Lisa's P.O.V.
Those days and weeks have passed so fast. Jennie and I gotten so close now. She's being clingy to me and I'm enjoying it when she's like that. There's even a rumor in the campus that where already dating and how I wish it's true. I thought jennie will be upset about it but, she's not, she's just cool about it and that's the reason why like her no I already love her. She was different from the other girls I met.
We eat and hangout together and sometimes she visit the house to see the kids. She's very fund of the kids now. I feel overwhelmed when she interact with them like she know them so well.
I think I'm ready to confess my feelings now. Later I will invite her to have a date with me. I felt a little nervous but I know I can do it. I've been preparing for weeks and I think it's already the time to do it..
It's saturday so we're all now at the living room watching some cartoons with the kids.
I fish out my phone from my pocket and go to my gallery. I was scrolling on the picture then something caught my attention. I stop and watch the piture.
It was Leo's baby picture. The first time I saw him at the orphanage. He so cute and look like an angel. I smiled and caresses his picture from my phone and look at him who busy playing with Wendy..
"Aww is that Leo his so cute"I got startled when jennie appears from nowhere. She's so close in my ear that I felt her breath in my neck. she was leaning at the cough from the back. I felt hot out of the sudden and I stand from the couch to stay away from her while fanning my self. She follow me by her gaze and look confusely. I avert my eyes and pretend to look the kids..
"Why are fanning yourself manoban?" Jisoo approach me.
I immediately hide my hand from the back and smile to chu awkwardly..Your so obvious manoban.
"I'm just gonna go at the kitchen to make some snacks guy's"
I made an excuse and go to the kitchen.. I need to get away from jennie for a second, she so irresistible and I need to stop myself from thinking some pervert thought about her..
I was busy cutting some union that I didn't realize jennie is already beside me. looking at me intently. I gulp when our eyes meet and she slowly walk forward to me without breaking her gaze on me. And I slowly lean in until our forehead meet. I hold her chin and tuck some hair to her ear she smiled and hook her hand on my neck. I think the world stop for a moment and all I can see is her. We slowly lean to each other but stop when we heard someone cleared her throat from the back. We quickly parted way's and pretend nothing happened and faced jisoo.
"I think your already eating your snack her manoban" Jisoo said and smirk ugh.. I was murdering jisoo on my head already for always ruining our moment..
"Shut up chu!! I'm still cooking so you better wait" I answer her and back from cutting the Union.
"I will help you"Jennie said and put the noodles on the bowl.. I was about to talk to her about what happened but I don't want us to be awkward so I just live with it until I confess my feeling for her tomorrow.
We finished cooking and bring the food to the dining table and call the others..
"It's so yum yum mommy" Leo praise Jennie and I playfully pout at him.
"I cook you always bud but, you didn't praise me" They all laugh and Leo stand from his chair and approach me. He lean into my ear and whisper.
"You are the best dada!! Don't be sad" I smiled and Pat his head. He then sit on my lap and eat his chicken.
After we ate we watch some movies and settle all at the couch. Jennie is being clingy again, she was playing my hand while leaning her head in my shoulder and I'm just enjoying it.
"Are you sleepy kim?" I asked her then she shake her head No.. All of them are busy watching so it's my opportunity to talk to Jennie without interruption. I cleared my throat first and tap Jennie to get her attention.
"Can we walk at the garden for a minute. I just hm have something to ask you" I utter nervously and look at her. She didn't answer but start to drag me outside.
She let go of my hand and walk past me.. I just walk slowly and watch her smelling the flower from the garden. She looks innocent from this point.You are really something kim. I chuckles and approach her.
"Did you know that I was the one who plant that flowers?"
"Really wow! Where did you learn to do it?" She look me straight to the eyes but I avert immediately. the scene earlier keeps on popping in my head and her gaze is not helping.
"You don't need to learn how to do it kim" I pause and look at her face.
"You just need to follow your heart" she chuckle.
"I can't believe you became sappy like this manoban"
"Way to ruin the vibe kim"
"So what are you gonna ask?"
This is it manoban don't be a coward and ask her. Don't lost this chance.
"I j-u-ust want to ask if your free tomorrow" I face palm myself into my head while fedgiting my fingers.
"Why? are you asking me for a date manoban" Jennie said and raise her eye brow at me..
Be yourself manoban.
"Yes kim I was asking you to have a date with me. if it's okay with you,it's not a date date just a friendly date you know to getting to know each other" I utter nervously and she burst into laughter...
"You know what just forget it,I know you don't want to have a date with me"
I'm so stupid ugh..
I look away and start walk back inside the house but a grip stop me.
"Where are going manoban?"
I didn't answer and just stay still in my spot. but she cup my chin and make me face her.
"Sorry if I laugh. I just can't help it your so cute when your nervous. and I love to have a date with you so don't be upset" I constantly smile and forget that I am upset earlier and hug her.
