I'm sorry
When I was younger, I was a borderline tomboy, not too bad, but I hated girly stuff. So, I though that maybe I was meant to be a boy. I though I was trans. I am not. I do not have dysphoria.
Then I realized that no, I was not meant to be male. So, I thought that I was nonbinary, as in no gender identification. I am not. I do not have dysphoria.
It wasn't until now that I have realized that I was following trends because I thought they were cool. I am sorry for this.
Another thing
By reading a book that describes why the writer hates fujoshis, I have learned that it is offensive to gay males. I did not realize such things until I read it with my own two eyes. I apologize sincerely. I may not stop being a fujoshi, it is hard to stop habits, but I will try to look at less pictures, attempting to limit myself to written smut for the time being.
Quite sincerely, Auro