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" As if you were on fire from within, the moon lives in the lining of your skin."
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It's been exactly two days since the first awakening of the inner lustful and desirous beast within the raven-haired male. Thinking back—In those two days, Jungkook had learned the real meaning behind the word 'suffering'. Oh trust him, he was really struggling.
Each day, he would occasionally wake up in the middle of the night with an unfortunate state. Sweats glistening freely from his forehead and the bottom of his scent gland aching to be touched. His body shivering with every contact of his skin, his lips chanting the only name that engraved deeply in his mind.
Whimpering in the cold night air, reaching for someone that is not there.
Man, it hurts.
His body won't and couldn't stop from trembling at the slightest touch he encountered. Unconsciously, he would even ruts his hip up into the sheets, the pillow, the jacket, anything that could help him bare his pain. The Alpha inside of him was groaning so loud, Jungkook almost sacrifices his own body to his primal instinct.
Jungkook remembers.
He remembers vividly, in one of those days, the poor boy decided he couldn't take it anymore. Standing up abruptly from the stained bed, his knees trembling from the severe mental pain inside of him. He growls loudly, cutting the serene night as he knocks on the locked wooden door.
"H-Hyung, please. Fuck, I- oh my God. L-let me out. I need her, so much." The boy keeps on knocking till a visible wound appeared on his toned knuckles.
Nevertheless, that didn't stop him. He just simply didn't care enough.
All he cared about was the curious bright girl, and the many ideas running in circles inside of his brain, planning on how to run away from this locked up cabin, through the woods, and find her house.
Jungkook knew how fucked up and primitive this rut cycle thing is. The main idea of an Alpha wanting to have a bond with their loved ones, their mate through having a special sexual intercourse and marking them as theirs forever—was utterly inhumane.
But Oh boy, His imagination runs awfully wild.
Merely, the simple thought of Y/N being under him, looking all so innocent yet, so lewd was so addictive.
A mating mark attached on her neck as if it was a sign to the world that Y/N can only love one Alpha, was doing unimaginable things to his body. Her lips, her gaze, her scent, her touch, her everything was drop dead beautiful, dare he say—almost ethereal. In that, Jungkook and his wolf could agree.
If only he could hold her, He would softly pamper her with longing intimate kisses, chaste peck, would worship her body like-
'Wait, no. Cut it out, I can't- ' Jungkook had thought that night.
The topic was a bit crucial for him, knowing his dreadful poor state. The infamous Jeon Jungkook, the adopted son of The Great Alpha of South Moon Pack, was cursed to have no mates nor a throne whatsoever. So it would be impossible, no. It is impossible for him to neglect that curse. If he does, he would simply be in denial.
So, even if he wants to try to accept that he is interested in the girl- he just simply can't. It would just be a waste of time, and heart.
The next day of the said night, the poor boy was curled up in front of the door, preventing his inner wolf from running to Y/N.
His heart throbs awfully tight, eyes clenched shut and the Jacket had he been holding for the past two days and night was within his grasp. If an inch had moved the Jacket further away from his area, he will lose his mind.
Fortunately, all of those pain had come to an end.
The raven-haired male splattered cold water across his face as he breathes in deeply. Feeling the senses of his mind was coming back into him, slowly making him realize the reality and the certainty of the present. He stopped the tap water and looks up, noticing the prominent bags under his eyes in the mirror.
Frowning, He walks out of the bathroom, suddenly feeling much more sensitive to his surroundings. Putting on a basic black hoodie, and ripped jeans, his eyes wandered around the spent room.
Noticing how chaotic the bedsheets were, white stains visible on top of it.
Jungkook awkwardly coughs down his throat, feeling somewhat embarrassed by his own sexual release.
"Ah shit, I gotta clean this Jacket again." He whispered to himself, taking the Jacket delicately between his palms. Treating the object as if it was something valuable. Walking out of the room, Jungkook was quick to realize the three figures standing in the living room.
"...Hi?"
"Remind me to never accompany you in your future rut. Ugh- I saw your boner for god's sake! and now I can fucking unsee it-"
"Taehyung." Seokjin cuts before greeting the youngest back. "Hey kook, how are you feeling?" The reaction was expected, knowing that Seokjin was an Omega. "I'm fine... I think? I don't know, it feels weird though." Jungkook explained, his teeth nibbling the bottom lips.
"That's normal. I remember how my first rut was, and holy shit- did I scream Jin's name so-"
"Okay! Okay! Jeez, Hyung. I don't need to know that." Jungkook said, his face looking up at Namjoon in slight annoyance.
"Sorry kiddo, just reminiscing." He emphasizes the last word with a smirk.
"You do know that Seokjin is my brother, right?" Taehyung hissed, narrowing his eyes at Namjoon curtly.
