Last two chapters, and i am secretly wishing this book wouldn't end :<
Let me cry a little bit longer pls
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Jimin woke up in an unfamiliar room, the lights from up above blinding him as he squinted his eyes in adjustment.
He was in a hospital room, but not Yoongi's. There was a buzzing sound besides him and it was coming from a heart monitor — it's cables attached to his chest.
He jerks his head and scans his eyes all over the white room but there's no sign of anyone; the eerie silence ringing in his head like a peircing sound.
"H-Hyung —" he tried calling for anyone that can hear him but his voice was too weak and small to be even heard.
He tried sitting up as he disconnects the cables on his chest and starts to step down from the bed; until the sound of the doorknob stops him.
"Jimin!" Seokjin's voice echoed through, and Jimin couldn't help but smile in relief.
"Jin-hyung," he tried walking but found it quite hard to do, so he holds the edge of the bed in support.
"H-Hey Jimin!" Jimin felt Jin's hands on his waist, as he helps him sits down on the bed again.
"You shouldn't be moving that soon, you've been gone for more than 6 hours y'know?"
6 Hours.
Jimin has been gone for more than 6 hours.
That information started to embedd into Jimin's mind as his thoughts immediately wanders towards a certain blue-haired male.
Jimin shakes Seokjin's shoulder in panic, "H-Hyung? Yoongi — What happened to Yoongi??" He asked frantically.
Seokjin's face suddenly changes from a worried one, to a devastated one and Jimin suddenly felt a wave of fear washes through his whole system.
"Jin-hyung!" He screamed, the wait for the eldest answer was slowly killing him.
"Jimin I — I'm so sorry but —"
"Tell me Jin hyung!" Jimin demanded as he stare at Seokjin with tears forming on the corner of his eyes.
Seokjin had those same eyes as his, and took a deep sigh.
"Yoongi is currently in a coma and —"
Jimin didn't bothered listening to Seokjin's next words as he pushes him away and started to run towards the door.
"Jimin —!"
The pink-haired man ignores his frantic calls as he keeps running outside his room and towards where Yoongi's room was.
All his focus is now on Yoongi as he also tries to ignore the pain in his body and on his head.
He saw Mrs. Min, and Namjoon when he arrived at his destination, and another wave of fear envelops him as he watches Yoongi's mother sobbing while she's sat down on one of the chairs.
Jimin slowly walks his way towards them with trembling legs.
"M-Mrs. Min —" Jimin couldn't help but sob as he called her. The woman, upon seeing him, only opened her arms for an embrace.
Jimin runs and falls into her arms and continues to sob, soaking the expensive dress that Mrs. Park is wearing.
Seokjin came afterwards while catching his breath and Namjoon figures out that he must've chased Jimin so he walks towards him and pats his back, and looked at Jimin with the saddest eyes he could muster afterwards.
"You should be resting Jimin," Mrs. Min said between sobs,
Yoongi weakly looked at Mrs. Min and soon enough, there were tears falling again on his pale cheeks.
"Y-Yoongi — I need to know what happened to him," Jimin said as he broke their hug and wipes his never ending tears.
"Jiminnie .."
Mrs. Min doesn't know if he should tell Jimin about Yoongi's true condition, but thought that the younger had already gone through worst.
Plus, Jimin deserves to know.
Afterall, he's Yoongi's fiancé.
"H-He — Yoongi is currently in a coma," Mrs. Min started as she wipes her tears with a handkerchief.
"Dr. Kim said his heart is already too weak and h-he's running out of time. And – And, i-if the surgery wouldn't take place in a few h-hours t-then .."
Jimin's breath hitches on his throat as he listens to Mrs. Min's next words;
"We might really lose him for good,"
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It was painfully quiet as Jimin process what Mrs. Min had said.
No words were said from all of them, but that painful silence was shattered when sounds of Jimin's cry suddenly echoes.
All of them aren't surprise but Jimin is, he is surprised that he still has some tears left to shed.
"N-No!" Jimin yelled in between his painful wailing, "He can't die!"
Jimin started to turn his heels towards Yoongi's door and Seokjin, who had an idea on what he's about to do, stopped him before he can open up the door.
"Jimin! We can't go there! —"
"No Jin-hyung! I need to see him! Yoongi — My Yoongi!" Jimin screams as he trashed on Seokjin's hold, trying to pry the eldest away from him.
He's feeling all kind of emotions at the moment, but nothing can compare to the pain he is feeling right this instant.
He doesn't wanna lose Yoongi again, he can't. Not when they already starting to continue their story that was stopped before.
Why is fate so cruel for the both of them?
Why can't fate just let them be so they can be happy?
Isn't that too much to ask for?
"Jimin please —"
"NO! I need to see Yoongi! Let me go! Jin hyu —"
"JIMIN!" A voice suddenly booms, and it doesn't belong to Seokjin.
They all jerk their heads towards the owner of the voice —
And it belongs to none other than Hoseok.
Hoseok is here again, and behind him is Jungkook and Taehyung.
Jimin suddenly felt anger surging through him and used every ounce of strength he had left to push Seokjin away, before stomping his way towards the brunette.
