"But I know I can never do that. I must hide.."
What are you talking about?.
I leaned foward, placing my hands on the table
"You will find out soon"
He grinned
~~~~~
Ughhh, my head is bursting from overthingking
What were they blurting like that?
I don't even understand what they meant by the truth
From what I know, the only truth about the cause of the war was when some rogues and other vampires decided to kill each other, breaking a treaty
But when I think about it, no one knew which people started the fight
All that was discovered was the fact that the werewolves killed were more than the vampires killed so it was assumed the vampires had a started the fight
Which caused the elders of the various clans to declare a war against the vampires
Leading to the death of many
Along with destruction of properties
Stupid war, just because some people lost their lives, a bunch of foolish elders felt like sacrificing more lives to get stupid revenge
I didn't see the point in it
They should've just let it be, all of these wouldn't have happened
My life wouldn't have been so miserable
I hope those leaders rot in hell
I was walking through the dark quiet hallway
I had skipped all my classes and spent my time at the library
Well, eventually, it's the only quiet place I could be without having to listen to people bad mouthing me about Taehyung
I've just decided to go for lunch and also sit with Jen since she has been bugging me about my whereabouts all morning
Sighing
"Taehyung is really ---"
Wait wait, what is that sound?
Oh my goodness! Do they really have to be making out in school of all pllaces?!
I heard moanings and decided to check out it's source
I followed the sound of the feminine voice at the hallway
Oh hell!
I gasped when I saw a girl pinned against the gigantic pillar
Wait, Is that---
"Jungkook?"
I quickly covered my mouth to prevent myself from screaming
He was feeding on a girl in school
Why the hell will he do that?!
Oh no, Luna wolf don't start
I cried internally as I felt my wolf raging
My wolf was going crazy over the sight
Probably angry about his contact with another girl
Stop it!
I yelled at her when she tried to force me to going to them and ripping them apart. She was scratching me with her claws
I wasn't going to meddle in his business
No, I love my head way too much
He probably wouldn't spare me but my stupid wolf wouldn't understand it
"Stop it Luna wolf! "
I yelled in frustration
My eyes widened when I realized what I had done
He had stopped feeding her and had tilted his head
Oh no! He probably heard me eavesdropping
I need to run!
With this I sprinted drown the hallway, careful not to make much noise but my shoes were doing the opposite
Oh goodness, please help me
He'll kill me if he finds out
"Ah! "
A scream left my mouth when I was harshly yanked on my arm and pinned on the wall making me drop all my things in the floor
I started to panic as the familiar scent filled my noise
His eyes are red, I'm so dead!
~~~~~~~~
Jungkook's POV
Ring
Ring
"Hello" Yoongi hyung's voice sounds from the other side of the line
I gripped on to the washroom sink to stable myself
"Hy-hyung"
My voice shook as I tried to speak
"Jungkook? What is wrong? Are you ok? "
He asked worriedly
But I couldn't bring myself to answer him instantly
My head was throbbing badly and my throat was burning ass if set ablaze.
I was yearning for her blood again
Earlier this morning, my hyungs had managed to find the answer to my condition
They ended up concluding that it was because of the bond
Since we've bonded, I'm supposed to mark her and do some things to complete it
It is part of every vampire bond to taste your mate's blood at least once
It's part of marking your mate in order to complete the bond
He said I was facing the side effects of not doing so or whatever shits I didn't want to understand.
"Hyung, I can't control it, she's around .... I can smell her"
"Yah! Why did you come to school, I thought we forbade you from coming to school! Why did you disobey? ! "
I removed the phone from the ears to prevent his deafening yells from destroying my ear drum.
I know they forbade me from coming anywhere near her till they found a solution bu I hatedd being in the house alone like that.
"JUNGKOOK YOU SCUMBAG! IF YOU DRINK FROM HER WITHOUT MARKING HER SHE WILL DIE! SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN YOU IDIOT!Get that into your dumb -assed head! ".
