I could start cooking. I decided I was gone make some steak, homemade potatoes, and broccoli.
I turned on Poison by Brent Faiyaz. Tying my hair up, I washed my hands.and began preparing the food.
Awhile later, I heard my door being opened.
"Give me my damn key back." I mugged once I seen Kyaire walk in.
"Girl go to hell." He waved me off.
"I don't believe you right now." I shook my head.
"I know I've been away," He looked at me, tryna steal some potatoes, "I'm just tryna get my paper straight girl."
I put him on Brent now he gone think its okay to be toxic.
I set myself up.
"Its okay, when me and my homegirls go to Bella Noches I'on wanna hear shit." I nodded.
"Shut up." He mugged, sitting at the island.
"Boy fuck you." I made a face, checking my steak.
"Please do." He smiled.
"Nope, cause you a new nigga. I don't even know you anymore." I shook my head.
"Got me fucked up." He mugged me.
"You belong to the county now baby." I shrugged.
"Azura shut up." He chuckled, "Over some food?"
"And you leaving outta town without me," I looked at him, "You don't love me no more Jody."
"Bro you play too much." He laughed.
"Okay so when you come back and see me with my new ni—"
"I'a shoot you in yo knee caps right now, don't play with me." He blinked.
"Does it always have to result in violence tho?" I looked at him.
"Yes nigga the fuck," He made a face, "you my babymama you can't leave me."
"Damn no wife?" I held my chest, "This shit hurt bro. Who even are you?"
"I don't like you." He laughed, getting ready to roll up.
"Stop smoking so much." I shook my head.
"I'm tryna fuck—"
"Don't say it like that the fuck, show some respect." I mugged him.
"I'm tryna make love bae." He looked up from his blunt.
"Aw you cute." I chuckled, getting ready to take the food out so I can make our plates.
"Bae I'm gone be gone for a week what you gone do?" He asked me.
"Be with my ni—"
"Stop fucking playing with me before I really kill you Serenity." He blinked.
"You ready to eat?" I asked him.
"I wanna eat you."
"You can do that too, but I'an just make this food for nothing." I laughed.
"Okay damn, thats wife." He smiled, when I sat his plate in front of him.
He finished rolling up his woods, and I sat down next to him with my plate. We sat there talking while we ate.
"I'm going to see my mama." He looked at me.
"Really?" I looked up, "Thats good."
"She back in town," He shrugged, "I guess she s'posed to be coming over tomorrow."
"How long has it been since y'all actually talked?" I asked.
"She don't be fucking wit' me fa' real." He waved, "I'on like when people make me feel like an option which is why I'm so quick to cut a muhfucka off, but she my mama I wanna have that relationship wit' her but at this point I don't e'en give a fuck no mo."
"And you need to tell her that," I told him, "tell her exactly how you feel. I can tell that shit be affecting you no matter how hard you try to act like it don't bother you, I know it does. I'm not telling you to force anything but let her know that toxic shit only can get so far. If she don't wanna change that then its her loss, you got so much potential in you."
He didn't say anything for awhile, he just sat there clenching his jaw while he finished eating.
"I love you bro." He thumped me.
"You ain't even have to do all'at," I mugged, "I love you too."
He laughed, standing up to take our plates to the sink. Once he finished, he loaded the dishwasher and we went to the room.
We turned on a movie on Netflix, that muhfucka started watching us at one point.
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thoughts?
ideas?
— just a filler chapter, this shit finna end soon, so y'all know i gotta turn this bitch up real quick🌚