THEY ARE GETTING MARRIED
CHAPTER 21
MEW'S POV
I had a bad dream.... I saw gulf and Zee making out just in front of me...... I tried to shout and stop them...but why couldn't I shout....
Gulf was talking Zee's name... I so wanted that to be me... Gulf screaming my name...while I mess him up... I wanted to hear his moan....i wanted to touch him... I wanted him to touch me... and make me alive again.
Before Gulf left.. I started to feel like ... my life had a meaning... It had a purpose... I may have admitted it now....if I had realized it then..then I wouldn't have to lose Gulf..
I miss him soo much...
Fuck... why do I keep thinking about my dream... why cant I see Gulf with Zee.. in fact thinking about Gulf being with Zee makes my blood boil. I know I am stupid... I know I insulted Gulf.. which was wrong....
Why couldn't Gulf wait for me....for some time....????
Why didn't he wait for me to say Sorry???
Why is have this feeling of jealousy like I had when I was with Art?
Am I in love with Gulf?? But that would betray Art!! I love Art? How can I love two persons at the same time... what is wrong with me!!!!???
I need to speak to him....
I need to see him...
I couldn't wait for lunch hours.. I went to meet him while I was going to office.
I went to his office to meet him. I saw Saint ...he was talking to Zee.. was blushing...
I didn't pay attention to them....I just told Saint that I was there to meet Gulf and no one should bother us until we finish the meeting.
I went in ...
I saw Gulf was working on his computer.
"Hey"
Gulf was surprised to see me
"P ... what are you doing here?"
"Errr.... I AM SORRY"
"SORRY FOR WHAT?" Gulf shouted.
I was taken aback.... "I am sorry ..for insulting you that night.. I wanted to apologize to you that day..but seeing you and Zee in that position I couldn't take it...."
"whats wrong in that? We are back dating... I confessed to him everything that happened and we decided to give each other a second chance....so you don't have to be angry at me or anything...because I have decided to give up on you and I am moving on.. btw me and the girls will be moving back to the house.. because it becomes difficult for me to come to office.. even the girls are having a problem with t their school."
I hung his head... i was happy that Gulf was returning home...but I was sad that I was not the reason of his return...
"P.. I think we are done for today... I don't mean to be rude but PLEASE LEAVE..we have nothing to talk about." "I have a meeting so I will be leaving... PLEASE TAKE CARE."
Gulf passed me.. I was standing there my head hung.....
I turned and walked towards the door... I saw Zee standing near the door... I wanted to avoid and leave but he stopped me... he said, "Mew we need to talk"...................
We went to the same café where me and Gulf met to talk about his relationship..and again today I am sitting in front of the person who was in a relationship with Gulf...MY GULF...no he is not MY GULF..he is Zee's GULF.
(GOD MEW...YOU ARE A CONFUSED ..IDIOT..YOU LOVE HIM...WHEN THE HELL WILL YOU ACCEPT THAT..STUPID ASSHOLE – author's POV)
Zee " So how are you Mew? Haven't seen you in a while!!"
Mew "I am good...how are the they doing??"
I tried to avoid the topic that knew he would pick up..his and Gulf's relationship..
Zee "Well.. they are paying for their sins..with heavy interest... what I want to talk about is about Gulf."
Gulf told m everything...I am grateful for that..there should be no secrecy in any relationship.. I heard both of you..had ...................SEX.. but he also told me that it was at the heat of the moment....
And as he came clean.. I decided to give him a second chance..i decided to give us a second chance....
But Mew can we be clear about something?"
"what?"
" Do you like Gulf?"
I was thinking in my mind...the same thing... DO I LIKE GULF?? ... then what I said was the stupidest thing I did in my history... I said that I DIDN'T LIKE GULF ..that night was just a MISTAKE!!!!
Zee looked at me for some time and said.. "its better you didn't fall for him.... I wouldn't have liked that"
Anyway as you said you don't have any feelings for him..then it will be easier for him to after we get married.."
"MARRIED"
"YES..I WILL BE ASKING GULF TO MARRY ME....AS I AM DONE WAITING ... ONCE WE ARE MARRIED..I AM SURE HE WILL LOVE ME ...."
I was in trans.. I didn't know what to do...
I somehow told Zee that I have a meeting scheduled.. and I ran away from him......
Zee wants to marry Gulf and shift to the States..????
That is not possible..Gulf wont leave ... he will reject the proposal..he can't leave.. he has his Business.. his family our daughters here....how can he leave????
So many thoughts were going in my mind....
I left for office.... I dumped myself on my chair and asked Boss to get a Strong Coffee for me...
Few minutes later he came in with a cup of hot coffee.. I smelled the aroma..and it relaxed me a bit.
But I was still restless...
The day went by with a confused frustrated Mew.
He didn't wish to go home...but still he went... he arrived around 11 at night and saw that the lights of the sitting room was on..
He thought that Ania must have left it on..by mistake...
He walked in..to see Gulf sitting on the sofa surfing the TV channels.
Mew rubbed his eyes..to see whether he was dreaming..but he was not..gulf was sitting infront of him..
Seeing Mew ..Gulf walked towards him with a thin smile..
"Hello P.. its good to see you"
"Gulf..your home?"
"yes P ..i told you I will be back with the girls" while talking to Mew ..Gulf brushed his bangs with hi left hand...and a shiny thing on Gulf'f ring finger attracted Mew's Attention.
He held Gulf's wrist and looked at the shiny thing around Gulf's slim fingers ..
"what is this?"
"P ..Zee proposed to me... today.. and I said Yes.."
"What? When?How? Why??"
"Relax P.... I was waiting for you to share the good news with you. Zee proposed to me today at dinner.... I was surprised at bit because it was too early....but then I thought may be he is the right partner for me... I told him every thing about you and me..and when he still wished for us to be together.. I couldn't hold back... I said Yes to his proposal.
We will be travelling to the States in two days.... I know you might be worried as to how I will take care of the business here... Zee says he will be moving back here permanently....while his family will be in the states.."
Mew was standing there like a statue... whatever Gulf was saying wasn't making any sense to him..... he wanted to ask... about Gulf about his feelings for him..but when he said he will be marrying Zee... Mew saw darkness in front of him..
"P??P??? P????"
"huh"
"P? are you listening to me?"
"umm yeah.. good congratulations"
"thanks P"
Mew didn't notice that Gulf facial expression changed ... he looked disappointed....................
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WELL THERE GOES ANOTHER CHAPTER..
SOMETIMES I THINK..Y I MEW BEING SO STUBBORN TO ACCEPT HIS FEELINGS FOR GULF... I GUESS FEW MEN CAN BE WAY DUMB...THAN WE EXPECT THEM TO BE...
HAHAHAA
NO OFFENCE ..JUST A LAME JOKE.... SO GUYS I GUESS 2 MORE CHAPTERS ARE LEFT TO FINISH THIS LOVE STORY?
TELL ME..WHAT GULF IS DOING..IS IT RIGHT?? I MEAN LOVING ONE PERSON BUT MARRYING ANOTHER... I GUESS WHAT PEOPLE SAY IS TRUE
"MARRY THE PERSON WHO LOVES YOU...BECAUSE HE WILL DO EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO MAKE YOU HAPPY"
FUTURE ONLY KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT!!!
MEW YOU ARE SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!