"Y-You —"
He was glaring at him with tears trickling down on his cheeks and even though Hoseok is taller than him, it doesn't stop Jimin to grab Hoseok's collar with both of his hands and pull him down to his eye level; staring at Hoseok's dark orb intensely.
"What have you done to Yoongi!?" He screams at his face.
Hoseok blinks, "I-I —"
"Do you know that he's in a coma right now? Just right after you left!" Jimin screams again with fury laced through his every word.
His grip on the brunette's collar tightens as he stares at Hoseok like he's killing him in his mind.
"What did you tell him!" He demanded again.
Jimin never felt more angry in his entire life, and lack of words from Hoseok can only anger him more than he is.
"Say something you little piece of shit!"
Jimin was about to throw a hard punch on him when someone stops him. And Hoseok, who had his eyes closed in order to brace the impact, opens his eyes when he felt just the air touch his face.
Jungkook was the one who stops him, as he looks at Jimin with a serious face, "Let him go Jimin."
Jimin was shock. Jungkook had always called him 'hyung' but because of Hoseok, he wouldn't?
Jimin narrows his eyes at the maknae, "Let him go? Hoseok's the reason why Yoongi — your brother, is in a coma!" He argued.
"Maybe he is. But he's here for a different reason," Jungkook argued back.
"Oh yeah? What kind of reason?" Jimin scoffs.
"To save Yoongi,"
Jimin's head turns towards Hoseok who spoke, and lets out a mocking laugh.
"Save Yoongi?" He asked, letting go of Hoseok's collar in the process, "What can you do to save Yoongi? Donate your heart?"
"More like my sister's," Hoseok stated.
Jimin who is angry earlier, is now more than confused.
"W-What?"
"Dawon. My sister. She's been in a coma for more than 3 years already. Pronounced as braindead ever since her car accident," Hoseok explained with a sad tone.
Jungkook looks at him sympathetically, while Jimin couldn't believe his ears.
Seems like the only consistent thing that Jimin has been doing for all these time is crying, and processing information.
"W-What do you m-mean?" Jimin couldn't help but ask.
Although he already knew what the brunette meant by his words.
"Dr. Kim found a perfect and healthy donor for Yoongi, it was my sister's. I'm here to give my proper goodbye to her and to give my final approval for Yoongi's surgery transplant."
Jimin doesn't get it.
A part of him is happy that Yoongi's surgery will take place but the other part of him doesn't actually like the idea of using Hoseok's sister's heart.
She isn't dead yet.
"Y-You're sister — s-she isn't dead yet! I mean, she can still wake up. W-Why?"
Hoseok smiles, a very sad smile.
"It's been 3 years. I think it's time to let Dawon-Noona rest,"
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Hoseok had finally gave his proper goodbye to his sister Dawon with a sad face, but not a single tear in it.
Seems like unlike Jimin, Hoseok had no more tears to shed after everything.
Or maybe he's just good at hiding his real emotions.
Hoseok had finally gave his approval of using his sister's heart as a donor for Yoongi, and Jimin learned that Dawon is the only 'living' survivor of the car accident wherein both of his parents died.
Leaving Hoseok alone.
Something ache inside Jimin as he heard about it., because even if he almost punched the shit out of the brunette earlier, Hoseok still has a special place in his heart.
He was just blinded by anger and fear of losing Yoongi, that's why all rational thinking was thrown out of the window.
Now all they've been doing is to wait outside the emergency room anxiously as the doctors performed Yoongi's surgery.
It's almost closed to 2AM, and it's been more than 8 hours since the surgery began. Jimin couldn't help but tremble in anticipation and fear.
Jungkook and Taehyung were waiting as well with Mrs. Min at the middle holding them both at her side.
Namjoon had Seokjin in his arms, and the eldest is clutching his boyfriend's shirt tight.
While Jimin, felt uneasy and anxious as the excruciating wait is broking him little by little. He is dying to know how Yoongi is, or why they are taking so long to do the surgery.
He can feel his hand shaking uncontrollably and tries to wipe the glistening sweat from it by rubbing it on his lap.
A single hand suddenly places itself on top of his, and Jimin turns his head to face Hoseok - who is giving him a soft smile.
Something about Hoseok's aura makes him calm, so he tried relaxing himself and just wait patiently, quietly, painfully.
After another hour, the door to the emergency room opens and out came Dr. Kim, with his surgery robes full of blood. Dr. Kim took off his gloves and mask before throwing it to the trashbin beside the door.
All of them stood up and waited for him as he walks his way towards Mrs. Min, who is embracing his son Jungkook on her side.
"D-Dr. Kim, h-how was it?" Mrs. Min asked, tone full of anxiousness and nervousness.
The doctor only lets out a deep sigh as he looks at them all with a sad face,
And Jimin couldn't help but breakdown at those next words coming from Dr. Kim;
"I'm sorry."
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This book is actually making my heart ache,
Btw, next chapter is the last and i might put some bonus chapters after — i don't know! All i know is this book is ending, and it's making it hard for me to do so :<
- MiniMjmMin