Just drove a car and had like 5 hours of sleep lol. Also the photo is drawn by moi. Yes Ik the feet are messed up, but I tried. This is also the edgiest chapter rn. Anyways, enjoy! This is also very looonnnggg so get comfy.
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Y/N found herself to be in quite a pickle. "Where am I?" She quietly muttered to herself... wasn't she supposed to be sleeping? She found herself standing in what to be.... her room? No wait, it was a little in-outdated. It was almost back when she was in Elementary school. "What?" She quietly asked herself confused on how she was here. She heard faint arguing. She sighed remembering this memory. She made her way to the hallway quietly. If this was what she thought it was, she didn't want to re-wittness. Could they see her? "They can't." She jumped at the booming voice. "WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT?!?!?" she asked too scared to find out the answer. Yet, the voice didn't come back. She just went to living room. As she neared the arguing was still going. She saw her parents, her mother was now in front of her father flailing her hands all about to get her point across. Y/N felt tears prick her eye's. She couldn't help it, she knew what was coming next. As she waited for the arguement to unfold she saw her tinier self. Little Y/N was just at the counter eating her chinken nuggets.
Little Y/N kept her head down. She looked up when she heard the sound of a loud boom. Her father had stood up and her mother was on the ground picking something up. The coffee table was shattered and the things on it were broken too. Y/N stood there for a moment contemplating. She then walked over to her younger self. Her younger self was now distraught, she didn't understand what happened but she knew it wasn't good. She had soon started crying. Her father had soon realized what he did. He sighed and helped pick up the broken urn. "I-I... I'm sorry." He tried to say but your mother did not want to hear it. "It's useless. Just..." your mother had tried to find words as she seethed with anger. She was on the brink of tears. "Just get out of my sight." She had told your father. He stood up grimly. He had hesitated for a moment. Then he went over to you "Hey, no need to cry" he said with a sad smile lifting up your chin. "Daddy's got to go for now, k?" You looked at him with your bright but misty E/C eye's. He wiped the tears away. You had nodded and hugged him tight.
Y/N couldn't help but feel her eye's tear up. She was only in the 3rd grade when her father was basically kicked out and banished from the house. This was there last ever fight. They had too many to begin with but, you were too tiny to see anything wrong with it. You just knew it was a "normal" occurrence that had happened to everyone... right? Just like that when her father left the voice came back. "You feel bad don't you? It was your fault... you know that right?" Deep inside she knew it wasn't true. But she couldn't help but feel the way the disembodied voice described. No one had truly set her straight. No one ever told her "Hey you know that realtionship they're in is toxic. Right?" She quickly shook her head. She didn't want to be captured and drowned in these thoughts. She sighs and takes a deep breath in and out."Shut it. Who even are you and why are you making my life even more of a hell then it already is?" The disembodied voice laughed darkly. "All of that will soon be answered. Enjoy what you have now." Y/N was confused "HEY! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!" She yelled in a breaking voice, she was too emotional.
The voice never answered back. It just up and left. (A/N like her dadddd oooooohhhhh. Lol sorry I saw a joke opportunity and just had to take it) The dream though, that wasn't stopping anytime soon. It had showed her all of the times her family had broke. All the times someone argued, fought, and were disappointed. Y/N felt her emotions slowly boil up, they were now set to a simme. It was now slowly eating at her. Finally after she had relived all of it. She was now in this dark room like place. " Uhhhh... tf?" She was super confused. Out of no where she saw a group of... people? "HELLO?" she sounded desperate to get their attention. Yet it failed. Y/N was, however, not going to give up that easily. She couldn't move though for some reason. The group actually slowly started to approach her. "HEY!" She screamed sounded a bit more hopeful. But as soon as they came it was a mix of her dead and alive family members.
"WTF?" Y/N said sounding unsure. They had all closed in on her. Though something wasn't right... they had... red eye's? They had all enveloped her mind. They were chanting "Y/N you've let us down" and "How could you?". They kept chanting things that didn't make her feel so good. She quickly covered her ears and closed her eye's tight. Tears had threatend to spill when suddenly, she jolted herself awake. Checking the time it said "6:00 A.M" she sighed. Sweat was beaded all over her. She was so tired and sweaty. Sooo sweaty. Her mom was currently at work and wouldn't be coming home till 5 P.M at earliest. Y/N sighed, "I wonder..." she quickly trailed off thinking about going for a quick walk to clear her mind.
