Nobody's Going To Love You Li...

By KarlaColon466

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I did it, I fell inlove with a Cholo. In my defense, Oscar wasn't your typical gangmember, slanging dope in t... More

A message from the writer
Who's that?
Lunch Date
Club B
I'm a Gentleman
Pure Seduction
You'll be mine
Can you stay?
Christmas Party
Christmas Party (continued)
Homicidal Maniacs do
No More Personal Business
Betrayal
Fuck It
Confession
Nora's Birthday
Seeking the truth
Do you believe in Ghosts?
Let me go
I can't wait to shoot you
Dodging bullets
We'll Find her
Redemption
He needs a Lawyer
I understand my rights
Funeral
Plea Deal
Glimpses of a trial
The Verdict
Sentencing

Do your job

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By KarlaColon466

Friday
December 14

I place my leg on the chair as I tighten my shoelaces. *cha ching* I look at my phone, "Payment from Santosghost. $240". I thumbs up the notification and place my phone in my leggings pocket. "Alexa what's the temperature outside?" I ask. "Currently the temperature is 59°". I roll my eyes and run upstairs and grab my gray hoodie. I put it on over my white shirt and close up the zipper. I grab my headphones and head outside.

"Puñeta it's cold" I say as I place my house key in my pocket. I turn on my workout playlist, jump up and down a few times and start jogging down my walkway making a left onto the side walk, heading down the street. I jog one lap around my block, as I near my house I notice a black Chevy Suburban posted infront.

A bald hispanic gentleman in a black suit steps out and nods for me to go over. I walk, placing my hands on my hip taking off my headphones. As I approach the backseat window, I see a woman in a white, sleeveless pant suit with a plunging neck line, olive skin complexion and long dark brown hair.

Cuchillos

"Viviana" she says smiling. "Shall we take a ride?" she says crossing her legs, placing her toned arm on the backrest of the seat. "You ask like I have a choice" I say sarcastically. The gentleman opens my door and I hop in. They roll up the window and drive off.

I put my hair down, letting it hang to one side. "My you are beautiful, no wonder Spooky fucked you" she said staring at me up and down resting her head on her hand. I turn to her, sizing her up and down. "You know it's rude for you to not acknowledge a compliment" she says pouring tequila into a glass. I adjust myself on my seat and face her, "How rude of me, you look lovely as well" I say sarcastically placing a hand on my chest.

She laughs, sipping on her drink, "you catch on pretty quickly" she says. "So I guess that means I don't have to introduce myself as you already know who I am?" she says staring at me resting her cup on the car seat. I look at her, "Cuchillos, head of the Santos," she smiles drinking from her cup.

"To what do I owe this pleasure?" I ask. "I figured it's about time to talk, from one Spooky's girl to another" she says smiling pointing at herself then me. I lick my bottom lip, "well then you must have the wrong chick" I say putting my hands together, "because I'm not Spooky's girl". "Oh mamacita... tsk tsk tsk... no me mientas" she says mockingly, "that gets me angry when you lie" she says pouring out more Tequila into her cup.

"You're Spooky's Ruka because I let you be" I look at her confused. "Spooky's mine, I own him. I say who he's fucking. And right now he's fucking you". I scoff at her and shake my head, "you might own him but you don't own me and I don't gotta do shit you say" I say sternly. "We were doing so good" she says pouting as she places her cup down.

She grabs her personalized hunting knife, grabs my face and traces my face with it. "Porfavor don't make me mess up this pretty face" I breath heavily. "Are we going to behave?" she taunts. "Yes" I say. She lets my face go. She places the knife against my cheek, guiding my face towards her direction.

"You're on the Santos payroll ever since you introduced Spooky to those Lawyers" she moves the knife down to my neck, "the money he drops on your Cash App makes you mine" "but I don't use it" I argue. "Ah" she says stopping at my throat, "you're not behaving again" she says smiling.

"What you do or don't do with the money is your business" she moves the knife down my chest, pulling down the zipper. I close my eyes, and take a deep breath. "Look at that physique" she says. I swallow the lump in my throat and look at her. "I need Spooky happy, so go make Spooky happy" she says as the car stops right outside Oscar's house.

The Santos all post up, looking at the Suburban. She places a hand on my thigh, "be his ruka, make some money, that is your job" she says smiling. The bald hispanic guy opens the door. She grabs my face, "do your job mamacita or I'll kill you" she says kissing me on my cheek. I get out the car, zipping up my hoodie.

I walk pass some of the Santos, as they stare at my ass and stand infront of Mando. He looks at me up and down, "where's Spooky?" I ask irritated. "He's inside with fine ass Leti" Joker says smiling. The Santos all Oooed and laughed. "I didn't ask you!" I snapped, "I asked Mando".

Joker stands up, "this hyna lost her fricking mind homes" he says putting two fingers to his head. Mando puts a hand out, "Ey!", he says sternly. Mando looks at me, "he's inside with Leti" I walk past him and he grabs my arm, "Don't go in there V" he whispers. I stare at him, pull my arm away and open the front door as he follows.

I hear moans and banging as I approach Oscar's room. Mando grabs me by both my wrists and pushes me up against a wall. "What are you doing V?!" he whispers loudly. "My job!" I whisper back as I push him off of me. I open Oscar's door before Mando can grab me again. "Ayy Spooky" Leti moans, "no pares!"

Leti is on the edge of the bed, Oscar is holding her legs at his waist as she leans back on one arm, holding on to his neck with the other.

