Sorry guys I'm not going to check this chap anymore I've been very busy since its long holiday. And sorry dont have any media above ..... actually it's late sorry about my spelling. ?..
- Joey -
It was not too long when we together buut it seems it is a hundred of ours.
Breaking up with him , hearing those words making me hurt too muc
How can he said that so easily I cant really imagine . I called him several times it seems he's busy .
" yeah,,, he's just busy he is " giving excuse to myself bending my knees leaning at the side of my bed. Silently crying.
More than 3 hours , he didnt answer my call till it out of coverage.
" why ,, you ,,,, do you really mean that. Rich your not,,, hummm " telling out onto my self why my tears keep on fallen .
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Don't know when was the time I slept last night . But I dont think I had a good sleep. Almost 10 in the morning when I heard nanayL calling me.
I check my phone but no message not even a single call back from a hundred cqlls I did.
Just like telepathy move in a movie I tried to fix myself . Thinking to ask him about last night. Hopefully we'll talked , what happened last night was just a simple misunderstanding.
Looking at the mirror I remember what happened those words I never imagined that was a nightmare a real nightmare.
My phone vibrated , I checked it in a hurry ( almost drop ). Out of disappointment I almost cried so much, it wasn't him, its actually Tom.
Still I take the call and try to calm myself
" hmm , yeah ,,, what's up Tom ,?"
[ can I see this afternoon ? ]
" actually , I wanted to see you tooo , ill ask something "
[ alright I'll just take you in with uour friend melba ]
" with Melba ? Why? What I mean ohh,,, never mind alright maybe around 2pm "
[ got it ]
On the phone,,,
" Melba , what's wi5h Tom today he's asking me out with you , have you heard alr3ady ? "
[ YEAH , right honestly I know nothing treating us is not his type , why you don't like it .
I think Rich's suggested it haven't y9u heard that from him? " ]
" huh, .... ahh really maybe he forgot to tell me "
[ y3ah! ! Are you sick? Your voice sounds weard, by the way why's Rich not picking you this afternoon ? ]
" what's with that question, he's a bit busy "
[ 0k , no more asking but, ]
" hey , see you later "
I tried to call him ( Rich ) yet noyhing happened. No choice but to wait for the time.
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" yeah , everything about you two were ok? " melba ask me while with Tom together in front on his car.
Im not good actually in hiding especially my own emotions it really betrays me. I know she stop asking.a
Noding just my answer while Tom looking at me in the mirror. I think he knows something about us.
Im not familiarise about the destination it seems in a private place where only some people knows about. It takes at least 2 hours 4 before I ask Tom.
" Tom , about 5his place,,,.... "
He suddenly stop ..... and look back at me ...and sighing.
" can we talked for a while alone "
" yeah!! Both of you do you think im naive or something. Yeah , Joey what's really going on "
" I'm sorry Melba but I think can we just talked later , please "
It seems she understood what I want she just simply glared at me, shut up and went outside.
" what's the reason you brought me here "
" I don't know what to say but this is the only thing I could do for you Joey.
Something's going on with Rich but I cant stand seeing him hurt. He's in pain and I cant see you too hurt.
This is his mom's rest house he ask me to come but I think im not the right one , so I ask you.
Talked to him I'll pretend know no5hing .... and....... im asking a favor for you please keep this from Peter .
Peter likes you , I know you've known that ever since I just dont want to add more "
" thanks Tom , and please dont say anything to Melba too I understand what you're trying to say"
" one of my uncle owns a house here two street away from here you'll be alright "
I give him a fake smile and go on almost dark though its past 4pm because of a sudden rain.
I saw him on a couch while leaning and closes his eyes. I silently walks towards him. It's really shocking for me to see him haggard with those cans of beer.
I didn't say anything but biting my lip and puting my right hand on my mouth to prevent sound ( crying )
Trying to hold his face while my tears keeps on flowing . I dont know but I cant hold my tears it keeps on flowing.
It was too sudden but he grab my wrist and throw it.
" what are you doing, !!! "
" Rich , I ,, wh....at's going on . Why are you doing this to me huhmm "
" how did you know abouttjis place " cold question coming from him.
" I told you we're finished can't you still get it "
" what, you broke up with whom ! Didn't I told you it's not.
Why are you doing this to me, huh we're happy just the the other day till yesterday but all of a sudden you said it finish "
While my knees are getting weak. ..
" you didnt mean it right , you love right humm you wont hurt me you said that .
You cant just throw me right , our relationship ok I understoodyn you had a tough time I undetstand it hummm "
He shockingly hold both of my ahoulders and ,,, and,,,
" wake up , two years I lost it from you those stupid two years spending with you . Cant you see and differentiate between love , game and boredom.
You're right maybe I fell for you but all of a sudden I wake up from that stupidity. "
" what , game , boredom you're hurting me on purpose right, "
" wow, you're really annoying do you think I'll spent my two years because I like you that much.
Ahh, I heard you're a family friend or niece of higher ups in school .
Few months left away from finals, I decided to speak out since I cant take it anymore so stop chasing me we're over "
" Rich,,"
" yeah ! Why did you bring this girl here take her out before drag here " talking to Tom on his phone
" no need I ,, can walk here on my own but before that I ask you again do,,, d,, oo y,, ou really mean it, ? "Silently crying
" out "
Rain begun to drop just like my tears trying to scape from my eyes. I cant even stop it no matter how I tried.
Happy Holidays guys im sorry it's been too long since the last two chapters . Please be understanding enough .
I've been very un busy being a mom and doing sort of personal business.
I wont check tjis anymore so try to understand ,. Hope you like it thanks again for voting and messages coming ftom you guys...
Thanks Lord God for another year hopefully all of us are happy and safe together with our families iloveyouallguys....
9:13 am 12/27/14
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