~Missing You~
| Adam's POV |
I reached our destination on the right time. Hindi ko iniinda ang pagod sa pagdadrive basta I'm with her. And, I can't believe that an angel is right beside me. I want to protect her. I want her to stay beside me. I want her to smile everyday. I really like her and now she is besides me, sleeping like an angel. This is a blessing after all.
I put my hand on her face. "I can make you happy."
I smiled looking at her angelic beauty even when she sleeps. She's still beautiful.
I arrange some of her hair on her face and puts it behind her right ear. "You deserve someone better."
I didn't know na mahuhulog ako sayo, Abby. You're smile, you're eyes, and you're wholesome being. Being with you is just an amazing experience. Honestly, I know what happen that day and It was obvious you're hurt deep inside. Seeing you like this motivates me to come and get your heart. I know this sound silly but I really like you, Abby. And being with Derry? Sinasaktan mo lang ang sarili mo. Sana pakinggan mo din ang puso kong pinagsisigawan ang pangalan mo. Yes, I'm insane because I've waited for you. I really am but I guess I was too late.
"Abby, if you feel hurt. I'm here for you. I will make you happy, promise," and I kiss her on the forehead. I don't want you to see you crying so badly. Damn, I sound so obsessed but I really love her. Hindi ko alam ang magagawa ko if I saw here crying in front me. That's why I always asked her if she's okay kasi I know na hindi siya okay. And she's hiding that with me.
"Abby...Abby... wake up. We're here!," I tapped her gently so that magising siya agad at di naman ako nabigo sa paggising sa kanya. She even stretched her neck and shoulder.
"Are you okay? Kanina pa kita ginigising eh kaso ang lalim ng pagtulog mo kaya hinayaan na kita matulog. Ano ba masakit sayo? Tell me," I asked her.
I know you're not okay. Please be honest with me this time. I just want you to be honest in front of me because I want you to confront wholeheartedly.
"Thank you, Adam. I feel like a burden to you. I'm okay and there's nothing serious in my body. Kaunting pahid lang to ng efficasent. Okay na rin ako kaya wag ka na mag-alala," she replied hesistantly and di rin niya ako magawang matignan sa mata. Something's off.
In the first place, you're not a burden to me, Abby. Yeah, I know na sasakit talaga ang katawan, neck at balikat mo kasi kakaiba kang matulog. Masyado kang magalaw pag natutulog and I find it cute. I fixed your position while I'm filling up the gas tank and nagpupumiglas ka at ayaw magpagalaw. But, I find it funny. And I don't believe your okay cause you're not! I saw Mr. Derry outside of the campus. At first, I thought he kissed a girl but then Aryh texted me and explained what happened that day. I insist to stay with you because I want to pursue you. I want to grab this chance to get your heart. Di na lang ito basta kaibigan, Abby. I'm serious about this.
Lumapit ako ng kaunti sa kanya. I want to see her more.
"Salamat sa pagsama sa akin. Pinasaya at pinagaan mo yung pakiramdam ko. Hindi ko makakalimutan yung mga sinabi mo sa akin. Thank you again, Adam," pasasalamat niya sa akin.
I distance myself to her. Baka hindi ito ang right time para magconfess. Baka siguro nadadala lang akong ng emosyon at feelings ko ngayon kaya gusto ko magtapat sa kanya. But, I will find the right time. And by the time it comes, I will make sure that I will get your heart.
"ABBY!," sigaw ni Aryh na patakbong lumalapit sa sasakayan. The two bestfriends hugged each other. Namiss nila ang isa't-isa and I smiled at them.
"Okay ka lang ba beshie? I'm sorry talaga," Aryh asked her. And I didn't notice na nakatulala ako kay Abby.
"Salamat, Adam. Mabuting umuwi ka muna at nang makapagpahinga ka. Mahaba rin ang binayahe niyo ng beshie ko," sabi ni Aryh.
"Aryh's right. I think you need to go and get some rest. Okay?," but I really want to know if your'e truly fine.
"You're sure that you're okay now?," I asked her for last nth time but she nodded at me sign that she was totally fine. I smile back at her. In the end, she didn't want me to know everything about her. But, I'm still here for here. And I will not leave by her side.
I started the engine but I stopped at the moment when Mr. Derry showed up.
"WHAT THE FVCK HE'S DOING HERE?", nakaamba na ako sa pinto ng sasakyan ko but I hesistate too. I know na baka lumala lang ang gulo. So, I stayed there waiting what's going to happen next.
|Abby's POV|
I opened my phone. I don't know if papaniwalaan ko pa ba siya this time kasi di ko na rin alam kung kanino magtitiwala. Sobrang daming gumugulo sa isip ko ngayon. Pero, kasalanan ko din. Hinayaan ko na magpalamon ako sa ego ko. Hinayaan ko na ang emosyon ko ang manguna. Tangina. ANG TAGAL MAGBUKAS NG PHONE KO!!!