His yelling had gotten worst
"Hyung, I know and that is why I've locked myself here "
I answered, gritting my teeth whiles thinking it would ease my pain
"Tell me where you are now! "
He won't stop yelling
"I'm in the boys washroom "
"Ok don't fucking go out ok? I'm coming to get you fuc- "
I hanged up to avoid hearing his last cursing at me.
I sighed and slid onto the floor.
It felt like centuries and my body had started shivering badly.
I can't handle this anymore
My ears picked up footsteps.
I could smell a human around
I could use that person for now.
Before I knew, I was out standing in front of a girl.
She let out a scream, probably startled by my sudden appearance.
I hated drinking from people's neck but I had no choice.
I needed something as a substitute for her blood.So I pinned her against the pillars, ignoring her loud gasp.
My vision became red as I held her chin to look into her eyes
"You will not fight me but stand still ok?"
I looked into her eyes keenly as I hypnotized her.She nodded slowly, still stating into my eyes.
"Now give me your neck"
She tilted her head slightly, my eyes could see the blood that was running through her veins.
I sank my fangs into her skin, the burning sensation in my throat cooling a bit.
Her blood wasn't what I basically needed but I had no choice.I decided to make her feel pleasure instead of pain.
I could hear her moaning
Humans and pleasure
It was easy for a vampire to decide which feeling they would make their prey feel when feeding on them.
Since she was doing me a favor of offering me her blood, I decided to repay her .
I was feeling extra-generous today.
Even though she didn't willingly offer it.
I didn't know for how long I was drinking from her until a very familiar voice interrupted. I tilted my head slightly to glance at the person.Right then I knew it was her
My thirst was still un-quenched and my nose was filled with her blood that smelt delicious for some reason.I allowed my vampire side to take dominion over my thinking .
"Nothing happened here ok, you were walking through this hallway going to the library . Nothing else happened".
I hypnotized after licking the bite mark to heal it.She nodded repeatedly at me before I sped to the direction of another scent of blood I've been craving for.
I wasn't myself.
I followed her scent, when I saw her running... I took her hand by the wrist and pushed her against the wall.
She screamed but I ignored it.
"J-Jungkook"
I wasn't focusing on her calling my name but on her neck that my face was approaching.My mouth open to display my fangs.
I was about to sink them in too her neck until realization hit me.
No!
Get a grip on yourself Jungkook
You will kill her .
I inhaled deeply and decided to do some things as a destruction.
"What other language do I need to speak for you to understand how I hate seeing your ugly face? "
My voice was husky as I tried to force myself from sucking her dry.
"J-Jungkook let go of my hand pl-please "
I felt her shaking under my grip around her waist, her voice was shaky as well. The fear was evident in her tone.
She tried to flee from me by making an attempt to push me but I resisted and held onto her wrist, pinning it on the wall and pushing her against the back against it.
I was now staring at her purple orbs .
That was the only destruction I could think of.
Her eyes showed terror.Her lips trembled uncontrollably.
I glared at her, the anger I always feel whenever I lay a sight on her dancing back to me. I saw tears escaping her eyes making me tighten my grip on her.
I knew my claws were digging into the skin of her wrist but I cared less. She should know how to mind her own business and not interfere with others feeding.
"Another sight of you and I swear I'll loose my sanity. Creatures like you disgust me ".
I spat remorsefully
A sob left her mouth but I could care less. Whenever I laid eyes on her, she reminds me of how my parents were killed by her kind right in front of my eyes.
"Why? "
She looked into my eyes, her glassy once that was filled with hurt staring at me deeply
"WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?! "
She yelled at me
"Never. Ever. Interfere with my feeding again.... Don't ever do that again".
I warned, ignoring her question.
Her tears were still streaming down her face still staring at me with a pained expression
"That's enough! "
Yoongi hyung's voice interrupted.
I felt a hand on my shoulder pulling me backwards, making me release her hand which fell limp on her side as she as averted her gaze elsewhere.
"Luna are you ok? "
She nodded still tearing up .