"Thank you kim" I feel that she smile and hug me back..
After a minute we walk back inside hand in hand.
"We're going home now lis see you in Monday" Chu said and stand from the couch.
"Okay Chu just take care"
"Can you just stay here mom and sleep with us" the kids say while looking at Jennie who fixing her bag. she then face the kids.
"I love to guy's but, I need to do something at home. Maybe next time okay" She explain the kids and they all nod.
"Bye manoban, btw what time are you gonna Fitch me tomorrow?"
"8:30 kim"
"Okay see you tomorrow then" She give me a kiss on the cheeks and walk with the two. then I heard a squeal from the back.
"Ayyyeeeeh Dada is in love" the kids tease me and I tackled then down to the couch and tickle them.
"You naughty little manobans"
"Hahahaha Dada stop"
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Today is the day and I feel excited and nervous in the same time. I was scratching the back of my head while looking to the clothes that scattered on the bed. Then Wendy and seulgi barge inside the room they gasp when they see the amount of clothes at the then look at me confesuly.
"Why your clothes are all here?" Wendy ask.
"I'm having a date and I don't know what to wear" I messed up my hair by my hand and heave a sigh before I sit at the bed.
"Oh my gush!! finally is this Jennie? don't worry lis we will help you find a perfect outfit" they start rampaging at my wardrobe then after a minute they hand me some pair of clothes I took it and go to the bathroom and change. I look to the mirror and smile.
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"You look great lis, Good luck to your date" They Pat my back and walk with me downstairs.
"Wow! Dada your so handsome like me!!" Leo said and clap his little hand.
"Your dada's going to a date with your mommy guy's you must cheer her" seulgi said and the kids smile widely and give me a hug.
"Are you going to ask mom to live with us?" Leo said excitedly..this kid is really advance.
"Let's just talk about it later.. I need to fetch your mommy Jen now. So guys behave while I'm not here okay?" they all nod kiss me on the cheeks and walk me into my car.
I was Enjoying jamming with the loud music in my car that I didn't realize I already arrived. I turn off my car and get the flowers I bought and fix my jacket..
I knocked but no one's open the door. I knock again and again but nothing happened. I fished out my phone and called Jennie but she's not answering her phone. I go back to the car and find my duplicate key to chu's house and open it. When I get inside dalgom welcome me and wiggle her tale for me. there's no one around the living room so I decide to barge in jisoo room. And I'm surprised to what I saw.. jisoo and Rose making out in the bed. Rose notice me and push Chu that cause her to fall from the bed.
"What the fuck why did you do that ba-be" jisoo follow rose gaze and her reaction is epic...
"Hey limario what are you doing here hehe" jisoo awkwardly said and fix her clothes.
"You naughty chicken where is your cousin?" she for row her brows and look at me confusely.
"Her ex got here earlier and ask her to have a coffee why?" my heart broke when I heard what Chu said. And my tears are already threatening to fall. I need to get out of here..
"am I just want to ask her about the assignment for Monday. I think I need to go so you can continue what your doing earlier. you need some explanation to me Chu bye. I fake smile and leave.
I drive fast while gripping at the steering wheel so tight.. I text the two to come with me and they immediately reply with 'yes where coming'..
I stop from the parking lot of the. and bump my head in the steering wheel. urgh I'm so stupid to think that I have a chances with her. My tears are already falling from my eyes and I am clutching to my chest. Why it's hurt this much!! I'm sooo very hopeless.. i wipe my tears and go down from the car and get inside the bar..
I sit at the bar and order the strong drink they have.. minutes later the two arrive at approach me.
"What happened to the date lis"
"Just shut up and drink with me guy's" they nod and sit beside me.
I was drunk already and I was crying mess in front of my cousin some people around are looking at me but I don't care anymore.
"You can tell us what happen lis"
"We're about to go on the date right? then when I arrive at their house, Chu said she go out with her ex and forget about our dateee" I explain drunkly and chug the whiskey from the bottle.
"I'm idiot right thinking that we already have something but ugh"
"ooh I have a surprise for you guy's.. "
"What?"
"Jisoo and Rose are in relationship. I caught them making out in Chu's bed haha" The two look surprise and gasp.
"Deabak!!"
I was about to drink again but Wendy get the bottle from me and drag me out from the chair
"That's enough manoban!!"
"Hey wen I'm not done yet. I'm in pain now so let me be" I protest my hand but she tightened her grip on my wrist.
"let's get you home lis your drunk already you can't even walk!!"She scold me. I'm tired and too drunk to protest again so I let her drag me.
"Why it's so hurt wen." i mumble when we settle at the car. I clutch my chest and cry again. She just look me with concern in her eyes and hug me while soothing my back. I hug her tight and cry my heart out.
"It's okay lis just cry it out we will just always here for you and the kids too Okay"
"Thanks ween let's go home now I want to see the kids"