amala's outfit
billies outfit
"can't we just go naked?" billie asks sounding serious
"billie" i start while laughing "no we cannot. we would get kicked out and nobody gets to stare at you but me"
"fine l'll wear clothes but you're sexy and i wanna show the world you. if they want you they can suck my dick because you're mine, all mine" she giggles at the end
i pull something out of my bag that catches my eye. I'm gonna wear this blue and white dress. I go to change into it.
"when do you wanna leave bil?" i ask
"in the next 30 minutes or so because i want to make sure we have everything" she replies
i nod my head and then sit on the hotel bed and scroll through my phone. I look down at my scar and sigh
"what's wrong mama" billie asks
"nothing" i reply
she furrows her eyebrows "ok we can go now, i'm getting impatient" she adds
we grab the backpack we have with the snacks and water bottles we are bringing. as we walk out of the hotel me and billie walk to our rental car. she opens the door for me and then goes to her side to get in. She starts the car and then interlaces our fingers and starts driving.
"i've never been to disney world before" billie says excitedly "i feel like a little kid" she giggles
"i've never been here either" i reply "i've always wanted to go when i was little but my mom never had enough money to take me. Anyways i'm glad i get to experience this with you bil" i say
"i love you baby" billie says while looking over at me
"keep your eyes on the damn road, look at me when we get there" i sternly say
"geez okay mom" billie sarcastically replies
about an hour and a half later, we arrive at Disney world.
we walk up and buy our tickets and then enter the park. as we are walking in i see a stand selling mickey ears and i let out a little laugh.
"billie, if i buy us those ears will you wear them?" i ask
"hell no!" she exclaims
"come on party pooper, you are leaving me tomorrow so please" i beg
"fine but just to let you know, i'm only doing this for you because i love you" she lets out a sigh
i smile and walk up to pay for the ears. i hand billie hers and i put mine on. Billie puts on hers while sulking.
"brighten up kid, we are at Disney world." i say as i take her hand in mine
"I wanna go ride splash mountain" she blurts out and then starts walking while dragging me along with her
we get to the rides entrance and billie stops
"two hours!!" she shouts
"hey but it'll be worth the wait" i reply "so let's go bil, we can entertain eachother"
"fine" she says and leads the way into the line
as we are waiting to move, billie has her arms wrapped around me leaning on me as i'm resting on the wall waiting to move forward.
"this line isn't so bad after all" she quietly states
i lift billies chin up and softly kiss her plump pink lips.
i can't help but notice people around us staring which only makes me deepen the kiss. I hear the person in front of us scoff.
"you know if you have a problem with me kissing my girlfriend, you can easily turn away and not watch if you really dislike it that much" i state
"well you really shouldn't be sucking eachothers faces in front of children" the fucker replies
"i quite frankly don't give one fuck what your children or any of these children think. so if you may do us all a favor and turn your homophobic ass around." i reply as i grab billie and hold her again.
"you tell em babygirl" billie kisses me again
the line starts moving and we are almost the the end of the line to get on the ride.
"ouhhh i'm so excited" billie exclaims
i smile at her excitement
we eventually get on the ride and it starts moving.
"oh my god, oh my god, oh my god" billie exclaims once again for the millionth time
we drop down a little bit and get splashed, it's not the big splash though
"that water is cold oh my god" i shout a little "shouldn't have worn white today" i realize my mistake
"if worst come to worst i'll give you my hoodie to wear cause i don't want anyone staring at your chest but me"
"oh yeah says the person who wanted me to come here naked" we both laugh
"i was only joking amala" billie says
i feel the ride start going up to the big drop
"oh my god amala this is it. i can see the light!" she yells
i don't know why but i bust out laughing at that comment and we end up dropping. Me and billie are in the second row so we end up getting soaked.
"well fuck me" i say as i'm looking down at my boobs
"i mean if you say so" billie jokingly states but then she looks at my boobs too "you're hot" she says
i furrow my eyebrows at her statement and cover my boobs with my hands because my dumbass decided to wear white today so now that i am soaked the white on my top half looks a bit see through.
