Mixed Feelings!

By PreethiVenugopal

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When you are too much into something, you start getting influenced by it. Kathir Mullai is an emotion. So Yes... More

Frustrations!!
Opening up
Turbulence
Quick to conclude
Explosion ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ
A breezy night..
Thank You Note!!

Rupture & Realisation

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By PreethiVenugopal

Mullai, who had been like a volcano mass erupting hot lava at different directions until then, calmed down and heaves out a huge breath preparing to open the Pandora's box. The question that she was about to ask could make or break her life. She had almost given up on their relationship, and before calling it an end, she felt she should directly hear it from the horse's mouth. However, like anybody who is in true love, there was a tinge of hope inside her that felt things can be mended despite all the odds.

Kathir, being a man of few words couldn't believe that he could speak so much. He didn't know that Mullai had carried so much of emotional baggage inside. He believed that she was contented with the way they were leading their life. He has never ever intended to hurt anyone, let alone Mullai. Now that she has confessed her agony, he felt it was time to sort out their differences. 

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Mmv: Adhaan ivalo dhooram vandiruche.. Inime ezhakarthuku ena iruku? pesaama ketra vendiyadhu dhaan!

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M (with tears brimming her eyes) : Ungaluku enkitta edavadhu solrathuku iruka??

K: Ipdi dhideernu ketta.. ena solradhu? Enaku theriyala..

M: Unga manasla ena irundhaalum paravala.. maraikama solidunga..

(She presumes that Kathir doesn't like her. Her thoughts were already filled with lots of insecurities and anxiety, to which Supraja added fuel to the fire. Just when she thought it couldn't get any worse, she overheard Kathir- Ramesh conversation. M didn't have the courage to hear from him that he doesn't like her.. so she was scrunching her eyes closed.. her full body was fidgeting.. she couldn't remain static at one place..)

K: Adhu.. adhu..

(He finds her eyes closed and heads down, so he misconstrues her body language that she is blushing as well.)

(turns away and thinks to himself) : Naamalae romba naal ah solanum nu irundhom.. ipo ivalae kekara.. ipo nidhanama dhaan iruka.. pesama solliduvoma?
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Naanum unkita solanum nu romba naala'ah nanachikitu irundhen.. sonna ne epdi eduthupa ndra bayam.. unaku dhaan enna pathi theriyume.. enaku unna madiri korvai'ya laam pesa varadhu!! adunaala takkunu solli mudichidaren.. hmm?

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Enaku una pidi(kum)..

M: (couldn't wait any longer.. opens her eyes and screams out loud)

ungaluku enaya pidikaadhu..? adhaane!

(She felt it was better to blurt it out than hearing from him.)

K: huh??

M: (sobs uncontrollably)

Enaku theriyumnga! Paavam.. Innum ethana naal neengalum unga manasula irukardha solla mudiyama, kashta paduveeha?

K: Ey!

(M continues her rant) Arambathilendhe ungaluku enaya pidikaadhu! 

Idula, Annae pinnadi vera suthina ponnu.. (K's eyes wide open in amusement) 

Kalyaantha paaka vandha ungala.. kudumba maanam.. adhu idhu nu solli.. varupudithi katti vecha? Adhu thappu dhaane.. Ungaluku'nu ipdi dhaan nammaku vara ponnu irukanum nu kanavu irukaadha?

Na ungaluku seri illadhava dhaan.. thona thona nu pesikitu ungaluku kodachal kudukaren! Annae Anni sol pecha kekaravaha nu.. unga virupatha madhikama na en kooda vazhanum nu edhir paakardhu thappu dhaane? 

Porum.. inime ungaluku na thondarava iruka virumbala..Na poyiduren.. !!

K: Ey Niruthu! Mathavanga pesa varadha muzhusa kekara pazhakame ilaya unaku?? Ne paatu pesite pora..

Na una pathi ennanavo nenachitu irundhen! Buddhisaali, Dhairiyamaanava.. apdi ipdi nu!! Ne enada na chinna kozhandhaiya vida mosama iruka??

Ungaluku thaazvu manapaanmai iruku nu adikadi enkitta sollite irupa.. Ana un manasu muzhuka suya-paridhabam iruku nu ipo dhaan theriyudhu!

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(goes near her)  Ndha.. ena paaru (raises her chin up to make her face him) !! 

Ennala ne ivalo kashta patturikiya?? Na ne namma veetla nimadhi ah iruka nu dhaane nanachitu iruken!! Ana ne ithana maasama ivalo kozhapathla.. manasla ivalo periya baarath'ah somakara nu enaku theriyave theriyadhu!! Ivalo yosichu kozhapika vendiya avasiyame ila.. huh?

(M is totally confused.. She expected him to say something else, but she hears him say different things.. )

K: Unnayum muzhusa thappu solla mudiyadhu.. En manasla thondra vishayangal'ah.. odane odane solli na velipadhuthi irukanum!! Koocham.. (sighs) ne epdi edupithyo ndra bayam.. adhaan thayaginen.. 

Ana aduve una ivalo kaaya paduthiruku nu paakumpodhu.. enaku romba kashtam ah iruku.. (he begins to tear up) 

M: Neenga.. Neenga yena solla vareeha?

K: Inuma puriyala?? (he clasps her hands in-between his)

INDHA SANDAKOZHI'ah ROMBA ROMBA ROMBA PIDICHIRUKU NU SOLREN!! 

