I might not be able to update much due to my school kinda ending late BUT I will try so don't think im stopping.
The thought of being an idol's girlfriend honestly scared you the first time but through the days and months..it actually became quite fun.
Yes of course the manager and CEO had talk to you about being careful with the relationship but other than that, it's actually quite okay. Today you were visiting your boyfriend. You opened up the practice room and you find, Mingi lying on the floor panting for air. Seems like they had an intense training.
"Mingi." You had called out for him. Mingi turns his head to your voice. Once he sees you, you grabs your arms and pulls you crashing on top of him.
"Oof babe." You say. Mingi hugs you tightly.
"I missed you." He finally says.
"You are sweaty." You say. Mingi pouts as the both of you finally sit down on the floor. "I brought food." With that the other boys instantly had their ears perked up, as if you said some sacred word.
"Food?" San says. You giggle.
"Yes, San food. It's over there on the small tab-" They all ran towards it rushing to grab the food.
"Hey leave some for me...Who's girlfriend actually brought food for you guys." Mingi says.
"Yours but oh my god-_____ did you cook this?" Wooyoung says.
"Yeah, I wanted to try something new so-"
"ITS SO GOOD." Yunho adds.
"Thank you yunho-"
"You should come stay with us so we don't have to order takeouts everytime we fail to make food." Jongho says.
"Guys I don't think-"
"Let's ask the manager." Yeosang says. You sigh. You have been cut off so many times, you think you won't be able to even finish one sen-
"Babe?" You were kinda dozing off.
"Huh?" Mingi sighs.
"Are you thinking about that thing again?"
"No I'm not." Mingi grabs your hands and pulls you put of the practice room, leaving the guys confused.
Mingi made it to the break room. He sets you down on the couch.
"You sure..."
"I'm positive babe." Mingi snickers.
"Just like the pregnancy test."
"Mingi! Don't say that out loud."
"What? I'm just happy to know my girlfriend is pregnant with my baby."
"And this is why we do try going raw-"
"Hey this isn't a mistake."
"Yes it was babe."
"Yeah but even if we created the baby by mistake...it's still our little miracle right?" Mingi says.
"Who is going to suffer for 39-40 weeks?"
(A/n: so I know some countries count by months like 9/10 months but here in Singapore we count by weeks)
"You..."
"Exactly, do you want to fight?" You say.
"I'm good..but how are we going to tell the rest..oh my girlfriend of 6 months is now apparently pregnant after I thought it was a good idea to fuck her without a condom for the first time and accidentally came in her. Guess I'm a father now."
"Well...Mingi that honestly covers what happened." You say. Mingi deadass showed you a blank look. "What? Am I wrong though? You were the one who shot cum in me!"
"Well I'm sorry I forgot to pull out."
"You forgot to what?" You hear Seonghwa say. Oh shit.
"H-Hyung." Mingi stutters. Both Hongjoong and Seonghwa folded their arms.
"Mingi did you get ____ pregnant."
"Look it was by accident, I didn't mean to."
"Mingi-YOU GOT OUR PRECIOUS BABY PREGNANT!" Hongjoong screams.
"What?" You say confused.
"How dare you get our little princess pregnant. Shes too young!."
"Hyung...____ is my age." Mingi says. Both Hongjoong and Seonghwa turn to each other.
"YEAH BUT YOU STILL GOT HER PREGNANT." Seonghwa says.
"How can our baby get our other baby pregnant...my brain it hurts." Hongjoong says.
"Uhh like I said I didn't mean to?" Mingi says.
"You better take care of her or you will lose your privileges of being the baby's father." Seonghwa says.
"Hyung! But it's my baby, me and ____ created it!"
"Yeah but you two had to get all handsy and it turned out like this. Now ____ is pregnant." Hongjoong says.
"Hyung I already said I'm sorry."
"We are going to have to take care of another child...I'm not ready." Hongjoong says.
"You guys are acting as if you guys are the kid's parent when it should be me and Mingi who are more worried."
"Yeah cause you are a child too so you need to be taken care off!" Seonghwa says. You pout.
"Look you two, I'm confused if you are happy or disappointed in both me and Mingi."
"Oh, we are happy." Hongjoong says.
"But you two it's going to be hard hiding you and like as much as we want ATINYs to know about this...they will just be disappointed in us for not telling them about you." Seonghwa says.
"Then what do you want to do...You just barely have been in ATEEZ for 2 years. It's sure to cause a whole buzz in Seoul."
"How about we announce you two are dating..." Hongjoong suggests. Your eyes widened.
"What? No. The fans are going to attack me."
"No ATINY would attack you if they truly are our fans. You are part of our family and most importantly you are carrying a child of our member." Seonghwa says.
"Don't I get to say anything in this...I'm the father of this child okay." Mingi says.
"No Mingi, let me and Seonghwa deal with this. We are the mature ones here and I'm the leader." Hongjoong says. So for the past few weeks, Hongjoong and Seonghwa discussed it with their manager and CEO.
They agreed to announce that you and Mingi were dating but they never announced you were carrying Mingi's child. To keep you close and safe, they also decided to let you stay with ateez so that it is way much safer in case any 'fans' found your apartment.
The whole fandom went a little crazy. The Song Mingi has a girlfriend and they have been dating since 6 months ago? She's not an idol? Of course there were mostly positive ones coming from the international ATINYs but those Korean ATINYs..they wouldnt just accept that you were dating their oppas.
