Verse 1~
I'm waking up my mind
I'm just trying to kill the silence
I'm ripping off the blinds
I'm just trying to let the some light in
I've been on the road, I've been missing home
See it on my phone that the world back there
Keep spinning round without me
I'm waking up my mind
Im ripping off the blinds
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Oh, I
Try to be happy but i'ts hard sometimes
But life
Just seems to happy right before my eyes
Cause I feel like I'm not there
Cause my heart is up somewhere
Far away from all my friends
I just want that back again
Oh, I
Try to be happy but it's hard sometimes
It's hard sometimes
Verse 2~
When I come off cold
I'm not doing it on purpose
You caught me in a hole
That I dig for myself when I'm nervous
I've been on the road, I've been missing home
See it on my phone that the world back there
Got inside jokes without me
Oh woah
Don't mean to come off cold
I dont want to be alone
[Chorus]
{Brigde}
I don't feel like myself and
I can't help being selfish
Sometimes, the pressure gets the best of me
Oh,I oh I
[Chorus]
Outro~
Cause it's hard sometimes