MARCH 24,2015
"are you ready" simon asks as all hell has broken loose backstage
"simon before we go on can i talk to you for a few minutes" zayn says
"sure" simon says as everyone looks at each other as simon and zayn walk out of the dressing room and come back 10 minutes later as they are more confused and can see zayn had been crying
"you ok buddy" louis says
"yeah i am fine" zayn says as he hugs louis tightly
"well we got 5 minutes we need to get you guys your earpieces and battery packs on" the stage manager says as they all walk out of the dressing room and walk to the back stage and soon the music starts to play and zayn, liam, louis, niall and harry go on stage and as the show goes on everyone notices that zayn is not as interactive as usual and when zayn sings little things his eyes start to get watery and louis, liam, niall and harry go and hug zayn and before they knew it the concert was over and everyone was backstage in the dressing room
"Z, what is going on" niall asks
"umm" zayn says as simon walks in and nods at zayn
"tell us is something wrong" louis asks as he hugs zayn
"umm i decided to leave the band" zayn says as everyone gasp is shock
"why" liam asks
"umm i am not happy anymore and i dont want to be in the band" zayn says as he looks up and sees his bandmates crying
"when will be your last show" harry asks
"tonight"
"what about the rest of the tour and we have an album dropping" louis says as anger starts to rise
"im sorry i cant keep pretending that i am happy when i am not" zayn says
"what about the fans" liam says
"im sorry guys im flying home when we get to the hotel" zayn says as he gets up and hugs everyone and walks out of the dressing room
"so what is going to happen we still have a tour to finish and new album" liam says crying
"its all up to you guys, listen you have 3 days off think about it" simon says
"this is bullshit" niall yells out
"look i tried to make him stay but he wouldnt even listen you guys talk and let me know what you all want to do" simon says
"what are we going to tell the fans" liam says
"you decide what you want to do then we can talk about what to tell the fans" simon says
"fine but this is fucken bullshit i cant fucken cant believe he did this shit" louis says as anger takes over him
"calm down boobear lets have a meeting and decide what we are going to do" harry says
"ok fine but i cant believe he did this without talking to us first its like fuck you guys like we dont matter he should of came and talked to us first" louis says as harry hugs louis and places a kiss on his lips "niall you been quiet"
"this is bullshit utter bullshit" niall says angry as louis hugs niall
"i know but harry is right we need to talk about this you all want to talk right now" liam says as the 4 of them hug each other tightly as they walk out of the dressing room and head to their hotel room and go into liams room "so what do we do"
"our fans they dont deserve this" niall says
"so we continue to tour the 4 of us" liam says
"yes" they all say at the same time
"so how do we announce zayn leaving" harry says
"i dont know but i am sure zayn is going to say something but we need to do it quick before our next show" liam says
"umm i think we leave that to management and we stay off social media for a few days" niall says
"i think so too" liam says
"we are going to have to rerecord all of zayns parts in the new album" harry says as he hugs louis tightly
"i know and we were almost done now we have to push back the album release" louis says "did he not think about what all this was going to do why couldnt he have waited until we were done at the end of the year it would of been easier"
"well this is what we have to deal with so lets finish this tour and release the new album then we can talk about anything else that comes our way" liam says
"ok we stick together" harry says as they all stand up and hug each other
"i love you all" niall says as they all start to repeat it and soon they go to bed and fall asleep the following morning they are woken up when they hear a knock at the door and louis opens it
"what" louis says
"get up shit hit the fan" simon says as he walks into the room
"what time is it" louis asks
"7 am" simon says
"uughgh let me wake up harry" louis says as he goes to the room and soon walks out and sees liam and niall
"what is going on" harry says as he runs his eyes
"someone leaked the news that zayn left its all over the news" simon says
"who the fuck did it was just the 5 of us" harry says in anger
"zayn" simon says as he pulls out the article
"ohh for fucks sake" niall says in anger
"do you want to cancel your next show" simon says
"no we have the following 2 days off by then hopefully things will calm down" liam says as they all agree
"we owe it to our fans we cant let them down" harry says
"exactly" niall says "they have been amazing and we owe them to finish this tour and our next album"
"ok we are trying to do damage control so please guys stay off social media and we are canceling all live interviews" simon says as he walks out of the room
"ok" they all say
"im hungry" niall says as they all start to laugh and order room service
"so what do we do now" harry asks
"we finish our tour and release the album its almost done we will need to record all of zayns solos" liam says
"i think this is a sign we take a break" louis says
"are you sure" niall says
"i dont know just we been releasing music and touring since we made x-factor" liam says
"but we cant announce it now maybe when our tour is almost over" harry says
"but we still have appearances" niall says