Those stalkers already found out the location of your apartment, they hacked into your apartment and trashed everything. You only knew it because you had cameras in your home to prevent robberies or break ins.
"Mingi..." Mingi hums at the sound of your voice.
"I'm sorry this whole thing is becoming a mess...those fans are sending hate to you now.."
"It's okay ____."
"How can you be so calm? They want you to get kicked you out of ATEEZ!"
"And if I do? Will you stay with me?" Mingi says.
"Baby..."
"Look, as much as I love being in ATEEZ. I have devoted my time to seriously love you...so even if I get kicked out. I'm still happily with you and our baby." Mingi smiles.
"You are making me feel emotions babe." You say feeling the tears already forming. Mingi pecks your forehead.
"Okay lets go to sleep. You have sealed with enough hate today. I don't want you to go under stress, you are carrying out child." You nod and closed your eyes. Mingi pecks your forehead one last time before he fell asleep.
As soon as you and Mingi fell asleep, Seonghwa closes the door. He went over to his and Hongjoong room.
"At least they are happy...what do we do about all the hate being thrown at them?"
"I don't know. The manager and I already expected this but...it's way worse. The stocks are dropping...they might even be considering to actually kick Mingi out of the group." Hongjoong says as he almost pulling his hair out.
"But Mingi and _____ are part of us. We are a family, it's like loosing a family member..." Seonghwa says.
"I know, maybe we should go on vlive tomorrow with them so we can clear the air about misunderstandings and stuff...maybe that will help the situation get better." Hongjoong says.
"Yeah we should...for now let's let them rest. _____ is carrying a baby and she shouldn't be under too much stress. As for Mingi, I'm sure he isn't really handling this well in his head as when he is showing his emotions." Seonghwa says. Hongjoong nods.
The next day, Seonghwa drags Mingi and you to the practice room where they turned on a live.
"Wait guys...what is this?"
"We started up a live so ATINYs can ask you two about anything. This can clear up any misunderstanding they had about your relationship." Seonghwa says.
Both you and Mingi sat down on the floor. Mingi held your waist, he knew you kinda started to feel pain around your waist because the baby was growing. It wasn't obvious yet but its still growing.
"Umm so hi...I'm _____, mingi's girlfriend." You say kinda shy. The comments rolled in. You saw all the negative ones and your face just dropped.
"ATINYs I know it's a big shock that we announced I have a girlfriend but please don't send hate to her. I really love her and I don't want to lose her. She's really special to my heart...and-" He looks down to touch your stomach. Your eyes widened.
"I'm sorry to say this randomly and it probably is going to be a shock to you guys but...____ is-"
"Shes growing fatter!" Seonghwa says quickly to cut of Mingi. You turned to Seonghwa glaring at him.
"Seonghwa what the heck!" You say. Seonghwa pulled Mingi to somewhere so they can talk.
"Uhh so you guys all don't me so im going to say my thoughts in English." You say.
"Look, just cause I'm dating your oppa doesn't mean he isn't going to stop loving you guys so stop being 9 year olds and suck up. You guys know eventually that they are going to start dating in the future. Even if it was now, it would be the same thing. I'm perfectly happy with Mingi and I have seen all those comments."
"Comments about 'oh if they got a girlfriend in the future, I will support' . Bullcrap, cause honey. I'm dating Mingi right now and what are you guys doing? Whining about how you are going to loose your oppa to me. Excuse you? Mingi has feelings and of course he has his heart set on me. But the purpose of Mingi becoming an idol is because he loves being on stage and getting to see his fans."
"I really would love to live in peace. I don't want to be thrown around here just because I'm not an idol and I'm not up to beauty standard. I've had insecurities when I started dating Mingi cause I knew once this whole relationship turns public. Those delusional fans will start yapping. I'm sorry Im not the perfect human you guys thought Mingi would date but I'm really trying my best as his girlfriend...so please. Just stop with the hate and breaking into my apartment."
Seonghwa comes back with Mingi. All the comments rolled in about your little speech. Seonghwa stares at it.
"_____ what did you do?"
"Hey I'm not going to stand around and watch people throw hate on me. I hate being playing victim here."
"My baby must have served them, right?" Mingi says.
"I don't know." You shrugged. Mingi pecks your lips.
"You two the camera is here." Seonghwa says.
"Yeah but does it look like I care? They can judge all they want."
"What happened to you ____?" Seonghwa says.
"I just want to become someone who doesn't care about stuff like Mingi. He didn't care about the hate and I want to try that."
"Damn... That's hot." Mingi says.
"Since I already let my thoughts out..."
"____ no-" Seonghwa gets cut off.
"I'm pregnant." You say to the camera. The comment section went crazy all over again. Most of them were shocked.
"There is the girl I fell in love with." Mingi pecks your forehead while Seonghwa facepalms.
"Now we have to deal with something again." Seonghwa says.
"Hey it will die down. For now, ATINYs let's chitchat. What do you want to know about me?" You say.
I'm just gonna 🥺 I want kisses from Mingi. I'm too soft for the bub. Okay so I know this took a while but I rushed to get this done cause kids I have home based learning and I'm lazy :)
Okay I'm signing off now cause I need to get ready for home based learning. Take care of yourself and I love you guys <3
-markxdino🦊💕
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