Birdy

Ch.7 The ending

I can't believe I did it. I never thought I would be able to. I had pictured this day. I had also pictured the other ending. I don't know which one I was supposed to like best. Maybe its different for different people. Maybe some think of this as their happy ending and others think of it as painful. It all depends on your life before. I lied to my self. I was strong enough to do it. I just couldn't take all the pain anymore. I dearly missed my one and only best friend. I wonder if she waited for me. I can't wait to see her. Its been so long. I tried to ignore it. Infact I ignored it for 3 years, but it just kept getting worse and worse and it would never stop. All it took for me was a knive and hatred words. I wrote a letter to Angelica. I made my teacher promise to give it to her on April 24th. A Thursday to be exact. I also made her promise not to read it. I told her that it wasn't anything important it was just that I had to give something for a project and I wanted my teacher to give it her that date. Of course I had lied I couldn't tell the teacher that I was giving her a suicide letter. I told her that I was going to be out of town. She agreed and promised me that she wouldn't read it and give it to her on April 24th, a Thursday to be exact. Which is the day me and my best friend took our lifes.