"well then we are taking a break at the end of the year " liam says
"for how long" louis asks as the tears start to fall
"boo dont cry" harry says as he hugs louis and places a kiss on his lips
"how ever long we need" liam says
"ok then we go on a break after we are done with all our commitments" harry says as they all agree
"so who tells simon" louis says laughing
"liam" they all say as they start to laugh and room service gets to their room and they start to eat and soon liam and niall leave and louis and harry go back to their room and lay down
"umm H" louis says nervously
"yeah boobear"
"what is going to happen to us" louis asks
"what do you mean"
"well right now its easy to be together but when we take our break how are we going to address us being together" louis says
"well you know we can move around without anyone knowing" harry says
"why dont we just come out" louis says
"we are still under contract and it wont be up until next year" harry says
"but what about after that" louis questions
"look lets just see what happens maybe after this tour we change our minds and tour the new album" harry says
"your right" louis says as he cuddles into harry and they fall asleep again
OCTOBER 31 (LAST CONCERT OF OTRA TOUR)
"i cant believe its all over" niall says as he opens the door to the dressing room
"i know but what a way to end it" louis says as he hugs niall as as they start to cry
"stop" liam says as he hugs niall and louis then harry puts his arms around them
"umm we should all take a vacation together for at least a week" harry suggest
"yeah lets after our last interview in january we can go to the bahamas" liam says
"ok then after out last interview we all get away for a week" louis says
"so what is everyones plan for the break" niall says
"umm i been writting and going to start on my solo album" harry says nervously as he hadnt told louis about his plan
"wait what" louis yells out
"umm" harry says nervously
"when were you going to tell me all of this" louis says angry
"well i been writing " harry says
"and when were you going to tell me" louis repeats
"now seems like a good time" harry says
"how long have you been planning this"
"since we decided to take a hiatus" harry says
"i think we all want a solo carreer see how it goes" liam says
"i know but i thought we were going to travel together for a year atleast" louis says
"sorry" harry says
"well what is everyones elses plan" louis says trying to calm down
"me cousins and i are going to backpack around the world then i want to drop a single and then an album" niall says
"are you almost done with the song you showed me" louis says
"yeah but i am going to take a break and then come back to it" niall says
"guys we need to go to the hotel" paul says as they walk out of the dressing room and head to the hotel and go up to their rooms
"are you not sleeping in my room" harry asks
"no right now i am angry at you" louis says
"can we talk about it" harry says as he follows louis into his room
"talk" louis says
"im sorry" harry starts to say
"you been planning this for the last 7 months and now you want to tell me and in front of the guys instead of telling me in private, i dont understand how can you make such a huge decision without talking to me first, we planned a year long vacation and now you come to me with this shit" louis says angry
"im sorry i just got an amazing opportunity with jeff" harry says
"its not abou that we are a couple this is something huge i just wanted to know before you told everyone" louis says as the tears start to fall
"dont cry princess, i am sorry youre right i should of talked to you first I am sorry" harry says as he starts to pout "can my princess forgive me"
"uughg i hate when you do this to me" louis says "fine but dont let this shit happen again"
"i promise anything i will come talk to you first but know that after i drop my album i will go on a world tour" harry says
"i figured when are you planning on dropping your album" louis says
"well i want to take my time so probably in the next 2 years i want to take time off and not rush into anything "
"ok well at least we have time to spend alone" louis says as he wraps his arms around harrys waist
"well i got a part in christopher nolans movie and start shooting in 6 months" harry says
"what the fuck harry" louis yells out as he unwraps his arms "what the fuck harry"
"im sorry" harry says again
"is that where you disappeared to" louis says
"yeah i met with christopher and read for him and he gave me the part" harry says
"what about us" louis says
"what about us" harry questions
"you know how fucken shady you sound right now doing all this shit behind my back and not even talking to me and letting me know about your plans" louis says as he starts to get angry "tell me harry where do i fit in all your plans"
"right where we are, i dont want to loose you but these are amazing opportunities for me, why cant you be supportive" harry says as he starts to yell
"how can i fucken be supportive if you dont fucken talk to me about anything" louis yells back
"kendall is being more supportive than you" harry yells out
"so you fucken told kendall before you told me anything" louis yells out "i cant with you right now leave get out"
"no lets talk about his right now" harry says sternly
"tell me, you have all these plans for the next 2 years when were you going to talk to me about them" louis yells out as he starts to cry
"look im sorry its just" harry says nervously "i was scared you would not want me to do any of this since you kept talking about traverling and enjoying seeing the world"