She decided to do it. She had gotten up putting on some F/C shorts and a red flannel. She had put on her 2/F/C sandels. "It's nice out today. Whats the harm of wearing some clothing that would be perfect for this weather?" She had asked out loud to no one in particular. She had brushed her long/short unkempt hair. After she was done she sighed and went down the hallway to her stairs. As she walked she looked at her phone a notifaction popped up. "Business are opening up again in T/N" she read aloud. "AWESOME!" she fist pumped the air pretty happy that she could once again get a nice haircut. She sighed happy and ate some breakfast. She then got up and went out the front door. She forgot her phone on the shoe rack.
Y/N was on her way quietly, she was enjoying the sunrise and the quietness. She walked in a slow pace. She was in no hurry, so why should she walk fast? Though, the quiet didn't last long. Actually, it was cut short by some douche running into her they seemed to be in a hurry. "OI. Watch where you're going." Y/N said in a pissed tone. She turned around to face the person they were looking down at her. They were extremely tall. They're piercing ice blue eye's stared into her soul. She started to get a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach. That's when Y/N knew, she fucked up. "Tf did you say to me. Little girl." His rough voice sounded almost as pissed as hers. She was so caught up in his stare she didn't realize, his face was cut up into a smile and he definitely was not blinking. Not that she's seen, at least. His snow white skin was equally as piercing as his eye's. If not slightly more. "Shooootttt" she had muttered to herself. He smirked, he was holding something behind his muscular figure, but what?
He quickly took it out from behind his back. A knife. It was covered in so much that the shin it should've had, was now gone. He smirked, making his artificial smile grow larger than it should've been. "I don't mind adding another person to the list of kills." He said in a psychotic tone. "UMMMM NOPE. ACTUALLY I THINK IM GOOD, I'D LIKE TO PASS ON YOUR OFFER." He smiled more "Oh, but I thought we could settle this" his sickly sweet voice rang out in the dead quiet. He had began to inch closer. Y/N tried to reach for her phone in her pocket. Only to find it wasn't there. She was visibly distraught and worried. She patted down all her pockets, only to remember she left it. She quickly face palmed. "UM WELL ACTUALLY, I LEFT THE OVEN ON. GOTTA BLAST." And with that she ran like she was Usain Bolt.
She tripped over herself due to her flip flops. She could hear the guy was hot on her trail so she quickly got up. "OH SCREW IT." She yelled as she threw off her flip flops. She ran through the road bare foot, not caring if there was a car. If she was gonna die she'd rather have it happen thanks to a car, not to that freak. She then saw her home in the distance. The freak yelled "YOU'RE SO GONNA REGRET BEING BORN." Y/N being the sarcastic one she was responded back " I ALREADY DO, I'M FAILING 3 OF MY CLASSES. DO YOU KNOW WHAT MY MOM WOULD DO IF SHE FOUND OUT?" the freak just laughed a wicked laugh. Y/N was so close to safety... just on more step! Yet, while running up her stair case she tripped and fell on her face, hard. She was bleeding all over, but adrenaline was still in over drive. Quickly she got up and opened the door she slammed it open. Then she threw it shut. She quickly locked all of her doors.
The freak was at the front door. Tapping his knife against the front door. Getting blood all over it. She quickly found her phone. "I'M CALLING THE POLICE!" Y/N yelled in terror. The pain was slowly getting to her. Y/N yelped in pain. "I'm so scared I'm shaking in my shoe's" the freak responded. "YOU SHOULD B-BE" Y/N responded, a little scared. The loss of blood definitely wasn't helping this situation. "Fine, fine. I'll be going but best expect a final visit tomorrow~" he responds with that sickly sweet and rough voice he had. And with that the continuous tapping of the knife stopped. Y/N cautiously went to the door. She slowly pulled the currents out of the way. She saw him leaving and going down the street. After he finally left she slid down the door frame. Sighing and holding he screwed up knee close. She was bleeding all over the place she looked at the time. "8:30 A.M" she got herself up and took a shower. Patching herself up and cleaning the bloodied floor borads. She'd have to keep this to herself, she didn't want to worry her mother. She already had too much on her plate, adding more would overflow and stress her out. Thank goodness she was leaving tomorrow for the trip. She had slowly limped up the stairs and through the hallway to her room. She had quietly cried to herself, that was wayyyyy to close for comfort.
Thinking back on the day she couldn't help but think about her odd dream, what did the disembodied voice mean by "All of that will soon be answered. Enjoy what you have now."? Does it mean there will be a big change? With all of these thoughts running through Y/N's head, she slowly drifted off to a sort of slumber like state. Only to be suddenly awoken by a loud CLASH
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Oh boooyyyyyyy, that was a long one. Right? Well funny story I made it long because I might not be able to update tomorrow. 😅 But hey! No worries cause the next chapter will be full of twist's and turns! Im incredibly tired 😫 anyways, have a good day!
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