Louis pov:hey Louis is something wrong?yea im in love with someone i can't have and he is standing right in front of me.no nothings wrong harry just thinking that's all:).are you sure?ya haz I'm fine.ok me an the boys are gonna go out to a party!want to come?no thanks I'm a little tired i think i will just go to sleep.oh...alright then g'night!night haz..how can he just sit there pretending like that kiss never happened?!i turn to go in the kitchen and hit my toe against a table.ugh!who the fuck put that table there!i walk to the kitchen and grab a beer,alcohol that ill calm me down.i chug the whole bottle in under a minute.i feel the familiar head rush and i slowly start to feel better.why him?why harry?i continue sitting there for about 10 minutes hating myself for bieng in love with him.i sit there for a few minutes more until my phone rings,and of cours its eleanor.i find myself hating that name more and more each day.hello?hey modest called and said we should go out on a date tonight so people will still think your not a complete fag.i could hear the utter disgust in the way she said that word.ya we should totally go out tonight!try not too look to much like an attention whore you dick sucker.whatever just meet me outside of the my house in 20 k?whatever.god she is such a bitch why couldn't they atleast get a girl who isn't a homophobic whore who can't keep her legs or her mouth closed?well,here goes nothing.