Jealous {Ongoing}

By kehindesodiya

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he pulled me close to him"i thought you hated me" I whisper to him "I did but you changed me" "How?" "you mad... More

CHARACTERS
Prologue
The club
Let the game begin.
Long day
KISSING?
NEW ROOMMATE
Getting the truth out
AN ARGUMENT
I AM CEDRIC
Mummy
NEW CHARACTERS
welcome to college
I love singing
Jason is my step brother
Author's note
So when you were dating Jason you still had a crush on Dasmen?!
You won't tell her!
(part 21): My date
(Part 20): What's wrong with me?!
(part 22) The date 2
Author's note
(part 23): Maybe just maybe my feelings had died when he never liked me back.
(part 24): look at what love did; He's dying emotionally
(part 25): Like a lost puppy
(part 26): Why did you do it?
(part 27): Recap (1)
(part 28): Recap (2)
(part 29): Recap (3)
(part 30): Unspoken truth
(Part 31): He has been torturing me; mentally and emotionally
(part 32): Moving out
(part 33): Memories
(part 34): Some things ain't meant to be said
(part 35): He left
(part 36): Realized feelings
(part 37): Who are you?!
(part 38): Time does fly by
(part 39): Birthday
(part 40): surprises and a creepy guy
(part 41): He.......
(part 42) He's back
(part 43): Drunken mistakes
(part 44:) He forgot me
Part (45): Let her soul rest in peace; she's in a better place
(Part 46): Dinner date
(part 47): Clear facts
(part 48): Confessions
(Part 49): Hopefully
(part 50): Move on
(part 51): Brother's love
(part 52): heart felt conversation

My past

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By kehindesodiya

I woke up early in the morning feeling really hungry, i looked at my grumbling stomach, i checked my fridge and it was empty I didn't bother to have a shower or brush my teeth. I went downstairs to the kitchen and smelled something good a smile crept on my face I sat on the counter and saw Isa making brownies.

"Morning Isa" I greeted

"Morning" she answered

"Mmmm" I moaned taking a bite of the brownies "Isa so where's dad?" I asked taking another bite

"He's gone out for work" she replied.

I sighed "Isa dad doesn't have time for us again, he goes early and comes back late so what's the point we don't even see him often, hell I don't see him again" I yelled

"No dad always has time for us he is just...... busy" she reassured me, coming to where I was sitting and taking a bite from her brownies

"Yeah right"

"So Emily did you finally get over Dasmen?" she asked me. When she finished eating her food she stood up to wash it

"Umm yeah" I replied

"I know you are lying" Isa said walking towards me with her hands crossed over her chest

"No Isa I am not" I defended

"Yeah yeah" she raised her hands in surrender "but you need to go and brush your mouth, it stinks" she said holding her nose.
I went to my room brushed my teeth and had my bath when I came back I saw missed calls from Jason and a text message

Jason the jerk--"Gogga! Dasmen and Sophia are coming to my house because I told them you are here so get your lazy ass from the bed and came to my house I will send the address when you text me"

"No but why today?" I muttered to myself and texted him waiting for the address, as I stood up and went to my closet, I picked out a black crop top with a black leather jacket and a blue high waste jeans as i left my hair over my shoulders, I carried my phone and trailed out looking at my phone for the message. And finally he sent it, I got in my car and started it, my car was a light shade of purple which I so admired.

it took fifteen minutes to get to Jason's house. I looked at it and I was so glad Dasmen hadn't arrived yet. I got to the front porch his house was like a mansion it was really big, I admired it before knocking on the door. I watched it open when it opened Jason was leaning on the door wearing only black pants with no shirt at all showing is abs and his chest.

"Like what you see?" he said pulling me from my trance

I narrowed my eyes and he smirked "No I have seen better" I defended shoving my way into his house he followed me from behind "go put on a shirt" I said getting frustrated

"Why! can't you control your hormones?" he asked smirking

I rolled my eyes "when are they getting here?" I asked changing the topic

He shrugged "in the next hour, i guess" he said

I turned to look at him "then why did you call me here?" I asked

"I needed someone to disturb" he chuckled "gogga" he says with a corky smirk.

I looked at him with a Stern face "well you better have something for me to eat because I am starving" I said heading to his kitchen

"You are always hungry gogga" he laughed again heading to his room.

I picked the drinks and popcorns and went upstairs, I wasn't sure which one was Jason's room, so I went to the room I saw him going to he was laying on his bed changing the channels, I closed it with my leg and hopped on the bed placing the drinks and the snacks on the bed. I knew Jason was staring at me but I ignored him

"What are you doing here?" he asked me

"Since I have to wait a whole hour because of you I might as well torture you" I said gobbling down the snacks

"Gogga" he said changing the channel to a horror film

"Horror? I can't watch horror Jason" I said looking over at him and try to collect the remote

"Then get out of my room" he said struggling with it, we both struggled with the remote until I got a hold of it, I stuck my tongue out at him but then he stood up, grabbing me and putting me over his shoulder like a sack. He left his room and jumped down the stairs making his shoulder hit my stomach causing me to groan in pain.

"Ouch ouch Jason let me go I will puke on you" I kept whining and he was laughing still hitting me with his shoulders until he kept me on the floor and ran to his room, I could hear the door shut close, I stood up and ran back upstairs knocking on the door.

"Jason let me in" I looked around before turning my gaze back to the closed door "Jason that horror movie scared me I am hearing voices" I said banging his door.

"No can't do" he said I could still hear him laughing

"Jason i am going home" I yelled

"Ok make sure you don't get eaten by Anabel" he chuckled which made me obviuously scared.

"Jason please" I pleaded "please" when I didn't hear him say anything I sighed in frustration then the door opened. I was in relieve.

