I slowly pull myself up, off Lucifers bed.
I told myself I wouldn't come back,
I told Maze I wouldn't come back.
And here I am.
Im trying, but I can't let him go.
I rub my eyes, looking around.
Silence fills the room as usual, it's annoyingly peaceful.
How can anything be peaceful when I'm falling apart?
I feel the sting of fresh tears linger on my eyes and I squeeze them shut,
You will not cry, you will not cry, you will not-
Rinnnggg
My phone once again breaks my thoughts as I pick it up,
"Decker."
"Chloe, where are you?" Maze asks, I freeze
"Uhh.." I stumble, this could be a trap
"You said to meet you at the precinct- I thought you wanted me to bounty that Joe kid?" She asks
"Johna, but yeah- I'm just leaving home now." I reply
"You're lying,"
"What?" I ask, shocked
"I went by your place, you weren't there. You're at the penthouse aren't you?" She asks
Biting my lip I nod, "Yeah, I just wanted to check to see if he came back." I admit
"Chloe, he's not coming back." She states, sternly
"He might." I nod
He has to.
He has to come back, because if he doesn't-
Then I'm going to hell.