"Let's get you out of here Jungkook".
Yoongi hyung threw my right hand around his neck.... Putting his other hand around me to help me walk.
I spared her no glance as we stalled away.
~~~~~~~~~
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"What other language do I need to speak for you to understand how I hate seeing your ugly face? ".
"J-Jungkook let go of my hand pl-ease "
"Another sight of you and I swear I'll loose my sanity. Creatures like you disgust me "
Sighing
That guy really hates me, his hatred is no joke.I get all soft with his presence but why isn't he ready to let go?
I understand him, he has every right to be angry with my type. I felt the same way too.
But isn't it high time we let everything go?
Whatever happened in the past was the era of our parents, it has passed now.
Why can't he understand that the presence shouldn't be interfered with the past. If we look back then we will never be happy
"Ugh! "
I slammed my forehead on the table."Hey girl! "
Jen yelled as she approached my table."Heyy" I mumbled unceremoniously.
My head still on the table.
"What happened, are you ok? "
She pulled a chair to sit.
I nodded with my forehead still on the table
"Hey Luna, look up at me "
I felt her place her hand on my shoulder. I had been crying a while ago so I didn't want her to suspect anything.
But now, I just have to show her my messed face.
"Oh my goodness! What happened? Why are you crying? "
I smiled weakly at her panicked expression."Relax, I'm just ok... Don't worry"
She sighed
"You know you can always tell me every thing right? "
I nodded slightly
"Good "
She mumbled
"Aha! Where is your brother? Is he not still talking to you ?"
I lowered my head
I haven't seen Luca in a while
I just wanted to be independent right now and let him be.
He might still be angry at me. I don't know but it seems he was avoiding me.
At home, the only reason I always talk to was Jerry.
I never involve myself in any social gathering
I d-don't even go on patrol or hunting with them .
I'm just avoiding everyone
I just want to be left alone
"It's ok Luna, I'm sure Luca loves you way too much to ignore you forever".
Eventually I didn't want the truth, I just want to be alone
So I will believe every lie
Because the truth hurts sometimes
It always does
"Hey baby "
I groaned in annoyance at Taehyung's voice.
I could hear Jen giggle at my actions.
I just don't want him near me. Not now please,go away.
I could see him pull out a chair and shift close to my side.I just pulled mine further but he pulled it closer.
Ughhh! What the hell is wrong with him?!
After sometime, my cup was full so I decided to yell at him
"YAH KIM TAEHYUNG THE FUCKER WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? ! "
My yelling came out way more high pitched than expected. It drew attention.
Majority of those who heard me had started laughing, I just looked down in embarrassment.
I turned to look at the male who held a pout.
I found it so adorable
I've never seen this side of him and cute things always soften my heart.
He was looking down, fiddling with his fingers.
I sighed
"Uhm..... S-sorry about that.... I didn't mean to --"
"Yay! She's apologizing to me! "
I blinked at his childish act. He had his arms raised in the air and cheering like a seven year old.
Why was he acting this cute all of a sudden?
The playboy flirt I had known all these while looked totally different.
It was cute, I must say .
"Look, Taehyung... I've really been having a hard time since you started acting all clingy "
He raised a brow at me, still smiling .
"And getting close with me will bring more suspicion. Please, my life is already as screwed as it can be.... Don't make it hard for me anymore ".
I pleaded, hoping he would understand.
"No, but I just want to be friends ".I could hear Jen giggle at his pouty face.
Ughhh, why do I always get flattered by cute things?
It's if he knows, this devil is using that against me.
"Right Jen? Can I join your Friendship?"
Its not a fanclub you idiot.
Jen furrowed her brow at him, her eyes darting between I and him.
"Uhh... Yeah sure "
He jumped in joy, throwing his hand in the air.
"Yah! I didn't agree to that "
I glared at her.
She just gave me an apologetic look.
"Just let him be Luna, he just wants friendship".
She convinced.
I just leaned back , hurrying my face in my palm with a groan.
