I argue with myself
Back and forth
And back again
Talking to no one
Talking into the air
into the empty abyss
Waiting for a response
an echo
Anything
And nothing
I feel the struggle inside
the pushing and pulling of my mind
at once feeling you right there with me
and at once feeling utterly singular
lost
in a vacuum of space and time
You said I wasn't alone
You said you would always be with me
and where are you now?
You are an argument I have in my head
when I am too scared to believe
and too tired to see
and too heartbroken to have hope
it's how I keep you here with me