I swallow hard, and clap loudly. "What an amazing performance!" I yell. Leti is startled covering her chest, Oscar stares at me angrily. "Lets go I gotta talk to Spooky" I say kicking her clothes. Leti laughs, "well V that's going to have to be when I'm done fucking MY man" she says pulling him closer and kissing him aggressively.

I grab Leti by her long wavy hair and pull her to the floor. "Yo what the fuck!" Oscar yells. I put my left arm out stopping Oscar, "put some fucking clothes on!" I demand. "Puta!" Leti yells as she gets up. She lunges at me. Mando grabs her by the waist holding her back. "Let me go Mando I'ma fuck her up!" she yells struggling. I grab her clothes and throw it out the bedroom door. Mando pulls Leti out the room. I slam the door locking it.

***

I stand in the bathroom doorway, leaning against the wall, arms folded. Oscar dries off, pulls up his boxer briefs, throwing the towel over his shoulder. He glances at me then stands infront of the sink and begins to brush his teeth. "I saw Cuchillos" I whisper. Silence. "Actually she's the one that brought me here" I continue, "told me since now I'm on the Santos payroll, that my job is to be your girl and make some money". He spits and begins to rinse his mouth. He spits again and pats his mouth dry. He stands infront of me, glaring down. "Well then I guess you're my ruka" he says dryly. He gently pushes me back and heads to a dresser for a pair of shorts.

I wipe a tear from my cheek, I turn around. Oscar is sitting on the edge of the bed, putting on his knee high socks and shoes. He leans forward, resting his elbows on his legs, looking through his phone. I unzip my sweater and walk towards him. I stand infront of him, he tilts his head up looking at me raising his brow. I move closer to him, standing between his legs. I place my hands on his muscular shoulders, I grab his chin with my left hand and lean in for a kiss, he moves his head.

I sigh shaking my head, "I'm over this" I say flipping my hair to one side, "just take me home Spooky" "I'll have Sad Eyes drop you off" he says getting up. "No!" I protest, "you're my man, either you take me home or I'm walking" "You wouldn't walk these streets alone" he laughs at me. "What's the worst they can do? rape me? you've already let that happen" I say opening the bedroom door.

Oscar slams the door shut and stands behind me. "Let that happen" he repeats slowly. I feel his breath on the back of my neck. I turn around, leaning against the door. "I-I didn't mean that I-" He walks away getting a black shirt from the drawer. "Lets go" he says putting on his shirt, moving me to the side and opening the door.

***

"Titi Nora asks if you like ceviche because she's making that on Sunday," I say looking at my phone, "should I tell her you can't make it?" I say looking up. My cellphone light shines on my face and he can see my eyes and nose were red from crying. "Nah I'll be there" Oscar responds softly.

We drive in silence for about 10 minutes. I take off my jacket, lean against the car door, curling up on the seat with my shoes hanging off. I place the jacket ontop of me and close my eyes. He looks over at me raising an eyebrow and stares back at the road.

He parks infront of my house. I stare at it confused. He rests his arm across the backrest, "what? you don't recognize your own house anymore?" he says laughing. I feel my eyes begin to water. I look at him, a tear falls from my eyes, I look away, "you know I get you're mad at me for whatever fucking reason but you don't have to be such a fucking dick," My bottom lip begins to tremble, "tan mala me comporte for you to act this way!" He furrows his eyebrows. "Fucking Leti within a week!" I yell slamming my hand on the dashboard. I take a deep breath, and wipe my tears, "me rechasas, you threw the watch I gave you, you left me stranded and then degrade me by sending me money with Mando like I'm a puta!" I say pointing at myself taking short rapid breathes.

"Y porque? because I wanted you to have better clientele!" I take a long shaky breath wiping my tears. "A-and then y-you send your boss-" I stutter, trembling. He tries to grab my hand, "Hey" I pull my hand away and continue, "s-so she can put a knife to my throat" my voice cracks. "Calm down" he says in a low concerned voice. "And th-threatens to kill me" I cry harder, gasping for air.

"V breathe" he says placing a hand on my back. I brush him off, "just like Johnny B wanted to kill me" I whisper sobbing in my hands. I gasp, "except she could. She could kill me because she has you" I face him, trembling. I scoot back against the car door. "Oh God she knows I would let you near me because I love you that's why she wants me to date you so you can kill me and you'll do it because she says so because you're a Santos and you have to" I begin to cry again.

He pulls me on top of him. I panic, "no no no no please Spooky don't kill me I don't want to die I'm sorry I'm so sorry for everything" I cry hysterically pushing myself off of him. "V" he grabs me by the wrists. "Please Oscar I know you're mad but please don't do this to me I swear I'll do anything no te molesto mas if you want" I plead trying to pull my arms free.

Oscar holds my face, "mirame, you gotta breathe bebe" he says in a calm voice. "Please Oscar I don't want to die I dont want to die please" I whisper sobbing shaking my head. "Calmate" he says closing his eyes resting his head against mine. I take a shakey breath in and exhaled. "I-" he shushes me, "breath" he repeats in a calm voice. I gently pushed him away, resting my hands on his chest, sitting back on his lap. I take slow deep breaths as he gently caresses my thighs.

*** so if you guys have seen On My Block, Cuchillos character is familiar. I feel this is how she should've been portrayed. A little psycho but it suits her. Hopefully I did her justice***

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