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Cheena's only question.. how will you keep a feelings that keeps on growing? the impossible dream book 3 :) i... 更多

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
EPILOGUE

Chapter 38

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***Cheena's POV***

Grabe first day of work ang dami agad endorsement, pero maganda na rin yun atleast magiging busy na ako..

Halos maubos ang oras ko kakabyahe pabalik balik sa office, government office, resto ulit, government office ulit, documents then revise hanggang sa wala akong natapos maghapon haha

Anyway may bukas pa naman, 4pm na kong nakabalik ng office, dinaanan ko si Jana na busy sa computer niya katabi niya si Sir Clyde.. Maasar nga tong bruhang to mamaya hahaha

9pm na kaming natapos sa trabaho namin.. Pagdating namin sa staff house ay agad akong na ligo at nahiga..

Ang daming ginawa ngayong araw.. At marami na naman bukas.. Namiss ko to! Namiss kong magpaka busy ng ganito ayieeeee!!!

***Joy Abigail's POV***

"guys I already book our flight and your hotel near our house so no need to worry" masayang announce ko sa Bangtan pagkatapos ng photoshoot namin ng araw na yun

"Jjinja?" gulat na sabi ni Jhope

"de"

"Komawo" sabi naman ni RM

"abiabi are you excited to see ate?" tanong ni Jimin

"isn't it we should asks our hyung that question?" tanong naman ni JK sabay tingin kay kuya jin na abala na naman sa cellphone niya..

"mwo?" pabalik tanong niya na hindi pa din inaalis ang tingin sa screen ng cp niya

"are you excited to see noona?" parang nakakalokong tanong ni Taehyung

"Ani.."simpleng sagot niya

Bwisit siya! Kutusan ko siya eh.. Mula kase nung mangyari ang huling video call namin kay ate ay di ko na siya nakausap pa.. Hmp!! naiinis kase ako sakanya

Nagtinginan ang mga boys na halatang di naniniwala..

"maybe when we see noona, we should hold her hand tight and never let go" out of nowhere na sabi ni JK

"anniyo.. I think we should give her a hug" suggestion ni taehyung na gumagawa pa ng example

"yeah.. Thats right so she could feel that we really missed her" pag sang ayon naman ni Jimin

Nakita kong umarko na ang kilay ni kuya Jin.. Uy.. Parang affected pa ah.. Maasar nga

"or much better if you give her a kiss" sabad ko na patingin silang lahat sakin

"a... a... a kiss????" halos sabay sabay nilang sabi

"YAH!!!!! How could you suggest to my brother that kind of things! you naughty little lady!" react niya sabay tayo.. nagsimula na din mamula ang tenga niya

"wehyo? What so wrong of giving my ate a kiss?" tanong ko naman

"no one should give her a kiss!"

"this is not good, Jin hyung ears are getting red.." comment ni Jhope

"yes.. Its a sign he is getting angry" agree ni suga

"I don't care,.. I will just asks my ate to kiss all of you except you!" turo ko sakanya

"then I will tell the dog not to kiss any of you!"

"why?"

"because she's mine and mine only!" gigil na sabi niya

Natulala kaming lahat sakanya

Anung ibig niyang sabihin????

***Cheena's POV***

Bigla akong nagising sa kalagitnaan ng gabi, chineck ko ang oras at 11 na pala ng gabi.. 8pm na kami nakauwi kanina at nakatulog pala ako..nakita kong may missed call ako..

nagmiss call si Joy?? Bakit kaya??

tinawagan ko siya agad at good thing na sumagot din agad siya

Hindi ba marunong matulog tong bata na to? 12mn na niyan dun ah..

"ATE!!! May sasabihin ako sayo tungkol kay kuya~"

"hoy babae, hindi ka ba marunong magpahinga? 12 na dyan ah.." inaantok na tanong ko

"hindi kase ako mapakali.. AY!!! anung nangyari sa buhok mo!!!!"

"ahhh nagpagupit ako.. Hindi mo ba nakita sa fb ko?" pabalik tanong ko sakanya

"baket??"