"I saw you kissing her," I said. FUCK IT, ABBY!!! Ang tanga mo, bakit ka nagreply ng ganun?! What am I gonna do? Hindi naman siguro tunog na nagseselos ako. I questioned him because that was I saw on that day. I'm fine. I'm safe.
AND YES, HOLY COW! Nagselos ako that time at the same time, nasaktan ako. Seeing him na may kahalikan na iba, di ko ata alam ang magagawa ko kaya lumayo ako sa kanya. Oo, hinayaan ko na masaktan ang sarili ko kasi mahal ko siya, pinilit ko nun maging malakas at di isipin ang nakita pero parang boomerang siya sa isip ko. Maraming tanong ang gumugulo sa akin noon. Baka di talaga niya ako mahal? Baka estudyante lang tingin niya sa akin? Am I fuck buddy to him? GAGO SIYAAAAA!!! or baka di ako magaling sa kama? But, I didn't know his side after all. Hindi ko man lang inisip na baka nasasktan din siya sa ginawa ko.
"I whisper something on her. She wanted to know Mr. Maglaslas and I said something funny with that. That's it! But, I'm begging on you, I'm sorry. I know na dapat di ako nakikipagbulongan or whatsoever. I'm dumb after all. I made mistake. I'm sorry," he explained.
After niya magexplain, finally, my phone is up. So, dumiretso agad ako sa messages at ang daming message ni Aryh. And my heart stops for a second.
Damn. He said those words at yun ang pinaka weakness ko sa kanya. Agad kong binuksan ang pinto. Bumungad sa akin ang teary-eyed na Derrick. God, I can't believe it. So, I rushed into him and kissed him. I really missed my man.
Bumawi siya ng halik. He puts his hand on my face. Damang-dama ko ang init sa bawat haplos niya at kasabay nun ang mainit na palitan namin ng halik. Hinayaan na naming dalawa na maglaro pati ang aming mga dila. It was obvious na we missed each other. Mas uminit pa ang paghalik niya sa akin hanggang nararamdaman ko na ang matigas niyang alaga.
SHIT! At mukhang galit na galit na ito at gusto kumawala sa pantalon ni Derry. I pushed him pero hinila niya ako pabalik sa kanya. He kissed me again torridly and then may binulong siya sa akin.
"You must pay for leaving me like that," he said with a husky voice.
|Adam's POV|
And it looks like they missed each other. Damn it! Ano bang ginagawa ko dito? Watching a live porn cause it looks like they will end up in bed. Shit, sobrang tanga ko na babalikan niya pa ako ulit. I thought she would not listened to him pero I was wronged.
I felt something wrong with my heart. It hurts and I feel pain and shortness of breath. And, tears fall down on my face. Pero, agad kong binura yun sa sarili ko. I know na magkakaroon pa ako ng chance. Di ako titigil na umasa sayo, Abby. Agad ko ng inistart ang makina ng sasakyan ko at umalis na sa lugar nila Abby.
|Marissa's POV|
Malapit na rin matapos ang suspension ko. And I need to get back at my revenge. I prepared myself for this. Hindi ko hahayaang nagsasaya silang dalawa. Moreover, gusto ko din na sumaya ako. It's unfair if everyone are happy and ako, naglulugmok? No, I'll never ever accept that. While I'm on my suspension, I just check what Derry is been doing and narinig ko na there's something happened outside of the BSU between Derry and Abby. Even though, I'm not around the destiny is in my side. I don't know but it makes me happy.
I messaged my friend, Elaine. She's been a great friend of my mine. She contacted me whenever I feel down. Why not to use her? Besides, I need her in these kind of situation.
Oh, I forgot. Elaine is been an outcast. She's been my underling for two years and I don't really get it that she doesn't know I'm using her. Well, I don't have permanent friends. But, I have underling and that is Elaine. Sometimes, she's incapable of doing something and that's why I hate her sometimes.
Duh. I'm really not good at this. I don't want even to know but she's the only person I can lean on this time. Fuck!
DAMN. I SAID I HATE IT. It's a good thing that I'm doing this in text message because I can't bear doing this kind of stuff in front of her. Damn.
WHAT THE FUCK? How turn of events would go like this?
You're truly an expert as underling. Good job, Elaine!
I don't know what to feel. But, right now, I'm certain that I'm happy about what happen. I wish they are separated once I make my comeback at school. Wait for me!
A U T H O R ' S N O T E :
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