"but instead of telling me you kept making plans with me and what were you going to do when everything was booked and we had to leave" louis says with anger
"im sorry your right i should of talked to you before i made any plans" harry says trying to stop louis from getting mad
"and you talked to kendall before you talked to me, seriously harry you know she hates me" louis says with anger "and what did the hoodrat tell you"
"she suggested that we break up that way i can do and take opportunities with out having to ask for permission from you" harry says nervously "but i told her that was not an option i dont want to leave us"
"hmmmm" louis says
"stop, you know we are just friends nothing else" harry says
" yeah well you need to tell her that too, and you get so jealous when i talk to adam but i have to be ok with you talking to some other bitches" louis says trying his best not to yell "tell me why is it ok for you but not for me"
"we are just friends" harry yells outs
"stop yelling i am trying to talk to you" louis says "why are you getting mad"
"im not but it seems like you are accusing me of something" harry says starting to get angry "louis i have never given you a reason not to trust me and you pull this shit on me"
"well it seems something is going on when you talk to everyone and i get to find out from you in front of our friends this is a conversation we needed to have before you told anyone else, i am your boyfriend we are living together and you tell her before you tell me" louis says with anger
"you blowing this out of porportion" harry says trying to calm himself down
"hmm really ok well i was going to tell you tonight but wednesday i am having dinner with stan and jason" louis says with in anger
"and when did you make these plans" harry says with jealousy
"they just texted me this afternoon but since we are making plans without telling each other well then i have plans" louis says
"just the 3 of you"
"yeah just stan and jason and I' louis says
"with stan the one that has been in love with you for the last 4 years" harry says with anger and jealousy
"well you are talking to kendal who has been in love with you for the last 3 years but its ok for you to be friends with her but not me ok seems fair" louis says as he goes into the bathroom "leave" louis says as he closes the door and locks the door and sits on the floor and starts to cry as he hears the door slam shut louis sits on the floor for a few more minutes then gets up and opens the bathroom door and decides to lay down on his bed and soon falls asleep
the following morning louis is woken up when he hears a knock at the door and goes to open it
"come in liam" louis says as he moves and liam walks in
"you and H fighting" liam asks
"yeah but what is going on" louis says not wanting to talk about harry
"we have an interview in an hour get ready we are leaving in 45 minutes" liam says
"ok" louis says as he gets in the shower and soon paul knocks on louis room and louis walks out as heads to the van and sees harry sitting next to niall and louis ignores him and sits next to liam as they drive the studio for their interview they walk in and get taken to the set and sit down as the interviewer asks them question after question
"louis tell me what is your favorite song from all 5 albums" the lady says
"my favorite song personally is i loved you first" louis says trying his best not to seem emotional or upset and liam sees this and puts his hand on louis shoulder and louis takes a deep breath and look over his shoulder to where harry was at and starts to play with his fingers not wanting to be there
"i think its one of my favorites too" the lady says as they continue to talk and soon the interview is over and louis gets up and walks away and heads to the bathroom and locks it as he starts to cry and soon hears a knock at the door
"boobear" harry says as he knocks at the door and louis doesnt answer "princess please open the door"
"just leave me alone" louis yells out as he takes a deep breath and splashes water over his face
"louis we need to get going" paul says as louis opens the door and paul just hugs Louis tightly "its ok buddy he does love you"
"i know but i have a feeling this is the beginning of the end" louis says upset
"please calm down we know you both love each other just understand that right now he has alot of opportunities and he wants to take advantage of them all" paul says
"i know but its not that its that he talks to other people and doesnt tell me anything its like he doesnt trust me or thinks i am not going to be supprotive" louis says
"i know look calm down we are taking you all back to the hotel and then you are flying to los angeles maybe this break is what you both need to build your relationship out of the public eye" paul says with a smile
"thank you paul you are seriously the best" louis says as he hugs paul and the walk out to the vans and louis sits next to niall and head back to their hotel
"we need you all packed and ready by 3 in the morning" simon says as louis,liam niall and harry get off the vans and go to their rooms and louis goes to his bed and soon hears a knock on the door and opens it
"come in niall" louis says
"what is going on"
"h and i are fighting" louis says
"i knew it" niall says
"im sorry" louis says
"its ok lou we all love you" niall says as louis starts to tell niall about the argument "no way he talked to kendal"
"yeah and got all pissed off when i told him i was going to dinner with stan" louis says
"are you really"
"no just wanted to piss him off and prove a point to him" louis says