"ahmmm.. Nagmomove on na kase ako, tutal naka move on na din naman siya"

"hindi ate.. Hindi yun yung ibig nyang sabihin"

"anung hindi?? wag ka ngang anu jan.. Sinabi na niya diba? nandun ka diba?"

"hindi nga kase ano~"

"Joy.. Tama na.. Kung kami kami talaga, wag na tayong umasa.. Ayaw ko na umasa kaya naman magmomove on na ko, support nalang little sis ok?" nakangiting sabi ko

na tahimik siya..

"uuwi ka na nga pala next week noh, hanggang kaylan ka dito??" pagiiba ko ng usapan

"ha??? Hanggang end of the month te"

"sige libot tayo nun, 2 days off naman ako.. Ayieee excited na ko.. O siya na babye na muna.. ANTOK NA ANTOK na ko.. Akala ko pa naman may sasabihin kang importante.. O siya na... Ingat ka palagi! Ikamusta mo nalang ako sa Bangtan love you!!" pagpapaalam ko, hindi ko na si ya hinintay pang sumagot at binaba ko na ang call..

Alam ko kaseng kukulitin niya lang ako na maniwala na may pagasa pa kami ni Jin kahit na siya na mismo ang nagsabi ng nakamove on na siya

******

FRIDAY na pala ngayon!!ang bilis ng araw!! Maaga kong dinatnan ko si Jana ss kusina na nagsasaing na..

"Good morning friend!" masayang bati ko dito

"Good morning Ms. Antukin.. Ni hindi ka man lang kumakain kapag gabi, ilang araw ka ng ganyan! kaloka ka!" sumbat niya..

Natawa ako..

"well.. ganun din naman ako dati sa Korea eh"

"hoy babae!alam mo bang hindi tama yang ginagawa mo? Papanong ang isang hardworking na babae ay di kumakain ng maayos huh!?? Hindi yun maganda sa health mo!" sermon niya.

Bigla nalang may nagflashback sa utak ko

***flashback***

"yah!! How come a working woman like you don't eat properly.. You know that it's not good for your health" sermon niya

"I know its just that~" hindi ko na natuloy ang sinasabi ko dahil bigla nalang naningkit ang mga mata niya "Hmmm ok I will eat properly from now on promise" bawi ko sabay taas ng kanang kamay ko

***end of flashback***

Oo nga pala nangako nga pala ako kay Jin na kakain na ko ng maayos.. Hayst..

"hoy! Nakikinig kaba?"

"ha??" wala sa sariling sagot ko "oo... Oo naman anu ka ba" dagdag ko pa

"hmmm anyway.. Ikaw na magluto ng ulam ha.. Ligo na ko" sabi niya bago tuluyan umalis ng kusina

habang naghahanap ako ng pagkain sa ref ay nakarinig ako ng yabag sa kusina namin.. Baka may nakalimutan si Jana kaya bumalik

"uy friend,.. Anung gusto mong ulam.. Adobo o caldereta?" tanong ko pero laking gulat ko ng makita ko sa Ms. Kim at Sir Clyde sa harap ko..

"adobue? Caldereita?" naguguluhang tanong ni Ms. Kim

"she is asking for their viand mam" paliwanag ni sir Clyde

"oh?! You can cook?" amazed na tanong niya

"de" sagot ko sabay yuko

"Well.. Can you cook for us too? I want the 2nd one the calde... calde..." hindi niya matapos tapos ang sinasabi niya kaya sumingit na ko

"caldereta po?"

"yes.. That one.."

"Ok po.." yuko ko ulit "I will prepare for our lunch mam"

"Komawo... we will just go back here later" ngiti pa niya sabay lakad palabas ng staff house

"sorry bigla kaming nag visit ah, gusto daw niyang ma check kung OK lang daw kayo dito eh" pagpapaliwanag ni sir Clyde

"Ok lang yun sir.. Walang problema dun" ngiti ko naman sakanya, ngumiti naman siya pabalik sakin bago tuluyang lumabas..