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"Stop it Taehyung! "
I yelled for the thousandth time today .
Since that day I agreed to him being part of our Friendship, the male had changed from being flirty to an absolute clinging koala.
He frustrates me all the time.
He would follow me wherever I go, he doesn't sit with the boys anymore.
He had become absolutely cute and over protective and clingy. Way too much for my liking .
I don't know if agreeing was right
He's acting as if I accepted his proposal instead of a mere Friendship.
And here I was, trying to eat my food but he keeps picking my fries.
"It tasty" I rolled my eyes at him. He can't taste it.
"As if he can taste something " I mumbled but I was sure he heard.
I didn't know why Jen left me with this guy to babysit alone .
He laughed loudly, pinching my cheeks.
"Stop it Taehyung! "
"No I won't.... You look pretty"
I bit back my smile at his compliment.
I wasn't going to fall for it
"You know, I'm your brother's mate.... Don't you think you should maintain some formality? "
I rolled my eyes
He scoffed
"Oh come on butterfly.."
He held onto my arm
I tried to pull it away but to no avail
"Taehyung, people are staring "
I whispered
"I don't care about them though... They can think whatever they want... They can't dictate my life for me ".
I stared at him in disbelief and sighed
****
I can't believe I had followed these two for an outing .
What the hell?
I looked at my wrist watch as I bit my lips nervously.
I've never gone out like this before and especially not when a playboy like Taehyung is in our company.
It's so late but Jen still insists on hanging out
"Come on Jen.... Its late, can we like continue another day ".
I whined making her roll her eyes .
We scanned at the mall, our eyes landing on a flirting Taehyung who was built whispering something into the counter lady's ears and she was idiotically giggling at it.
"He's so dirty ".
I cringed disgusted by the sight of him flirting with one of the staffs at the mall.
"Come on Luna, he's hot though "
Jen said with a daydreaming expression making my forehead crease at her.
"Don't tell me you find him hot "
I stared at her in disbelief.
"Uhhh, I mean.... He is hot and everyone with eyes will not deny".
She laughed nervously, tucking strands of her hair behind her ears.
"Yah Jen you---"
I couldn't complete my statement and she was already pulling me by the arm to another shop.
***
Why is my life so screwed?!
Who even told me to follow these two for an outing.
Now I was stuck with Kim Fucking Taehyung all alone.
Jen had left us because there was an emergency .
Now he's the one driving me home.
It's so uncomfortable and I just have a bad feeling about this.
I'm sure he has noticed my uncomfortable state as I sat in his red sports car.
Well the car was luxurious though but I couldn't help but to feel uncomfortable with his wicked grin.
He's probably having fun seeing me uneasy.
"Uhm.... Can I ask you something? "
I finally made an attempt to get rid of the awkwardness.
He tilted his head to look at me slightly, his smile contagious .
"Well , It depends "
I bit on my lip as I clenched my hand into a tight fist.
"H-how is Jungkook? "
I didn't notice it early but his expression had changed to somehow an angry one.
"Why are you asking me that? "
He sneered with his gaze still on the road ahead of us ,grip tightening on the steering wheel.
It made me wonder if I had made a mistake asking about him.
"Uhm.... It's just that... "
"Just..... I uhhhh..."
I stuttered, not sure what to really say at the now angry male.
His expression had totally changed
He looked dark and intimidating.
"Just what?! "
I flinched when he raised his voice at me,slamming his fist against the wheel.
What the hell is wrong with him?
I became terrified when he speed up with his driving. He was driving recklessly on the road and too fast.
I was scared...
"Taehyung slow down "
I said out of breath even though I hadn't done anything but my breathing was rapid.
He ignored me and proceeded to step harder on the accelerator.
My eyes went wide in horror.
I was starting to feel nauseous.
Immediately regretting my decision to join this outing .
"Taehyung! "
I felt tears welling in my eyes at the thought of dying. The guy was driving maniacally and it scared the shit out of me.
I held onto his arm pleading but that made him even speed up more.