"well i am here for you. change your clothes lets go to the pool its on the rooftop" niall says
"ok thank you niall" louis says with a smile as niall walks out of louis room and louis changes his clothes and soon niall comes back and they go to the rooftop pool and get in
"you feeling better" niall asks
"yeah thanks niall" louis says "so you going back packing with your cousins"
"yeah they got to do it and i wanted to experience it" niall says " are you going to talk to H about all of this"
"yeah i want him to take every opportunity that is presented to him my point is to talk to me before he talks to everyone else" louis says
"i know i get it" niall says as they get out of the pool and lay down on the lounge chairs
"thanks niall for listening" louis says
"hey no need we are all brothers" niall says
"i know thanks" louis says " im gonna head to my room and change"
"ill go with you lets go" niall says as they walk back to their rooms and as they close to nialls room they see harry walking around the corner and kendal has her arm hooked to harrys arm and louis just freezes as kendal sees louis and niall and just smiles and harry sees louis and unhooks kendals arm
"princess" harry says as louis keeps walking
"bye louis was nice seeing you and niall" kendall says in almost a laugh
"i need to talk to louis" harry says
"wait where am i suppose to go" kendall says
"go to your room" harry says as he walks away and catches up to louis "listen to me"
"no listen to me i have had enough of all this shit" louis says with anger
"i didnt know she was going to be here i just saw her in the lobby as she was checking in" harry says
"hmmm" louis says " and her arm was hooked with yours"
"we were walking and talking she actually has a room one floor below us" harry says
"i dont care, why cant you stay away from her" louis says with anger
"we are just friends" harry yells out as louis opens the door to his room and harry follows behind louis and closes the door
"where is she in your room" louis questions
"no told her to go back to hers, we are leaving early" harry says
"hmmm so that is why you didnt want her in your room so we were going to stay longer you would have invited her to stay in your room hmmmmm........ harry listen to what your are saying" louis says as the tears start to fall
"again with blowing shit out of porportion" harry says as anger starts to build " stop twisting my words"
"Im not its what you said" louis says as he sits on the bed and starts to cry
"why all of a sudden are you so insecure" harry says with anger
"if you dont know why then leave i am tired of trying to make you see my point of view" louis says
"i get it kendal is here and you dont like her cuz she wants me but i dont want her i want you and only you" harry says
"i dont want you to ever see her again" louis says
"fine" harry says "i dont like to fight with you, look im sorry i didnt mean for it to look like i am hiding anything from you and i promise any offers that i get i will talk to you first" harry says as he starts to pout "can my princess please forgive me"harry says in a sad tone as his phone starts to ring
"answer" louis says annoyed
"its kendal" harry says
"answer" louis says as he rolls his eyes
"hello" harry answers as he puts his phone on speaker
"where are you"
"with louis we are talking"
"meet me at the pool in 20 minutes so we can go swimming before you leave" kendal says
"no its ok, i want to spend this time with louis it was nice catching up with you" harry says
"ok well i will see you another time then" kendal says
"bye" harry says as he hangs up on her "lets go on a date"
"i would love that" louis says
"but before we leave just want to ask you a question" harry says with a smile
"anything"
"i want a kiss you havent kissed me in 3 days" harry says as louis wraps his arms around harrys neck and they start to kiss and soon gets heated as louis jumps and wraps his legs around harrys waist and harry walks them to the bed as he lays louis down and starts to hover over louis "gorgeous" and harry starts to kiss louis again and as harry was about to take off louis shirt they hear a knock on the door
"of course" louis says as harry stands up and and fixes himself and opens the door
"hey niall" harry says
"just got worried you and louis ok" niall asks
"yeah we were talking and i realized how wrong i was we are ok" harry says
"ok good night will see you in the morning" niall says as harry closes the door and goes back to the bed and starts to kiss louis again
"lets order room service" louis says
"we should since we probably wont make it out the room" harry says as he smiles and starts to kiss louis again and when the need for air was great harry gets up as louis orders room service
"30 minutes" louis says with a smile
"hmm what can we do in 30 minutes" harry says as he smirks as they start to kiss and soon hear another knock at the door
"if its niall just fucken punch him" louis says laughing as harry answers the door
"simon is everything ok" harry says
"yeah niall and liam should, never mind we need to talk" simon says
"ok" harry says as niall and liam walk in the room
"the hotel is surrounded by fans someone leaked that we were here and we need to leave now so pack all your things and we will meet here in an hour" simon says
"ok" everyone says
"ill be back boo" harry says as he kisses louis and walks out of the room and goes to his room and starts to pack his bags and soon goes back to louis room and they all leave
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short prologue i think this might be a short book but we will see what happens
all the love
MEx