The date
"after taehyung asked me on that date, we started being close"
"Closer"
"and closer"
"we spent days and nights together"
"talking about ourselves and everything"
"for the first time i actually felt loved"
"loved like never before"
"but that night changed everything"
"why did i have to blame everything on him"
"why did i tell him i hated him"
"why did i push him away"
"it wasn't even his fault"
"he had nothing to do with it"
"and to begin with he was always there"
"always waiting for me, no mater how long i would take and no matter how his heart would break"
"he was my perfect match"
"i just had to screw up"