"Okay stop! We have to focus on the big baby here, hello people?? So Jungkook. Are you sure you're okay? The aftermath of the first rut can be hard, you know? Say, why don't you take a day off from college?" Seokjin persuaded.
"Yeah kook, I mean the professor is literally right here."
"Yah! I actually signed someone else to teach today. Cut with your sarcasm already Tae." Namjoon replied, eyes rolling.
"Hyung, it's okay. I'm fine, see? I'm good to go Besides, I kinda need to pick up some stuff from the building." Jungkook says calmly, as he proceeded on walking to the main door.
The three of them look at each other before watching the tall boy walks further away with his imposing nature.
"Oh yeah- btw, Thanks a lot guys!" Jungkook shouted loud, as he rushes to his motorbike.
As the boy arrived right next to his beloved black steel motorbike, the Harley Davidson mark written proudly at the side. He just then realized something within his grasp. Looking down, he quickly remembers his supposed plan.
"Ah crap, I forgot about this." Jungkook curses to himself, before turning back his figure and rushes to a new direction. Leaving his prominent motorbike behind his firm steps.
'Wait for that means, I have to go to the Main's house'
"I'm hating this day already" He shakes his head in disbelief, as he continues to walk down the narrow steps before him. His mind was running wild with many possible outcomes as his anxious state was beginning to awaken. His breathing was staggered the more closer he got to the place.
Jeon Jungkook, the infamous cursed alpha was very much not welcomed with his own pack as you all may know. The one place in which it should have been his home, his house, his family simply couldn't trust Jungkook since the day he was accepted as a member.
How ironic, the event of accepting him but the pack members could not truly do it.
Since his "father" was forced to take him - a rogue wolf back then - as one of his children, due to his wife's demands, Jungkook's life went downhill afterward.
It's not that Jungkook is an ungrateful kid, it's just that he couldn't help but to think, What's the point on making him one of his children if Jungkook himself never felt the love he needed as a child? Never once he was accepted, so what's the point of it all?
Every pack member, even so, the elders who are supposedly known to be the wisest of them all still manage to treat the poor boy awfully. Jungkook didn't feel any fondness, any consent, any comfort from them. They didn't welcome him at all, and for that reason, Jungkook suffered through much hatred growing up.
Jungkook had never felt comfort in the pack, the poor boy is even sure he doesn't know the true meaning of the word comfort.
Until he met Y/N.
As cliche as it sounds, Jungkook couldn't deny the fact that he feels so much different whenever her presence is around. Like the feeling whenever your grown self see an old cartoon that you really love when you were a child- that feeling of certain nostalgia reverberate inside of him.
There was something strangely alluring, electrifying whenever he catches her sweet scent or a glimpse of her shows up in his vision.
Shaking his head, Jungkook halts his steps as he arrived right in front of the big cabin.
The main house.
Hovering his veiny hands on top of the doorknob, Jungkook begs to the moon goddess to hear his prayers just this one time.
He does not want to see his family.
"Screw it." The words slipped out of his wetted lips after he had licked it continuously out of nervousness. Jungkook turns the doorknob and pushes the door open, revealing the features of his own house.
It was clean and tidy. Possibly cleaner than he had remembered. Perhaps, the servants and maids were more diligent when he's not around the house. Jungkook turns his head around, trying to whiff any familiarity inside the house.
Hurriedly, Jungkook walks through the annoyingly long hallway, passing the closed-door kitchen on his right. At the end of the hallway, He turns to the left with confident steps. Passing the big painting of The Great Alpha, Jungkook rolled his eyes.
'narcissistic asshole'
Then finally, his figure stops in front of a white single wooden door. He walks in leisurely, silently observing the room. It was small, neat and mostly cramped with laundry machines.
Not long after, his sharp eyes were quick to notice a woman figure with a black and white uniform he was known to be familiar with. The maid herself was too busy doing the laundry to even notice the new figure walking in.
Jungkook gulps down his throat nervously. Determined to not make any sound and make this as quick as it can. He's just going to drop and go.
Jungkook tiptoed silently against the tiles, to one of the laundry baskets. Due to the fact that his body was very much muscular, it was a bit struggle to be so silent as he walks to the said object. Upon seeing the open basket, Jungkook puts the Jacket inside and turn around swiftly to the door. Almost stumbling himself out.
A warm smile soon drew upon his face at the realization that the Jacket will be clean again. He skipped through the hallway once again, not forgetting to ignore the humongous painting of his father and walk straight to the door.
As he passed the now open kitchen, a voice manages to stop his track. Freezing him in his place.
