POETRY OF THE BROKE

89. Tempted

I tried it and didn't like it,
So many things on the cinema screen that look good,
So taboo,
I guess it's like eating Ice Cream with anchovies on top,
Disgusting,
But I guess it's better than waking up at 7 in the morning wondering when he's gunna take you home,
It's better than worrying about kids coming out of a situation that was just one night of fun,
But I love my beef,
To some extent I can't live with it but I can't live without it,
That's the crazy thing about it,
Longer than a week and it's terrifying,
Laying next to him like what you dreaming about,
He laying next to her like when you going to pack your bag and get out,
I already got what I wanted so there's no reason to stay here,
You have shied away all my fears and left me in a puddle full of regretful tears,
That I will keep in my closet for the rest of my years,
And I pray jesus really forgives,
The sins that feel so good when you need some,
Win some and loose some,
Getting tired of sleeping in random beds hun,
With dear johns maybe a dear jane,
Just want to forget her name,
The shame of that fame coming out is insane,
Keep a friendship only basis now no games,
I didn't like that shit,
I didn't like it,
No don't have to worry about kids,
But I hope jesus really forgives.