Urgh the models are shook. Damn almost spelled shiok by mistake. Singaporeans and well Malays will understand me. Yeet i know some of you saw I uploaded it...I didn't mean to publish it, I need to read it again in case of any mistakes but it back up again. Whoops😬
Ah a casual day, you woke up pretty normal. Then again...living with ATEEZ ain't normal. If you wondering why you were living with these eight attractive men...well you had just finished college and well you haven't gotten a job yet so your boyfriend, yeosang offered you stay at the dorm.
The boys didn't argue or complain when yeosang mentioned you would be staying here from now on. In fact they loved that you were he, you became their most important thing. Their chef. Yes their chef.
Although that wasn't what you majored in college cause you had graduated from a designing school. You played to be a stylist, you know those people that create outfits for models.
You had stretched your arm and kinda made a tiny sound from stretching. You turned over next to you, an empty bed again. Yeosang had practice with his members today.
Well it's okay, you knew the consequences of dating an idol. You didn't mind it although you'd love to have yeosang's attention 24/7. It just wouldn't be fair to the fans. You went out to the kitchen but before that you went to bathe cause you felt kinda dirty...and well sticky cause it was hot.
You were about to make breakfast for yourself while you start sketching up ideas for outfits. You could say you got a job, it was to help the other stylist at KQ for outfits during comebacks and tours.
"What is this?" You went over to the fridge.
You smile at the note but then your eyes fell on the small little part.
"Typical woosan." You shake your head. You had turned back your attention to what you were originally doing. Which was making breakfast.
Okay look you knew it technically wasn't a healthy breakfast but you were making grilled cheese in the morning and you didn't care. After making the 'healthy' breakfast. You sat yourself down in front of the TV and grabbed the foldable table.
One hand with a pencil and the other with the grilled cheese. Let's pray the cheese wouldn't spill on your drawing.
"Hmm maybe they should wear something see through next time for their to-NO wait atinys will die and I don't think any of them would appreciate me doing that."
"How about adding some twinkle twinkle as what Seonghwa says." You drew the outline of a male body and then worked out on how the outfit you think looks quite nice.
"Hmm no...maybe just a little see through? Probably the actual stylist are going to put San or Mingi in there. I'm sure the others aren't ready to show their bodies." And then it hit it. No I meant I really, the cheese spilled on your drawing.
"AHHH NO!!" You placed your half eaten grilled cheese on the plate and ran to get some tissues.
"This is bad!" You hear your phone ringing. "Now? Really? Urgh..." You grabbed your phone and placed it on your shoulder as you try to clean off the cheese stain.
"Hey angel."
"Yeosang."
"Whats wrong?"
"I just spilled cheese on my drawing that's all."
"I see...so could you come over to the company babe?"
"Hmm? Why?"
"I left my training pants at home and it's really important now."
"Okay I will come over."
"You know you can stay at the company with us...you won't be alone at the dorm."
"Alright. Let me just pack some of my art stuff and make my way the company."
"Great, bye baby."
"Hmm bye."
"Love you." Yeosang says. You blush.
"Love you too." Yeosang ends the call. You ran to the room and grabbed your bag. You stuffed in your sketchbook, pencils and other materials you used to sketch out the outfits. You also grabbed yeosang's pants because that's the whole purpose of the call.
You made your way to the company while munching on the last few bits of grilled cheese. You waved to the receptionist and made it to the boys' practice room. You knocked on it to make sure they werent practicing.
"Come in!" You walked inside. Yeosang walks over to you and pecks your cheek.
"Thanks babe."
"Anytime. Now I need a place to sit so I can sketch out an outfit."
"Baby you have tons of sketches."
"Yeah but not all of them can be used for your tour."
"Why?"
"Cause they are girl outfits. I do them for fun hoping, I can eventually hand the sketches to other companies and they can create it."
"I see, my baby is so talented."
"Not as talented as you though." Yeosang smiles and leans in to kiss you but of course someone interrupts.
"Yeosang...we are still here you know. Go change or we will start practice without you." Hongjoong says.
"Sorry hyung, I will go." Yeosang winks at you before leaving to change.
"You really have him wrapped around your fingers. He doesn't act like this before you stayed with us." Hongjoong says.
"Well he just really love me." You smile.
"Oh and do you really think we don't know you are playing with him?" He smirks.
"Playing with him what do you mean?"
"_____ you are using him. This whole relationship isn't really real."
"Hongjoong are you okay? Have you been watching too much of those soap opera dramas on TV?" You say jokingly.
"I saw those texts." Your whole body felt cold. What texts? The other members were curious.
"Hongjoong what do you mean?"
"I saw you talking to another guy. From what I saw, he had hearts on his contact name." You grabbed your phone and looked through the text messages. You facepalmed.