"hays... Anung gagawin ko ngayon??? Sana masarap ang maging results ng luto ko, sumarap kayo ah" sabi ko sa karne bago ko ito tuluyang ibabad

Pressure!!!

******

Hindi muna kami nag Official Business trip dahil nagrevise muna kami ng mga documents, panay ang sulyap ko sa office ni Ms. Kim hoping na aalis siya pero hindi..

saktong 12noon ay lumabas na siya ng office niya

"let's go?" yaya nya...

Natataranta kaming sumunod sakanya papunta ng staff house namin

Agad naming hinanda ang hapag kain an at inaasikaso silang dalawa..

Unang kumuha ng pagkain si Ms. Kim.. dahan dahan siyang sumubo ng pagkain at tila ba inaalam niya ang lasa ng kinakain niya

Para kaming sira ni Jana na naghihintay ng comment niya

"Well.. It taste good" nakangiting sabi niya

Nakahinga kami ng maluwag

"you can eat now, don't be shy to us" dagdag pa niya

kumuha na rin kami ng pagkain at nag simula na kumain maya maya ay nag comment naman si Sir Clyde

"masarap siya, you're a good cook ah" comment niya

"hindi naman po" nahihiyang sagot ko

"she's a good cook to be a good wife someday" pagmamalaki naman ni Jana

"wehyo? Do you have a boyfriend?" nanlalaking matang tanong ni Ms. Kim..

"ani.. Anniyo.. I don't have a boyfriend mam" pagtanggi ko

"she has ma'am, but they broke up" sabad na naman ni Jana

"Jjinja?? Who is that lucky guy?"

"ahmmm his name is Kim Seok Jin mam, yes that is his name but they already broke up" sagot na naman ni Jana.. Nakita kong lalong nanlaki mga mata ni Ms. Kim..

"mwo???"

"no mam.. He is not my boyfriend, he is just my friend!" react ko

"no mam, you know what? she loves him so much thats why she cuts her beloved hair to moved on" kontra naman ni Jana

"no!! No mam don't believe her" kontra ko din

bigla siyang natawa.. Na tahimik kami

"Joseonghabnida" pagpapapaumanhin ko

"sorry po" sabi naman ni Jana

"it's ok... Seems like you really love him to cut your hair that short just to move on..." comment ni Ms. Kim

"yes mam super!" pagsangayon na naman ni Jana

"do you really loved him??"baling nito sakin

"yes po, I really do loved him" sagot ko, wala namang mawawala kung sakali hindi naman kase nila kilala

"so why did you two end up?"

"po?we didn't really end up ma'am, because he was never my boyfriend" pagamin ko

"I see.. So let me rephrase my question? how did you two meet and how did you loved him?"

"po?? Ahmm" pano nga ba?

"yey!!! gusto ko din malaman" sabi naman ni Jana na mukhang interesadong interesado na talaga.. Tinignan ko si sir Clyde na nakatingin din sakin

"well...I was a fan before.. A fan of the BTS without biasing anyone" umpisa ko

"I know that, that is true" patango tangong sabi ni Jana

"then 1 day they went here for concert and meet and greet, I was just going to help my sister to get signatures from them when suddenly he is there in front of me smiling as if I saw a light in him, my world has stopped and all I see was him" kwento ko

"then he called me some not nice name that same day I like him so I began to hate him,"

"how come you hate him but you like him?" naguguluhang tanong ni sir Clyde

"well.. Its complicated right? But it all began to get clear when I met him again at Korea, he used to bully me everyday, everyday we fight, but everyday he does something for me out of his concern, I began to realize that my feelings for him is still there, he cooks for me, he took care of me and he is always there whenever I need him" unti unti ng bumaba lik sakin ang nakaraan namin ni Jin

"specially when we were in Singapore, a guy tried to kidnapped me and he is there to protect me, all those times he tried to protect me, until I asked him to stopped, right there and then he told me he loves me" hindi ko napansin umiiyak na pala ako

"Cheena" comfort ni Jana sakin.. Nag-abot naman ng tissue si sir clyde

"sorry po" pagpapaumanhin ko

"its OK, I feel that you are hurt, did you ever told him how you feel?"

