I am not happy
So don't try to tell me that
I am the happiest person on earth
Because by the end of the day
I hate my life in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is happiness inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve to be happy
Because no matter what
I am not good enough to be happy
And I am in no means to believe that
Happiness does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think
Am i as pathetic as people say?
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yuniqka