"Taehyung please! "
I pleaded as I shook his arm, trying to stop him but careful not to make us get into any sort of accident.
I screamed when he swerved and pulled over at an unfamiliar alleyway.
My body almost collided with the car if not for the seatbelt .
Feeling the vomiting sensation, I quickly unbuckled the seat belt and opened the door. I hopped out hurriedly with my palm clutched onto my mouth and threw up just the moment I had gotten out.
After a minute of throwing up, I was now feeling the anger in me.
What was his damn problem? I only asked a mere question about his own coven brother.
I quickly turned to see him standing there with an unreadable expression.
"What the hell is your damn problem?! "
His eyes darkened and he glared back at me with the same intensity as mine.
"We could've gotten into a fucking accident as a result of your stupid self that didn't think twice"
I growled but that seemed to annoy him even more .
A certain force push me harshly till my back collided with a certain wall.
I yelped at the impact and looked up at the raging guy.
He was so angry that I could feel the heat radiating off him.
"Don't you think its quite unmannered to sit in a guy's car and ask about another fucking guy? ! "
My heart jolted in my chest at his dark tone, he slammed his fist against the spot next to my head.
I almost screamed , turning my head to avoid it. Fear crept inside of me.
But I wasn't going to let him off this time.
"The hell with you?! "
I harshly pushed him away from me making him stumble backwards as I got ready to tell him my mind.
"That fucking guy you are speaking of is my mate ,darn it! "
He looked surprised for a while, not until he started laughing manically, probably amused by my word as.
His deep dark laughter filled the whole place as I stared at him in confusion and waited till he was almost done,wiping an invisible tear from the corners of his eyes.
"Your mate? "
He asked in an amused tone but I didn't fail to notice the tinge of anger and evil in it.
"That your so called mate who rejected you? "
I felt tears brim my eyes, blurring my vision but I refused to cry in front of him.
I wouldn't blink them out.
"That your so called mate doesn't care about you?... He wishes you dead and will never ever acknowledge you. He hates you stupid! Come to your senses! "
I was lying when I said I wouldn't cry.
That moment I couldn't hold back my tears.
His words and memories crowded my mind making all the sorrowful emotions I buried for a while now go through me.
I bit back my sobs but allowed the tears to flow.
He was laughing again.
After a long while of tearing my eyes out, I just wanted to go to bed.
I wanted to lie in my soft bed and cry myself to sleep.
Until now, I didn't know I was still affected by my mate this way.I thought I didn't care
But it still hurts
My wolf is in pain
My wolf is weak
And my heart is a weak
She doesn't talk to me anymore
She refuses to make me turn
This hurts more than death
It hurts more than physical pain
Emotional pain always, hurts more than physical pain
They never heal but physical wound will always heal.
"What did I ever do to all of you ?"
I muttered below a whisper, my eyes glazed over . His expression was still unreadable .
"WHAT DID I EVER DO TO HIM AND TO YOU FOR YOU GUYS HATE ME LIKE THIS! I CAN'T EVEN LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY! EVERYDAY I HAVE TO LIVE WORRYING ABOUT THE FACT THAT I WILL BE DYING SOON AND FOR YOU ALL TO STUPIDLY MAKE IT WORSE! "
I yelled in anger, my eyes shut as I cried .
I remained still when I felt his cold hand on my upper arm.
"Its ok, if Jungkook doesn't like you.... Then not all of us hate you ".
I ignored him, still crying with my eyes tightly shut.
I just want to get away from them.
All of them.I'm so sick of this.
"Fuck off"
I pushed his hands off me and tried to go way from him.
But he was fast enough to pull me back, pinning me against the wall.
I was taken aback by his action.
His nails were digging into my skin, I was sure my arm was bruised
I yelped in pain and stared at his face with shock. My heart dropped instantly my stomach when I saw his blood red eyes.
He wasn't in control anymore.
Vampires get reckless when their eyes changed colour.He wasn't himself anymore .
