I'm falling down so hard looked in the mirror realizing that I'm Nothing.My monster yells at me screaming harsh things making me crumbling holding my stomach. My Eating disorder has gotten out of hand and I know it and my cutting.I cry so that no one hears me cutting deeper than before letting the blood drip onto my sheets leaving them stained red.Realizing what I've done I try to cover up the mess I made before my mother sees what I've become...the little fucking bastard she gave birth to the one Who isn't strong enough to confess what has happened to me .Fuck! I'm crumbling hurting like crazy.Someone will understand this the ones Who knows how it feels the ones called EMO, IGNORANT, ATTENTION SEEKER... The ones Who knows what pain is