"I did not have the chance to tell him ma'am but I really wanted to, I wanted to tell him that I love him too, that I care and wanted to be with him, but I think it will never happen again because the last time we talked he said he has moved on already"

"really?"

"yes mam and I believed him, I believed he has moved on because hello how come a good looking and personality like him loved someone as low as me, that is why I have decided to move on too" sagot ko sabay labas ng ngiti..

"do you still love him?" tanong na naman niya

"po?"

"Well.. I think you do because if not you will not cry right?"

"yes mam, i still love him... But I need to moved on from him, the least i can do is to forget him" ngiti ko

hindi na siya kumibo.. Ngumiti na lang siya at kumain.. Anu ba yan.. Pano ba ko makakapag move on nito kung palagi ko siyang kinukwento!...

******

Natapos ang maghapon ko sa office kaka revise lang ng mga documents na dapat naming. I submit para. Sa opening ng resto..

Bago pa man kami maguwian ay bigla nalang akong tinawag ni Ms. Kim sa office niya

"Cheena shi, I want you to be our cook for the meantime so that we don't have to buy outside food, is that OK?" tanong niya

"yes mam" sagot ko sabay yuko

"I would like you to have these recipes so please cook it for us?because I am planning if ever that this restaurant would be a buffet of Filipino and Korean food" nakangiting sabi na naman niya

"ahhh ok po mam" sagot ko sabay kuha ng listahan sa kamay niya

"anyway our head chef will be here next week since Clyde already hired cooks.."

"ok po mam"

"he will be staying on staff house as well, please take good care of him" nakangiting bilin niya

"yes ma'am"

"Thats all, you can go back to work"

"thank you po" nakangiting sagot ko sabay labas ng pinto..

***Jana's POV***

"ANO!???" gulat na sigaw ko ng makita ko ang listahan na ginawa ni Ms. Kim, katatapos lang namin magdinner kaya naman nanood muna kami ng TV.. "kaya mo bang iluto lahat yan everyday??"

"siguro..hindi ko naman maintindihan si Mam Kim anung trip pero ok na din atleast alam nating safe ang food natin hahaha" tawa niya

"masarap naman kaya?"

"syempre.. Ganyan din niluluto ko sa Korea noh"

"sabi mo eh" suporta ko "pero ang weird noh? Pano niya kaya nalaman ang mga pangalan ng food nato"

"ang alin?"

"etong mga pinapa luto niya gaya nito, sinigang na salmon belly, adobong manok, patatim, pork barbeque, chicken soup? Anu kayang klaseng chicken soup to?"

"baka chicken noodle soup or soupas haha" tawa niya

"pero pano niya nga nalaman to?diba full pledge Koreana siya"

"malay mo nagsearch baliw! Alam mong easy access na sa Internet.. nu kaba!" sabi niya

"sabihin na nga nating ganun, e diba may chef na tayo next week bakit di nalang sakanya magpaluto?"

"feeling ko kase korean din yung chef natin kase naririnig ko siyang mag hangul kanina sa office"

"ow??"

"oo nga, tsaka sabi niya kanina he daw yun so meaning lalake yun" nakangising sabi niya

"edi maganda kung lalake siya, para makapag move on kana sa Jin mo"

"baliw!" react niya

"alam mo ang tagal na nating pinaguusapan yang jin mo na yan pero hindi ko pa nakita mukha niya, patingin ako,, may picture ka ba niya?" panga asar ko

"wala noh! Nagmomove on nga ako diba??"

"eh pano ko makikita?"

"search mo?" sagot niya sabay tayo

"oh san ka pupunta?" tanong ko

"aakyat na po.. Antok na ko eh, tsaka maaga pa tayo bukas"

"uy sama ako.. Ayaw ko magisa dito noh.." tayo ko din sabay patay ng TV..

pero ang weird talaga eh.. hindi ko maintindihan pero talagang na wi wirduhan ako ah...

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