I tried to break free but his grip on me was tighter. Struggling was no use.He wouldn't budge.
I watched as a wicked smirk crept on his lips.
"You look sexy trying to escape"
I shivered at his voice. His fangs flashed when he spoke.
"Taehyung.... P-please stop this "
I looked at him pleadingly but no, it didn't help at all.
Again, he laughed so creepily that I felt my knees wanting to give in.
"You know, I tried to be nice... I tried not to force you to become mine ".
I shivered when he glided his fingers on my face.
"But now, I think I have to do it harshly..... Trust me, you will thank me later ".
I was terrified
What does he mean?
"What are you---"
My words were cut by his head that had been buried into my shoulder. I hardly had the time to react when I felt his fangs scrape against my skin.
My eyes widened in horror.
He didn't leave second to pass by and I felt a sharp pain at my lower neck. It took a while before I could process what was happening.
He had bitten me , I could feel the blood being sucked out of me.My efforts to push him proved futile.
He sank his fangs further and the pain was unbearable. I screamed.
The pain I felt was too much to the extent that I began crying once more.
It felt like centuries and he wasn't stopping.
So I felt my legs giving in
My vision was slowly becoming blurry.
I blinked furiously ,trying to stay awake but I couldn't.
That was when I allowed my body to fall as I expected to feel the impact of the floor which never came.
Instead arms wrapped around my waist, I didn't have the urge to see who because it was obvious .
I just surrendered to the darkness, my hands falling limp on my side.
Jungkook's POV
It was long past dinner but we just sat behind the long glassy dining table, each of us doing their own thing
There were six of us with only Taehyung being absent
Some had their legs thrown on the table, with their laptops and phones
The only edible thing were the glasses of red liquid on the table
I had my headset on as I pressed scrolled down the internet whiles nodding to some raps and songs that shuffled itself randomly
Suddenly I felt my heartbeat quicken
At first I ignored it, too engrossed in what I was doing
But suddenly I paused with my brows knitted, trying to figure out why I was feeling nauseous
Probably because of that stupid bond
I'm not in the mood for this
Not right now
The burning in my throat is enough
What the hell?!
I resumed to typing on my phone when it calmed down
For a while I was glad it had stopped but it didn't last long until I began to feel uneasy
I removed my headset and stared blankly ahead of me
The atmosphere fell silent with Jimin and Hoseok hyung's bickering .
I was sure they had noticed me.
"What's wrong Kook?"
Jin hyung asked but I shook my head slightly and continued to stare at nothing.
A sharp pain shot through my left arm and I felt it a stop at where my mark was. The mate mark began burning uncontrollably.
I lifted up my sleeve and hissed in pain as I stared at the red glowing mark.
It was painful.
I made an attempt to rub it but it didn't cool down.
"Shit! "
I cursed and pushed the chair , dashing up the staircase when I couldn't take it anymore.
I paid no attention to their yelling.
I pushed my bedroom door opened and harshly kicked my bathroom door opened with my foot, immediately rushing to the sink and turning the tap on.
The burning had cooled a bit but not entirely . For a while, I continued to caress the spot with the water still running on it.
I didn't look at the footsteps behind me because it was way obvious who they were.
My hand was pulled from under the tab, my head snapped up to look at Namjoon hyung who had his gaze fixed on the still glowing mark and my red skin
"What is it Joon?" Jin hyung joined him as they both stared at my hand
I on the other hand couldn't process anything so I kept my head down, staring at the spot blankly .
There was one thing that was for sure, it's the bond.
But the question is, why did it not be in my throat but rather my mark?
I haven't really been myself since this shitty bond started.
I looked at them blankly as they looked back and forth at each other as if having a stare communication.
They probably knew what was wrong with me
Hey, am I the only one excited that Tae could be on wattpad?! 😅😅 Other authors are rather not happy but hey, I dun see anything wrong with it tho. 😅
JinHit announces a comeback... I'm happy but unlike others I think it's way too far(╯︵╰)