Ship: Markrenhyuck
Genre: Angst ; Highschool AU
Plot: Renjun thinks Mark can never love him since his heart beats for Donghyuck only I guess he was wrong....
Words: ~2039~
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Renjun smiles sadly as he watched his crush Lee Mark laughing and hugging the one and only Lee Donghyuck but he didn't hate the sun kissed boy in fact he was actually also his crush yeah sounds weird his crushes are crushing on each other but they seem happy with each other and if they are happy he's happy too or that's what he keeps telling himself as he looked away tears streaming down his cheeks going out of the library but it seems like he misunderstood something
"Omg stop teasing me!" Mark said getting embarrassed since Donghyuck caught him staring at 'their' crush they both have a major crush on Huang Renjun and since they were brothers they decided to share just like what their mother taught them 'If you both want the same thing as the other one then share it' no one knew they were brothers so many people always thought they were a couple since they look nothing a like but that is only because they both are copies of their parents
Donghyuck was a copy of his mom only more manly with a strong jawline and strong features making the boy look overly handsome but also somehow pretty but the tanned skin was thanks of his mom he was ashamed of it before since it's not usual in Korea but now he is showing it off proudly
Meanwhile Mark was a copy of his dad even their characters are identical both are completely dense yet smart they are both very competitive and don't like too much skinship but his mother and Donghyuck always have to cross the line with their kisses and hugs their visuals were also almost identical with the seagull eyebrows and ash black hair pale skin strong cheekbones and jawline and of course their big heads
"You love him too so stop will you!" Mark glared at the boy in front of him who was holding his stomach laughing at his brother "Sry sry your face was just really funny!" He said wiping away the tears of his eyes while Mark only rolled his eyes "So when shall we make a move?" Donghyuck asked after he calmed down looking at the other seriously "I don't know what if he doesn't like us that way?!" All the what ifs going through his head till he felt someone slap the back of his head "You're really fucking dense don't you see the way he stares at us!"
Donghyuck was right he always caught Renjun somewhat staring at him but the boy always looked away embarrassed with a light blush on his cheeks it was cute he thought "We have next period with him lets sit beside him!" and with that they went to class looking out for the boy in a sweater
They didn't know why but Renjun always wore sweaters but they weren't complaining his sweater paws are really freaking adorable and matched with his round glasses it just makes him look even more innocent and the Lee brothers want to ruin this innocence but they didn't know what the secret behind the sweater paws are
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Renjun hates himself he hates how he's so short and weak how he looked more feminine with slim waist and narrow shoulder, wide hips "Maybe that's the reason they don't like me..." he said pinching his non existent fat but for him it seemed like he is fat he looked in the mirror and only saw a fat ugly boy he stopped eating only to turn in skin and bones and he stopped sleeping normal and with the whole school stress on top of it made the boy cut himself
He cuts himself thinking he deserved believing that someone as ugly as him doesn't deserve to live that he has to die and feel pain his parents left him saying the will come back but they left him alone in the house when he was 12 years old they did pay the rent and Renjun got letters every month with money to eat when he turned 16 years old he felt betrayed and unwanted thinking why they did that but somehow Renjun got used to it got used to the pain and the feeling of being alone so to hide all this terrible things he does to himself he wears hoodies everyday
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Finally Donghyuck and Mark spotted the boy he was seating in the back making their way towards him sitting on each side of him so he was in between them making the boy slightly uncomfortable not daring to look up "W-we could switch s-seats if y-you want to H-hyung..." Renjun said in soft voice fiddling with the hem of his hoodie still not looking up "No I like it here and I think Donghyuck likes his seat too!" and Renjun nodded still not looking up till a hand was under his chin making him look up "Dont look away i want to see your beautiful face!"