"Gogga what's your problem?" he said

"You are my problem, you called me to your house so that you can scare the living daylights out of me. Oh gosh I don't think I will be able to sleep well tonight" I said

"Do you want me to sleep with you?" he said smirking

"You are so screwed up" I said rolling my eyes

"Gogga"

"Fag"

"Bitch"

"Idiot"

"Imbecile"

"Dickhead"

"Bossy"

"Sex addict"

Before he could talk back someone pressed the door bell interrupting the both of us "go and get it" he commanded

"No you go and get it this is your house, and I am your guest so you go and get it" I said going downstairs to take a sit

I heard him mutter some curse words before opening the door, I looked to see who it was. It was Dasmen and Sophia they entered grinning from ear to ear, I walked up to them

"Hey Dasmen" I said hugging him and looking towards Sophia "hey Soph" I said hugging her

"Your house is nice Jason" Dasmen complimented looking around

Jason smirked looking towards Sophia "I know. Sophia has been here a lot" he said

Dasmen looked over Sophia "do you two know each other?"

"Umm" Sophia stuttered.

Jason smirked as he snaked his arms around my waist pulling me to him.

"Well yeah she's my ex, we were dating" Jason said slouching on the couch, as he brought me down with him, so I was sitting on his lap

"Oh" Dasmen said drawing out the word awkwardly, then his eye brows furrowed when he looked towards Sophia "but babe you didn't tell me about any of this" he said

I looked towards Jason he had that evil smirk on, I stood up grabbing both their hands pushing them to the couch and turning on the TV. I went to the kitchen grabbed the popcorn that was left and put them in a bowl, grabbing some drinks and left the kitchen, when I came back I gave them their drinks and went back to sitting on the couch.

We all stayed quiet as we watched the movie until it ended Sophia said she wanted to go home so Dasmen and Sophia had to leave.

Jason asked me to leave his house as he went to his room, I stood up grabbing my purse from the couch I looked inside to make sure I wasn't forgetting anything, but my phone was missing I retraced my steps to where I last used my phone I searched the kitchen the living room, but still I didn't see my phone I went upstairs heading to Jason's room I sighed before entering it and what I didn't expect was for him to be touching my phone, I walked up to his bed, as I thwacked him round the back of his head making him Yelp as I snatched my phone from him

"What's your problem didn't you think I would be looking for my phone and here you were searching through it" I said in anger

"What are you going to do cry to your mama" he said smirking

"Don't bring my mom into this" I said with a Stern face

"Why? what will she do come beat me?" he said mocking my voice, his arms came to my waist, as he pulled me to his chest, brushing my long hair backwards, he tongue found it's way to my jaw. My anger came back like a surging fire, as I brought my hands up, and pushed him from me, disgust written all over my face.

I squinted my eyes looking into his ocean blue eyes I could just imagine the smoke that would be coming out from my ear if I was one of those cartoon character

Stay focused Emily someone is insulting your mom

I said to myself shaking the thought out from my head "Jason i am warning you don't talk about my mum you have no right" I yelled even though I couldn't see my face I knew my eyes were bloody red

He chuckled "momma's girl" he said

That did it he had no right to talk about my dead mum I always try to forget my mum but it's not easy.

I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes as he was talking about my mum "wait you are crying why I didn't say anything wrong?" he shrugged

I always cry anytime I remember how my mum died and now that Jason reminded me of her, i felt like crying and breaking down it pained me, yeah If I had a mum I would go and cry on her shoulder and she would comfort me. i so miss those days, Isa had always tried to be like my mum ever since my mum died and she saw me crying she would tell me not to worry, but anytime I go to her room I would always see her crying holdimg my mum's photo on her hand.

"Why are you crying?" he asked holding my shoulders I was sure he didn't know what to do he has a perfect life a mum and a dad. what a complete family.

He pulled me to the bed and sat me down "I don't have a mother" I said through sobs when he didn't say anything I decided to continue "My mum she was a true mother she died when I was thirteen years old she left me, none of us knew except from my dad and mom. she had cancer" I cried wiping my tears

"Emily you don't have to tell me" he said his voice came out calmer than I expected

"She told dad not to tell us but I think I was the last person to know about my mother's disease, everyday I saw her she would look pale and paler, her long blonde hair had fallen. Everyday I would see dad crying and mum comforting him, it was so painful to see my mum in that condition
I didn't want my mother to die and when she finally died everything felt destroyed. I didn't want to lose her, when she died I would always lock myself in my room hoping my mother will appear and tell me she was alive, but it didn't happen i would always catch Isa crying herself to the state that she was drunk in her own tears. Dad started staying at work late as if he was trying to take a break, we haven't even spent time together but he has been overly protective of Isa and I, he..he cried every day even up till now my dad is the only one that took it very hard"

"My dad" I continued "he never resulted to drinking because of Isa and i, he knew it would have a very bad impact in our life he would come back late everyday sinking in his office. It got to a point where I thought about him and how he would cope when I go to college and Isa gets married" I cried even more

"Umm Emily I am sor..."

"No" I interrupted "don't say you are sorry please Jason you don't know what it is like to lose someone. please" I cried more until he pulled me for a hug his hand patting my head as his chin was resting on my head. I closed my eyes and burried my face in his chest I hugged him back, I actually needed comfort

"It's ok Emily" he said running his fingers through my hair

"Don't cry" he said "you are strong don't cry" when he knew that wasn't working he sighed "don't cry my Gogga" which made me chuckle.

He likes calling me gogga even if I look nothing like a Gogga, but it's kinda funny "You know, this is the first time you are actually being nice to me" I said against his chest

"I know you better enjoy it while it lasts gogga" he said making me smile and pulling him tighter.

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Aww what a nice thing Jason is actually being nice to Emily. Anyways what do you think is a good name "Jemily or demily"

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