oh yes. angst smut. get ready.
You were in Levi's room resting on his bed since all the cadets were already fast asleep. You did have to wait to sneak in since you didn't want any of the nosey cadets to think anything.
You waited, wondering when he was gonna come back. While resting on his bed you placed your head on his pillow. Wondering where he could be and why he taking so long.
"Is he...alright?"
You heard the door open and immediately sprung up. You thoughts scattered with questions of Levi finally vanishing the minute Levi opened the door covered in titan blood with his casual dull face.
"Levi.."
Was all you could let out. He just stared at you. The atmosphere of the room was cold and silent. So silent you could hear the crickets outside. At first, you assumed Levi was upset with you for coming inside his room. Your relationship with him was supposed to be a secret you weren't even allowed to come in his room because it could cause suspension. So, why were you here? Well, the last two times you came to his room were one because you couldn't sleep and two because you craved attention from him. He was upset those first two times, but didn't pay much mind to it.
"s-sorry.."
you stuttered. You got up from his bed and walked towards the door with your head down. While you were approaching the doorknob he grabbed your arm and pulled you to face him.
"no. You're sleeping with me tonight."
His voice was so chilling it sent a shiver down your spine. Walking towards his bed his hand still having a tight grip on your arm. You sat down and he let go of your arm. He started removing his shirt then his pants and made his way to the shower. You could see his silhouette through the blurry screen door. You looked away from him the minute you two made eye contact with each other.
You looked down at your feet that were dangling back and forth from the bed. You stopped and wondered what was going through his mind. Was he not feeling well? Did he see something today that made him feel..fear? No that couldn't be it. The man is numb to these feelings. He's seen his friends and fellow cadets died serval times. Of course, he felt something each time he saw one die, but it wouldn't leave a major impact on him. He would just strive to do better. But today, it felt different. The man never wanted to talk about his feelings not even with you. His girlfriend.
He got out the shower using a towel to dry his still wet hair off. He already was in his pajamas. He walked towards the other side of the bed and collapsed on to his bed ready to pass out into slumber.
"How was your day-"
"no."
"b-but Levi-"
"go to bed."
His back was facing you he didn't even look at you while he talked. He was so tired he wanted this day to end you could tell. You sighed and lied down on his bed. Your head resting on the crook of his neck inhaling his scent. His hair still wet letting a couple of droplets fall on you. You placed your hands around his waist. He didn't say anything he just rested his hand on yours sighing.
"sorry."
he spoke in a soft-spoken tone. His voice no longer chilling but sounding more caring.
"it's fine" you said smiling. Both of you tried closing your eyes and attempted to drift away into slumber
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You woke up to hearing light grunts and no's. You were still half asleep still closing your eyes and reopening then slowly. You tried sitting up to listen to the sounds better. Your first thought was one of the cadets playing a prank, but the sound was to nearby to seem so far.
"no..y/n..!"
The sounds. it was Levi. You hovered over him he kept grunting and screaming your name in his sleep becoming more aggressive each time he repeated himself.
"Levi?"
You yelled. You kept shaking him trying to wake him up.
"Levi please wake up!"
you kept screaming and he finally sat up in complete shock. He was huffing and puffing trying his hardest to catch his breath. You placed your hand on his back rubbing it gently. He pulled you into a tight hug. You froze for a moment but proceeded to hug him back.
"you're safe.."
You were confused at his sudden choice of words. Did he have a nightmare? about...what though?
it was quiet for a few minutes. a peaceful silence roaming around the air. Levi didn't say anything he just hugged you tighter every second he got.
"Levi..are you okay?"
you finally broke the silence.
"the titans..i..saw them..eat you. I wasn't fast enough to save you."
Finally, the truth was out. He had a nightmare of you dying right in front of his eyes. Killing titans to him meant nothing if he couldn't help keep those he cared about safe. Help keep you safe. You were his everything. He loved you to bits. From your prepossessing hair to your beautiful s/c color. You were perfect in his eyes. The man was numb to loosing those who cared about, but when it came to you it was different. No one displayed love to him like you did. He loved your touches and kisses. Even though he didn't display those affections through words, he displayed them through his actions.
He let go of you and looked you in your e/c eyes. you placed your hand on his cheek. He pinned you down so he could hover over you. He began kissing you deeply with passion the opposite of how he would regularly kiss you. Normally, he would kiss you with aggression and authority he normally did this when the two of you were on missions and you two already finished doing your job. The two of you would sneak off somewhere far away from the cadets and make out for hours.
This time his kisses were loving. Of course, he still made sure you knew he was the dominant one in this relationship still.
you moaned when he kept kissing you he pulled away while you were trying to catch your breath. When you did he began kissing your neck using his left hand to pin your arm down to the bed. He kissed and bit you leaving marks as he marked what had belonged to him. He went down to your chest looking up at you. You removed your shirt and bra and he took a second to admire how stunning your body was.
"heavenly."
He placed light kisses on your breasts and nibbled on your hard buds. You moaned in pleasure as he kept licking your buds in a circular motion causing you to grip the sheets with your other free hand.
He removed his lips from your buds and started to remove his pants and shirt while he did this you removed your underwear in the process of this, he held one of your legs and placed it on one of his shoulders. You could tell by how hard he was waiting for this moment, but decided to take it slow. Some of his precum had dripped down to the sheets. He looked up to see your blushing expression.
"Something wrong?"
you nodded.
"Levi..."
"what is it brat- y/n."
He was so used to calling you that during your times of intimacy together. You sat up your leg being removed from his shoulder. You adjusted yourself on his lap sliding down slowly onto his member. You didn't understand this. You two have done this so many times, but this time it felt different. You loved it anyways. You let out a moan when his entire length was in your womanhood. You wrapped your arms around his neck.
He looked up to face you. His silver eyes traveled scanning your beautiful face. He began kissing you while wrapping his arms around your waist you started sliding up and down from his cock moaning throughout each kiss. Levi tried his absolute hardest not to take initiative and thrust into you with zero mercy, but he was trying his best to hold back.
But he couldn't hold back for too long.
You felt your pace increasing at a higher speed but it wasn't you. It was from Levi. He was practically moving you up and down with his arms. The grip he had on your thighs tightened. You screamed at his intense pace that you fell back onto the bed allowing him to take charge. He chuckled when you gave up trying to top him. He hovered over you his eyes filled with lust and love. He couldn't hold back anymore he thrusted in and out at a inhumane speed causing you to come to your edge quicker. Doing this though earned him a couple of grunts and groans cursing in-between each of them.
You were a moaning mess you were sure that if anyone was up and roaming they would certainly hear the two of you going at it. the sounds of skin hitting skin over and over again.
"Levi!"
You moaned feeling your high reaching. Levi was close too. he let out a loud grunt and kissed you as he pulled out and came on your stomach. He pulled away the string of saliva connecting the two of you. The two of you tried catching your breathes while Levi collapsed right next to you pulling you close to his chest.
"Levi wait my stomach its-"
"it's fine. we can just shower again."
He said pulling you closer to him kissing your forehead. He got up and you tried getting up, but your legs felt weak.
"uh. Levi..can you"
Levi rolled his eyes and carried you to the bathroom. The two of you showered together and slept peacefully that night snuggling up together in each other's embrace.