Lies he wasn't beautiful but he said nothing looking back to the blackboard trying to take notes but he was getting uncomfortable as he felt stares from his side making him fell uneasy 'Do I really look that ugly or do I stink?' but he didn't say anything continuing to write down notes
"You want to hang out with us after school we could go eat ice cream!" Mark suggested and Renjun thought about it 'Do I really want to third wheel but I mean its ice cream!' He thought looking up meeting Marks dark orbs "S-sure" he mentally slapped himself for stuttering as he stood up and bid them goodbye
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School was finally over and Renjun made his way to the locker seeing Markhyuck leaning against the locker beside his while talking stopping after seeing Renjun shyly making his way over to them "Hey beautiful Angel~" Haechan flirted making Renjun blush "H-hey Donghyuck hey Mark hyung" he said greeting them back as he tried to cover his cheeks with his sweater paws making the boys coo
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"So tell us something about you!" Haechan said excitedly licking his ice cream looking at Renjun "Ehm w-well I'm 18 years old I love to draw my parents left me when I was 12 so I live alone ever since that time and yeah..." Renjun said eating his ice cream
He thought that he would be a third wheel but that wasn't true in fact they included him as if he was their boyfriends completely focused on him and everything he says and does and it made him shy
"Oh well we live with our parents we're brothers and Donghyuck is one year younger than me!" Mark smiled and Renjuns head shot up at what he heard "Y-you are brothers?" and they both nodded and Renjun blushed in embarrassment all this time he had thought they were lovers but in reality they were brothers
"What did you thought?" Donghyuck asked laughing a little "W-well I-i thought you were l-lovers or s-something..." Renjun admitted shyly and looked up to see the boys reaction but they only fake gagged "I would never date seagull brow even if we weren't brothers!" he said eating his ice cream as Mark rolled his eyes at the statement and they talked a bit more
When they finished eating their ice cream they walked Renjun home "T-thanks for today I had fun" Renjun said giving them a cute smile which mad their heart race "We also had fun hope we can go on another date sometime!" Mark said and they both stepped forward holding Renjun on each hand and kissed his cheeks at the same time and went home waving at the blushing mess
"Omg omg omg they kissed me when did i get so lucky!" he said happily jumping up and down excitedly till he saw a letter on the floor picking it up
Dear Renjun,
how have you been my son me and your mom thought about telling you personally but we don't want to see your face. We will stop paying your bills this will be the last month go and find yourself a job and take care of yourself you're now old enough. Hope to never see you again you disgrace
Best wishes,
Dad
'Why do they hate me so much am I really this ugly' he thought looking in the mirror "Yes you are look at you no wonder they left you. Mark and Donghyuck don't love you they just pity you why would they love someone ugly like you!" a voice said inside Renjuns head as he gripped his hair frustrated taking a razor blade out of the drawer and cutting himself again watching the blood drip down while smiling
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The next day Renjun went to school with head down and hoodie thrown over his messy hair so nobody could see the bags under his eyes he didn't get much sleep last night since he tried to find a job and luckily he found one as barista he would start today
"Hey Junnie how-" Donghyuck asked but he was cut off when Renjun just slammed his locker shut and ignored him walking away "Wow that hurted me..." he said face falling as he looked like a kicked puppy meanwhile Mark just patted his back saying "Maybe he just had a bad day?" Yeah maybe
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It was lunchtime and the boys didn't see Renjun anywhere so they went to search for him going up to the rooftop and there he was standing the wind blowing softly through his hair he looked ethereal but as soon as he saw them he grabbed his bag and tried to go
"Renjun why aren't you downstairs in cafeteria " Mark said blocking his way to the door "I don't have money to buy food can I go now" Renjun said annoyingly slipping under Marks arm but Donghyuck grabbed his wrist making the boy hiss because of the new cuts and Mark seemed to notice as he rolled the hoodie up only to see the cuts making both of them tear up
All the time he had been hiding this "Why Renjun why are you hurting yourself like that..." he asked tears running down as he was now facing the boy with his tired face "I deserve it I'm a disgrace a mistake look at me I'm ugly I don't deserve happiness I don't deserve you two..." Renjun whispered tears rolling down his cheeks
"No don't say that you're a wonderful the prettiest thing i've ever seen and we love you for that and we want you to be our boyfriend because you deserve all the happiness in the world!" Donghyuck said hugging the boy tightly so he was sandwiched between the two brothers "I love you guys too..."
"Ok now tell us what happened" Donghyuck said after the boy stopped crying and Renjun just started talking about everything that was going through his mind till they noticed that school was over but they didn't care
"How about you live with us my parents would love you since we love you!" Mark suggested and Renjuns eyes widened "W-would that really be ok?" he asked unsure if they were serious or not "Of course but you have to promise us to stop doing this to yourself okay!" Donghyuck said as he kissed the boys forehead softly when Renjun nodded "Then lets go get your things!"
The Lee's welcomed Renjun with open arms and treated him like their own son and Renjun went every week to therapy to get over his trauma and after some months he was more then healthy and could stop going to therapy sessions meanwhile his relationship with Mark and Donghuyck was just perfect like in those books he always read and hopefully it would also have an happy end
The end
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Hey guys hope you liked it and I'm really shitty in writing ends if you noticed so sry see you next time!!!