Why is life like this?
Why did I run away?
Why do I want to die?
Why am I having these thoughts?!
"No! No! No! SHUT UP!" I ran outside and went to the only place I know that no one would bother me.
The bridge.
"So this is how it's gonna be ..." I sat at the top of the railings and stared at the large sum of water below me.
"Ahhhhh I'm finally leaving this world" All I could think of is the word JUMP. My body wants to jump but not yet ... I have to wait.
I heard sirens and people whispering. That's unusual, I guess I chose the wrong time of the day.
"Please go down from there! You dont have to do this!" The police were already shouting.
"Officer" I looked at them. "Please tell me that I shouldn't do this. Please tell me to do the right thing" they looked at me confused but he cleared his throat and went a bit closer to me.
"You shouldn't do this. Please go down from there, we will help you" He said as he went closer to me. He was now right behind me.
I gave him a laugh. "what nonsense"
After that I just let my body fall.