"billie give me your hoodie for now" i command
"okay" she takes it off leaving her in only a black tank top
i put it on and look at billie "you're hot" i mimic her statement from earlier and make quotations with my fingers. "let's go look at our photos from the drop because i wanna see what your face looks like" i say
we get to where they preview the photos and i bust out laughing at billies face. "Oh my god you look ridiculous" i state while laughing
"this stinks what the fuck!! you look absolutely adorable because you were laughing for whatever reason"
"not my problem" i'm still laughing for no reason "i'm gonna but these real quick" i go up to the kiosk and she prints out our photos. she says it's on the house because it's our first time here and she said it looks like we were having a blast.
"let's eat i'm starving" billie says "they have a place here with an impossible burger for me so wherever that's at you're gonna have to deal with the food they have because i'm vegan" she says
"you're gonna have to deal with the food they have because i'm vegan" i mimic her again
"stop that's getting annoying" she states
"geez sorry, why so upset" i ask
"i'm not amala, i'm just hangry so let's go" she starts walking
we ended up eating at the closest food place near us. she got an impossible burger and i got chicken nuggets. it is now night and we are waiting for the fireworks to start.
we hear music start to play and the castle lights up.
i look over at billie and see her smiling at the even that is going on. her dimples are so cute. i walk behind billie and wrap my arms around her waist and rest my head in her neck while watching. The first fire work goes off and billie looks so happy. i can't help but to kiss her cheek.
"i'll be right back" i say "meet me at the front of the park when this is done"
"where are you going?" billie asks
"i'm going to try and find something" i reply
"i wanna come. let me come" she says back
"no, stay here and enjoy this. i love you, i'll see you soon"
"i love you too" she replies while furrowing her eyebrows
i walk off the this jewelry store in this park. I want to find something to buy for billie to have with her everyday until she comes back from school on sea.
as i'm strolling through the jewelry shop i see a silver banded ring with billies gem stone, blue zircon.
"Hi uhm how much is this one right here?" i ask the worker
"This blue zircon diamond ring costs 6,500 dollars" the employee says while smiling
"holy shit!" i exclaim "oh i'm sorry for that. i'll take it.
the employee grabs the ring out of the case.
"so, is there a specific reason why you're buying this ring?" she asks
"yeah, my girlfriend is leaving tomorrow for three years. sounds like a lot but she will visit. she is going back to college but i decided to stay behind because it really isn't for me. Anyways, i wanna get this for her because i want to use this as a promise ring. I want her to promise me that she won't do anything foolish. I want her to promise that even though this is 3 years of long distance and occasional visiting that she will remain committed all the way." i tell her
"you know what, i'm gonna half this price for you. Just because you guys sound made for eachother" the employee says
"oh my god, thank you so much! you really didn't have to do that." i respond
"my pleasure, that will be 3,250 dollars." i hand her my card to pay.
"god this ring is gorgeous" i admire the ring "thank you so much again"
"you're welcome and i hope everything works out for you guys" she tells me
"thank you so much" i say as i'm walking out
i stuff the bag into my purse and walk to the front of the park. i quickly spot billie sitting on a bench waiting for me. i see her get up when she sees me.
"where did you run off to?" she asks
"i went to buy something now can we go please?" i ask
"sure thing mama" she says and grabs my hand
we arrive back at the hotel and billie goes and plops on the bed
"fuck i'm so tired" she yells
"my feet hurt" i complain
i go and change into black skin tight shorts and a white tank top. i climb in bed. billie changes as well and cuddles into me.
"so tomorrow, i have a flight for 3pm to go to LA because the ship is docking there for me" she says
i feel my face get hot and before i know it i'm crying like a little baby while holding onto billie.
"i don't want you to leave bil. I'm going to miss you so fucking much" i sob
"don't cry, i will visit you on the vacations we get. these 3 years will go by so fast." billie says as she wipes my tears.
"i just don't want to see you go. what am i going to do when i'm left all alone. after this flight, that is it. I won't see you for a very long time" i say
"you still have to come and pack your things so don't forget that." she adds
"i need to think on the bright side of these things" i say
"let's just sleep on it okay?"
i nod my head in response and just lay there in her arms.
"i love you" i say
"i love you too Amala"
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I feel like this chapter sucked oh my god. Anyways there are four more chapter left, how ya feeling?
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