"Jungkook? Is that you?" The female voice spoke loudly inside of his brain. Knowing it was the same delicate voice who had been the one to love him sincerely, Jungkook couldn't just possibly ignore her and walk away.
He's not the same as his father.
Hesitantly, he followed the source of the voice. Walking into the kitchen, he briefly examines the surrounding. There, his gaze catches the slim figure of the woman he had grown to love. She was busying herself with many kitchen utensils surrounding her petite form.
"Mother." Jungkook greets, suddenly not knowing how to act like a normal human being.
"Oh! it's really you!! How I have missed you, my sweet sweet boy." Jungkook trembles slightly, as the shorter figure run to him and ambush his space with a big hug. He hugs the woman figure back, A wide genuine grin slipped his lips, there was a great fondness he felt inside.
"Where on earth have you been in the past days darling? The first one, I know you went to college, but then you didn't come home at night. After that, for two straight days you suddenly went missing- Jungkook, I was so worried."
Hearing the genuine concern laying under her mother's tone succeeded on making him felt the assurance of the feeling wanted and loved. Jungkook pats her back lovingly, and detaches himself. Sighing, he looks down with sparkle in his eyes.
"Don't worry mom, I was busy.. um, I was kinda going through something," Jungkook answered back, coughing out his nerves.
"Well, now that you're safe, I'm glad we don't have to send a pack of wolves to find you." Hearing the mother's supposed plan, Jungkook grimaced with his own thought.
He knew if his mother had intended to do such a thing, the said pack of wolves won't follow the command willingly.
A sad smile replaced his frown and with a loving feeling, he kissed the mother's hair. "If it will make you feel any better, I can come to dinner tonight." Jungkook offered, trying to change the subject.
"Oh, how wonderful! I will make a big feast then!"
Jungkook watches her silently, chuckling out of fondness. Until, a sudden notice sparks up in his brain. "Oh yes, I almost forgot. I need to go back to the University, mother. I'll see you at dinner." Pecking his mother's cheeks shortly, Jungkook rushes out the cabin with hurried steps.
Perhaps he was too dense or too careless to even notice that a shorter male figure was walking up to him. His pantoffel stops right in front of Jungkook. Stopping him from walking any further. The raven-haired male was about to excuse himself politely when he catches the bothering scent he had known all too well.
"You." Jungkook hissed, looking up.
"Brother, Splendid to see you again."The male had a wicked smile plastered on his face as he eyes the younger one intensely with his darkening gaze.
Oh God, I want to punch his smirk away.
"What are you doing here?"
"How adorable, Shouldn't I be the one to ask you that?" Jungkook stayed silent, already too busy thinking on the many ways to murder this werewolf in front of him.
"I see you met Luna in the house. I wonder, What were you doing there? Giving her lame immature excuses on why you were missing?" His brother continued.
Although his brother was a bit shorter than him, his tongue was still daringly sharp with ignorant words. Jungkook couldn't help but to step in further. His Alpha was shivering upon the needs to spar him right there and then. Anger fueling his heart, His eyes glowing bright golden.
"Luna? Are you that disgusted on your mother that you couldn't even call her with a loving 'mom'? Shameful, really. Because last time I check you're his real son, not me."
"Disgusted is a strong word, brother. I would say, respecting her place." His brother snarls back, stepping in further into Jungkook's area. Their chest were practically hovering over each other. Their scents spikes up, anyone surrounding them would have figured that they shouldn't be interrupted.
"You didn't answer me. Where exactly were you? Hmm, your scent turns strangely stronger, more prominent than before. Very odd, don't you think?." The older asked, his eyes silvering as he examines the boy before him.
"Why do you care anyway-"
"Oh! Of course! Don't tell me, is it perhaps...ruts? It would totally makes sense, but then again it wouldn't. Seeing how you have no ability to attract any potential mate."
"How Funny, if you're really this keen to annoy me, you should try harder. You just look more pathetic like this." Jungkook spat at him harshly, his muscles tensing as he turns around and walk away from him.
Jungkook knew that if he stays even just a second longer there, he would have been punching his brother mercilessly without even having the need to change into his werewolf form. However, if he did let himself be riled up again, Jungkook also knew that his brother would win the fight because he manages to riled him up first.
So no. As petty as it sounds, Jungkook would not let his brother get that satisfaction. For that reason, He choose to walk away and ignore the callout remarks from behind him.
"Like father like son huh? I can't take this anymore." Jungkook whispered to himself as he roars the engine of his motorbike, to life.
Maneuvering it towards the University, Jeon Jungkook didn't know what the moon goddess had prepared for him in that exactUniversity Building, following the path of destiny.
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^ this is me trying to fight his brother. Ain't nobody gonna hurt our boy jungkook like that ‼️‼️😔
yes there's a whisk in his hand-
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