"Hongjoong, if your talking about the texts I sent to Channie. That's just my older brother."
"What?" Hongjoong gets surprised.
"Okay hyung you really need to stop watching those dramas." San says.
"Hongjoong, if you are doubting my relationship with Yeosang...why didnt you just say it to me?"
"I'm not doubting your relationship ____. I just want to protect yeosang. I don't want him to fall for someone who cheats him." Yeosang comes back.
"Hey baby." The silence. "Is everything okay?"
"I'm going to get some fresh air. Clearly someone doesn't trust me after 3 months of living together and us dating for 1 year now." You grabbed your phone and wallet and left the practice room.
You went to the park they had near the company. You needed to clear your mind. Were you that horrible being a girlfriend for 1 year now? Why did Hongjoong doubt the relationship when he knew Yeosang truly loved you?
You sighed. Maybe he can't help it, you were a bad girlfriend. That's when the same insecurity you had when you first started dating yeosang came back. All you could think of was that 'you weren't good enough for him' and 'he deserves better'.
You hear someone running, probably just people going for a run. The person stops in front of you.
"Baby..." Of course, Yeosang. You had looked up at him. He grabs your hand and pulls you up to give you a hug.
"I'm sorry about what happened with you and hongjoong. He just said that because he is mad at me for taking too long."
"He wouldn't just say that cause he is angry at you Yeosang. I think he is actually mad at me."
"Why would he be mad at you?"
"He is doubting the relationship babe. He thinks I cheated on you with my own brother."
"Baby, he didn't know who Chan was."
"I thought he would be the person who trusted me the most since I always tried my best to take care of you and the rest."
"Baby..."
"I clearly am not doing my best. Maybe I should just leave."
"And go where?"
"Back to LA, where my parents are."
"Babe...no. I'm still here and I love you very much. I don't want you to leave."
"Yeosang...I'm not good enough for you can't you see? Even your own leader doubts me."
"So what do you want to do about it?"
"L-Lets break up."
"Break up? Babe no." Yeosang holds your hand.
"I'm just a burden to you and your work. You can find someone better than me and I wish you luck." You let go of his hands and went back to the practice room to grab your bag of supplies.
"Hey _____..." You didn't listen to Seonghwa. You just grabbed your stuff and left. Yeosang was running and when he met you in the hallway just as you were about to leave. He grabs you, it caused a whole scene in front of their practice room.
"Yeosang let me go. You are making this even harder for me to say goodbye."
"I'm not going to let you leave just like that babe."
"I'm not your babe anymore so stop." Yeosang holds you tighter. You tried getting out of his grip but he is way stronger so you just gave up and cried.
"Great Hongjoong hyung...you made her cry. Why can't you just trust her from the beginning. She has been trying her best to be sweet and nice to us. You don't have to assume the worst everytime." Jongho says.
"I-Im sorry for not being the best to you...." You say to yeosang as your tears fall onto his shirt. It almost sounded like a whisper. Yeosang's heart broke.
"Baby...you have been the best thing that happened to me. Nothing will compare to that. If anything, I should be sorry. I have a job that keeps us apart most of the times and you still stay. I always thought you'd leave me because I never spend much time with you."
"Yeosang..." You drop your bag and kissed him. The other members close the practice room door.
(A/n: I'm going to narrate the other members because it's more interesting for that part)
Once the door closes, Hongjoong just sighed.
"I should have trusted. They clearly have no intention of leaving each other and they each other very much."
"Finally you realised?" Seonghwa says.
"Hyung why did you want to break them up? They were already happy with each other and clearly all of us didn't mind. Why were you the only one?" Wooyoung says.
"I am in no place to say this but I like _____."
"And you want to break them up so you could have her all the yourself? Hyung you made her insecure and that isn't cool." Yunho says.
"I know I know...I was being a jealous jerk. I should apologise." Hongjoong goes to open the door but notices you and Yeosang weren't there anymore.
"Where did they go?" Hongjoong says. The other members peak out too. Yup you were gone.
[Back to you]
After pulling from the kiss, yeosang dragged you back home. Let's just say something happened at the dorms because he felt bad for not loving you enough *wink wink* or ( ͡ ° ͜ ʖ ͡ °)
He wants me to d word :)
Basically die (•‿•)
Okay again I know I took frickin 3 days to upload but I presented you with something quite long. Also made Hongjoong kinda the bad guy here, im sorry.
Also next chapter is san but umm just say this earlier it's requested and you may need the zamzam/holy water prepared so go buy some if you don't have already. I ran out of that after yesterday's vlive.
I love my daddies, my superhero
( ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ °) well in this case they ain't a superhero...they are just my daddies.
Okay I'm signing off now for today <3
-markxdino🦊💕