Jimins Pov
My eyes flutter open, the sunlight coming from a nearby window causes me to squint, my eyes attempt to adjust to the sudden brightnesss. I slowly begin to sit up and stretch my arms, I yawn from the drowsiness of my recent awakening.
Quickly after, a soft smile adornes my face, resulting from the various bird chirps that came from my backyard. The utter peacefulness that surrounds me is unusual, as I've begun to get used to the loud and disruptive sounds of daily life.
It feels nice.
My eyes softly close as I try to savor the unusual but delightful sounds. I take a deep breath in and open my eyes once again.
I stand up and attempt to fix my bed, which has become a pile of messy sheets and misplaced pillows. Once I finish, I start to walk to my kitchen to make myself some breakfast. I grab my phone as I leave, ignoring the constant notifications coming from it, determining that they're just likes from my latest post.
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I finish making and eating my breakfast that consisted some waffles with strawberries and blueberries on the side.
'Have a good feeling about today'
I choose to finally check my phone, my eyebrows furrow at the multple missed calls, texts, and posts that engulfed my notifications. I decide to text Tae and Jin before I do anything else.
The three gay musketeers
Chim 🥰
Hey you guys, I just noticed all the missed calls and texts.
Can you tell me whats going on?
jinnie💁♀️
OMG JIMIN ARE YOU OK??!?!?!
Chim 🥰
Um yea...
Why wouldn't I be? 😅
TaeTae👽
You haven't seen it yet...
JIMIN, DONT CHECK INSTAGRAM OR ANY OF YOUR OTHER NOTIFICATIONS!!!
Chim 🥰
Why not?
jinnie💁♀️
Just don't look
Chim 🥰
You guys are being weird...
Just tell me what's going on
TaeTae👽
Sorry chim, we can't
Chim 🥰
Whatever, ill just go find out myself!
jinnie💁♀️
DON'T!
Chim 🥰 left the chat
TaeTae👽
Oh no...
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'Why won't they just tell me?'
My face begins to evolve into a scowl as my frustrations grew because my friends won't tell me what's going on. I scroll through my notifications curiously, everyone seems so sad and confused but im not sure why. My finger stops scrolling at a post from Koreaboo.
My heart drops
'What'
My hands tremble as I read the caption, barely being able to as my eyes fill up with tears. At first I don't believe it, he would've told me right?
So I read the caption again to try and confirm my hopes, I laugh humorlessly at my mistake. I drop to the floor and bring my knees to my chest, I smush my face into my knees. My tears fall down, soon im sobbing, not being to hold it in anymore.
Suddenly, the peacefulness of my home is broken, everything is in chaos. My head stings and my eyes burn.
I attempt to wipe the tears but they keep falling and falling, I eventually give up, letting the burning tears fall down my face.
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Finally, I stop crying and I sit still, unable to move from my lowsy spot on the floor. Everything hurts, I can't even think straight.
⚠️ authors pov
'What did you expect?'
'Like he would ever like YOU'
'Worthless'
'It was all just pity'
'You're still the naive child you once were'
'You really thought that The Jeon Jungkook would ever have any sort of interest in you'
'Pathetic'
Jimins thoughts screamed hurtful things to him, they didn't stop, constant spiteful words hit him, he tugged at his hair in a vain attempt to free himself from the chaos.
The mindset that had ruined his childhood is coming back, hard. He yells out loud, sobbing once again from his own torturous mind. Everything that he hates about himself is being screamed at him.
Jimin feels as if he's losing his mind every passing second. His thoughts overwhelm him as he stumbles to his couch trying to find some stability.
He falls onto the couch and curls himself into a fetal position.
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He ends up asleep after hours of constant torture.
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The next day
Jimins pov
"Ughh"
I open my eyes and squint, trying to figure out where I am, though I quickly realize im on my couch. I look around a little more and find that im still in clothes from yesterday and its gloomy outside.
This morning is much different from my last.
Contrary to the nice sunlight, there's a dark gloomy sky, clouds completely covering the sun. Instead of the peaceful chirps, harsh rain and thunder roar.
Already in a lousy mood, I stand up, a little too quickly though as I nearly tip over, I crack my back which resulted from sleeping on my stiff couch. I walk over to a nearby mirror and my eyes widen.
In the mirror I see my messy and matted hair, my puffy eyes, and my pink cheeks. The outcome of my sobbing fit from yesterday.
I look terrible.
I decide to look away from the mirror, ashamed of my horrific looks. I walk towards my kitchen and find my phone. I attempt to turn it on only to learn that it's dead.
'Wow what a great day!' I think sarcastically, humoring my terrible day.
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Yesterday
Taehyungs Pov
"What the hell"
This isn't real.
It can't be
I keep rereading the post, trying to find something that proved it fake, but I can't.
Bighit confirmed it.
Jimin...
I rush to call Jimin, I wait and wait, he doesnt answer. I call again and again but he doesn't answer. I pull my hair in frustration, im stomping around my room trying to figure out what to do. I decide to text him.
He doesn't answer those either.
Frick it, im texting Jungkook.
Goldenjeon_official
Tell me its not true Jungkook
Sent at 10:11
Jungkook!!
Sent at 10:13
You know what
F*ck you
I should've known
This is all my fault
I let jimin fall for you, you blinded me, I honestly thought that you were a great guy. But clearly I was wrong, so very wrong. You played him, letting him believe that you were interested in him, invested even. But in reality you were with some other GIRL, he's not some damn toy that you can play around with whenever you're bored. He's my best friend and my best friend is the sweetest, funniest, and most talented person that I've ever met, so if you cant see that then that's you're own damn loss.
I hope one day that you'll realize the major mistake that you made and feel the way that I feel right now.
Stay the hell away from Jimin.
Sent at 10:20
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A/N hiiii, how are you guysss?
Anyways, this chapter was really difficult to write because it made me so sad :(( but I hope you guys liked it nonetheless, till next time my lovelies 🥰
A literal angel 🥺