i never understood why everyone else could move on but i couldn't
everything that I've experienced it's now coming for me, trying to eat me alive
making me senses go numb
no vision
no sound
no voice
just as if i was trying to run from my dead end
because i never wanted to live like a walking corpse
because i carved affection and ended even more hurt that i thought I'll ever be
because i found sweet caresses, but ended with a broken heart and too many questions
because i opened to the wrong people
but how i was supposed to know?
i never asked for this
i never made something so awful to deserve any of this
but still, here i am. im still standing on my feet
my eyes are still open even if they're tired
and i know that i can keep moving on the same road that leads to nowhere if i can see that smile that makes me feel safe