Recap
"What Happened"
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Louis's point of view
"Mr Mendes had a go at me and called me worthless and I deserved to die, then Liam has been distant and other stuff and I just exploded" Niall told us
"Ni you have one broken arm and now a bandaged up one" Harry stated as I left the room to call Liam.
LI: Hey Lou, you ok
LO: Not really, I'm currently at Tony's with your boyfriend
LI: And by sounds of it Tony has had to stitch Niall up
LO: Yep because Mr Mendes told him he deserved to die
LI: Right he's not staying there, keep him with you lads until I get there.
LO: How long will that be
LI: 2 hours
With that Liam hung up so I went back to the others
"Everything ok Lou" Tony asked
" Yep, your staying with one of us this weekend" I told Niall
Liam didn't turn up until the next day so Niall stayed with Tony
Today is Monday and Niall goes back to school so let's see how that goes
"Ni, you ready" I asked as I knocked the door
Yes Niall is staying at my house.
"Yeah i'm coming" Niall called before coming out the room
"Do you want breakfast" I asked
"No I just want to get going" Niall replied before going to my car
'I wonder what's up with him' I thought before following him but not before grabbing his and my bag
SKIP TO WHEN WE ARRIVE AT SCHOOL
"Ni hey" The lads cheered
"Hey guys" Niall smiled as he opened his locker
"You ok" Styles asked as we all saw Niall frown
"Yeah, I'm good just forgot something" Niall replied
"Oh your book for Mrs Mendes" I remembered as I seen it this morning
"Yeah" Niall answered as Oscar walked past smirking
"Why hello Horan" Oscar laughed before going into class
"I'm going to fucking kill him" Niall mumbled as he slammed his locker shut causing everyone to look at him
"Niall calm down" Tony warned Niall as Tony, Niall and I split from the others to go to Mrs Mendes class
"Morning Lads, Niall can you stay behind after class please" Mrs M asked
"Whatever" Niall snapped as he sat down and put his headphones in.
"What's going on with him today" Tony asked
"I don't know to be fair, he's been like this all morning" I replied
"Louis can I have a word please" Mrs M asked as I nodded before standing up and leaving the room.
"How come Niall hasn't come home" Mrs M asked
"Because your husband told him he's worthless and he deserved to die so he cut himself in a field" I told Mrs
"Where has he been staying" Mrs M asked
"My house" I replied
"I need to speak to him but I doubt I'll get much out of him" Mrs M replied
"No Mrs you won't since yesterday he's been blocking everyone out" I told her
"Ok I'll leave it until wednesday, remind him he has an appointment at 11 with Mr Baker" Mrs M told me as I nodded before going back into class and texting Niall
Oi, Oi you have an appointment at 11 in office
So during PE Sound man
Niall's point of view
It was currently 11:30 and I was sat in Mr Bakers office staring at the suicide poster he had up above his head
"So Niall how are you" Mr Baker asked
"You tell me sir, how would you feel" I questioned
"I would feel pretty shit" Mr Baker honestly replied
"There's your answer then" I snapped as Mr Baker just sat there writing notes
"Have you been taking your meds" Mr Baker asked
"You tell me do I look like I take 6 pills a day by myself" I quizzed
"So No ok, when do you see your Mental Health doctor again" Mr Baker asked again
"Should have been 2 months ago but the cow never took me as she was busy" I spat when I Mentioned cow
"Right" Mr Baker nodded writing more now
"I'll see you tomorrow at 10" Mr B smiled
"Bye" I replied before leaving his office
"Aww the messed up baby has to see a retard to tell him all his problems instead of being a man" Oscar laughed before going back into class while I punched the wall hard causing my hand to swollen up big time
"Niall what just happened" Mr B asked coming out his office
"People pissed me off" I simply replied
"Right Let's go and see the nurse" Mr B smiled before leading me to the nurse
"What's happened here" Mrs Fowley asked
"Niall was angry and punched the wall" Mr Baker told her as he stood there watching me
"Pull up your sleeve Ni So I can make sure you haven't broken it" Mrs F told me as I shook my head
"No, it's not, it's just bruised" I told them but they didn't listen and Mrs F yanked my sleeve up to show my bloody bandage.
"What's this Niall" Mrs F asked as Mr B raised an eyebrow at me
"My cat scratched me that's all" I tried lying but she wasn't having none of it and took my bandage off to show old, new and stitched up cuts
"Okay I'm going to bandage this up then you and Mr Baker are going to see Mrs M" Mrs F told me as Mr Baker went to get his notebook so I decided to run for it.
I kept running until I was in our town center and that's when my phone rang showing it was Tony
T: Ni where are you
N: I just needed air
T: I'll give you half hour then text me your location and I'll meet you
N: Okay bye
With that I hung up and went to the Library where i went straight to the computers
Time for Tape 10
Louis you opened my eyes to what was going on with Niall
It was while Niall was in the hospital that you told me what was happening with him
"No one has ever gotten through enough to find out why he actually does it but Niall cuts himself and has anxiety which he has tablets for"
"Shit so he's been going through a really hard time and i've been making it even worse" I sighed
"I'm not going to Lie you have a bit but we're just watching him carefully yano" Louis explained
"How long has he been doing it for" I asked
"Since Summer to be honest" Louis told me
"So 6 months then and when did you find out?" I asked
"I found out 2 months ago and went really mad at him which wasn't a good idea at all" Louis explained
"Fuck I don't know what to say" I replied as I cried
"Just try to make things right" Louis sighed before the doctor came out.
After I heard tape 10 I was shocked. Louis had told Zayn my secret so no wonder he killed himself