A stream of mixed feelings run across Mullai.. Thoughts gallop her mind and she feels exhausted! Is it him? Is it for real? Has he said it? Is he lying to make her feel better? Did he say it for the sake of his family..? Did he feel that she emotionally blackmailed him? Is he doing it out of compulsion? Why is he saying it now? why not before or why not later?  What would've happened if she hadn't confronted him? Why was he silent in all these months?  Oh wait! Sandakozhi?? .......Sandakozhi!!!! She has heard him say this before.. which means...? 

M: Ayyyoooo.. Nadikaadheeha!!  

(Author'uh: forgive me guys.. vera ena word use pandradhu nu therila)

(In a fit of rage, she removes her hold away from him.. gives a thumping blow by his chest intending to push him back with all her might!)

  K: AH..NDHA VALIKUDHU DE!! EY LOOSU!!!! Na ivalo solren.. innum unaku en mela nambika varliya?? Innum unaka ena sandhegam? 

M: Aama, namba mudiyala! Neenga enaya samadhana padutharuku poi solreenha! Yenga na Akka kitta poi panchayat vechuruveno nu ungaluku bayam! Na unga friend oda neenga pesitu irundhadha keten.. Andha Supraja'vum elathiyum sollitaaha!! 

K: (Na Ramesh oda pesinadha ketrundha na.. naama vela innum sulabama mudinjirukume..! Shabba!! Ara goraiya edavadhu ketu vechiruppa..) 

Apdi ena nga ketinga madam? 

M: Neenga dhaan soneehalae.. Marandirucha'kum?  (rolls her muttakannu) 

(with disgust) Na sandakozhi.. unga mansula irukardha sonna.. na villangatha kootiruven.. Epo epdi maaruven nu theriyadhu.. Akka Maama kaaga poruthu poreeha nu!!

K: EY!! Indha madiri'ah na aruvarupu'oda ya sonnen? Na pesinadha gavinicha ne.. endha vidhathala pesinen ndradha gavinika vittutaye..!! 

hmm.. seri.. Supraja.. avaha ena sonnaha?? 

M narrates the entire sequence.. 

K: Happa!! Ivalo pesirukaahala avaha!! Ipdi koluthi potu poirukaangalae! Aama.. anga avanga kitta ena vittukudukaama dhaane pesitu vandruka.. Aprom yen inga unaku kozhapam?? Apo avanga solradhula unmai iruku ne nambara.. apdi dhaane?

M: Apo unmai ila ndreengala? 

K: Na unkitta yerkanave solliruken.. Potlam podravan dhaan.. ana ponnungala purinjika theriyadhavan ila nu!!

Seri.. un kita oru vishayam sollata?

M: Yenna?

Ne Jeeva annan'ah virumbavela!! 

M: huh? ena..

K: Iru Iru..Na pesi mudichiduren!!

Ne Jeeva annan ah kattika aasa pattadha vida.. indha kudumbathuku marumahala varanum nu dhaan virupa pattrukae! Ne unga veetuku orey ponnu.. chinnavayasu'la thaniya dhaan valandiruka..adhu naala nariya peru irukara kootu kudumbam pidikum! 

Chinnavayasulaye; periyavanga ishtathuku un manasula aasai valakka.. adhaye kozhandha thanama nambirukae! 

Ne unmaiya virubirundha na.. ne unaku edhirpaaradha kadacha indha (pointing to himself) vazhkai easy ah yethutu irundiruka mudiyadhu! 

Naane namma kalyaana pudhusula bayanden.. edhavadhu mansula kova'tha valathikitu.. sanda podiviyo nu! 

Ana ne avalo perunthanmaiya nadandhukita.. idhu varikum.. ne yaaru kitayum moham sulichadhu ila.. Yen Meena.. avaha kitta kooda ne eduvum kaamichikitadhu ila.. 

Aduve enaku un mela periya mariyadhai'ah kuduthuchu! Andha mariyadhaiye oru tharunathu'ku mela kaadhal aachu!! (blushes)

M: Huh? Enna soneeha!!?? 

K: Hmm... na enna araiyama'ye unna virumba aaramichu evalavo naal aagudhu!! 

M: Kathiruh.. Nejamava? 

K: Aama de en azhagu Mullaiye!! 

Idhe dhaan na Ramesh kitayum sollitu irudhen.. ne edho ara goraiya ketutu thappa purinjikita!! Supraja ku inga nammakula nadakardhu ena theriyum.. edho oor vambu adichu.. kaadhula vizhundhadha vechu pesirupaaha avaha!! En kittayum.. una pathi pesinaaha.. thimiru pidichava.. adhu idhu nu.. na kaadhula vaangala!! 

Seri avangalukum thanks dhaan sollanum.. ilana ne ipdi enaya sandai ku ezuthuthirupiya??

Naanum en kaadhal ah sollama.. oru pidippu ilamayae namma vazhkai poyirukum!! 

(M no longer could control herself.. rushes into his arms and they both squeeze into each other😍😍..) 

(Author has limited writing skills and absolutely has no editing skills 😂 So pls adjust and play this song between 1.31 to 2.45. Everytime a KMfp does an edit with this song.. My heart sinks. Every song suits for KM but this song and lyrics is something special that syncs with KM to a 'T'!!)

M: I love you Kathiruh!! Na unkitta sanda potuten..Sorry!!

K: Ndha.. enayum manichiru!! I.. I..Luv u de😍!!  


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TBC....


This is a figment of imagination of how KM would behave if they choose to keep a proposal scene for them in PS. Author ku iduku mela weight'aana proposal scene yosika mudila! First KM ku proposal scene varuma PS la'ne therila..but the thara ticket hardcore KM fan in me wishes for a proposal scene!! So I couldn't imagine original KM going beyond this. I feel this chapter has a mixture of both drama and content. I have no idea of how it has turned out.. so please let me know what you feel. Thanks!! 


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