I wish I didnt come out here because out Here was Zach with a gun
"Hello Jack " Zach said evily smirking pointing the gun at me
"What the hell do you want" I asked pissed
"You know what I want" he said back
"1.I would never let you have ash and 2. She is already somewhere safe" I said I didnt tell him she was already gone because then he'd probably know where she was and get her before us
"Lie again" zach said pissed now
"Im not lying" i said
"Yes you are" he said stepping forward
"No Im not you should put the gun down because someone could get hurt" I said
"Like this?" He asked and then the trigger was pulled and I felt a sharp pain in my stomach and I fell to the floor
He ran as fast as he could to get away from the scene he just caused
"Taylor, Matt someone help" I yelled out and the door opened about thirty seconds later and all the boys were running to me they set me in the back of the car and we were off to the hospital I blacked out before we got there the last thing I remeber was Taylor telling me its gonna be ok.
In the hospital
I woke up but kept my eyes shut I remeber it all the situation that caused me to go outside and the reason why Im here in the first place. I would've opened my eyes but I heard talking
"Should we wake him and tell him the good news?" I heard Nash ask
"No let him rest he just got shot he needs his rest" I heard Taylor say
" Im not asleep anymore" I said opening my eyes looking at them
"Hey Jack how you feeling" Taylor asked as Nash went to get the doctor and everybody else
"Im Ok I guess" I said sitting up my stomach kinda hurt
"They got the bullet out clean" taylor said looking at the ground I was gonna ask him about the good news but the doctor and everyone else walked in
"Hello Mr.gilinsky were glad you are awake and ok you have been out for about a few days so we will let you out in a few days" the doctor said her name was Dr.sharp
"No I gotta get out today or tomorrow I have to search for Ashley I can't just stay here in the hospital while my baby is somewhere lost in the world maybe hurt or maybe dead I have to search for her I Dont care about the wound I need her she is the only one that can cure this pain" I said to the doctor she looked a little taken back at my sudden out burst but then she looked calm.
"I wish I could let you out but I Cant if that wound isnt healed right then there could be danger in your body to cause you to come back because for a diffrent reason " Dr.sharp said
I put my head in my hands and tried not to cry but the tears choose to come out anyway.
Taylor rubbed my back as the doctor apoligized again then she left
"Jack we'll split up 4 will stay here while 4 go search it'll be ok well find her i promise" taylor said
"Dont make a promise you dont know if you can even follow through" i said
"Well then I'll make sure of it that I can keep that promise" he said
"Guys Im just gonna take a nap too much on my mind " I said and then I closed my eyes thinking of my baby girl who I lost because of my stupidity I should've talked it out with her but its already too late
Ash's p.o.v
I had went on twitter yesterday to see the number one trending # was still the same people calling me a whore but the second one was #jackg-get-better-soon
I clicked on it and I saw pictures of him in a hospital and he has a shot wound so I got a plane ticket for today and I arrived at like 4:00 pm I rushed outta the airport and found a taxi. Thank Gosh I had my wallet I told him to go to the hospital and the ride seemed so long but yet it was only 5 minutes
When i got inside I went to the front desk and asked for jack gilinskys room number I told her I was his girlfriend even tho Im not anymore.she told me the room number ans i ran to the elevater and i ran to his room number just in time to hear him say
" No I gotta get out today or tomorrow I have to search for Ashley I can't just stay here in the hospital while my baby is somewhere lost in the world maybe hurt or maybe dead I have to search for her I Dont care about the wound I need her she is the only one that can cure this pain" after I heard that I ran out of the hospital crying i found a playground for the kids just outside the hospital so i sat on the swing crying for about almost an hour until someone spoke
"Ash we miss you please just come back you Dont fuck up our lives you make them better you need to come home we were worried sick we thought you could've been kidnapped by Zach or something but he is in jail for life your safe with us were all safe with him gone we love you an we are breaking because you aren't here can you please come back inside with me we can have the gang back together please come back its not the same at your house without you its not the same at all without you" someone said I looked up to see Matt I ran up to him and hugged him.
I cried into his chest
"Will you come in with me" he asked
"I Cant Matt I Cant do it" I said
"But you have to jack needs you we all need you" he said
I gave in and I walked in with Matt we were walking past the desk and I started to get nerves I fixed my outfit I put on another one of Jack's Jerseys its blue and white I put on white ripped skinny jeans and blue vans with my white Beanie that says ball is life I stopped walking when we got to the elevater we got in and he pushed his floor number. I walked slowly outta the elevater towards his room i stopped right wjen we were outside of Jack's closed door Matt saw me
"Its gonna be fine everybody has missed you so much" he said
I nodded my head for him to open the door he did and we stood in the door way everyone was facing jack to even realize the door had opened Matt nudged me to speak but I couldn't do it so he spoke instead
"Might wanna see this" he said and everyone turned around saw me and they ran to me quietly and we were in a group hug and I was crying I then heard a voice I havent heard in awhile
"Whos crying?" Jack asked everybody started seperating to show him me and i started getting scared as a gap started forming once evryone moved outta the way i started to cry at the sight of jack he looked worse than in the pictures
"Ash is that you?" he asked
"Yes" I said
"Can you come cuddle with me I kinda missed the love of my life because I thought she could've gotten hurt" he said moving over some I got into the bed with him and made sure not to hurt him.
He put his arm around my waist and pulled me into him
"Your not gonna hurt me ash" he said and he pulled me closer
"I heard" I said
"Heard what?" He asked confused
"What you said earlier about
'You gotta get out today or tomorrow because you have to search for me you can't just stay here in the hospital while your baby is somewhere lost in the world maybe hurt or maybe dead you had to search for her you Dont care about the wound you need her she is the only one that can cure this pain' that was a very sweet I love you so much Jack and I dont want you getting hate because of me or anything Thats why I left I cant stand to hurt you and if that means leaving so your not hurt I would do that" i said
"But baby im hurt without you your like a drug that keeps my pain away i need you and i have to have you because your my irreplacable drug that needs to come home because I cant sleep in a empty bed thinking about my baby I need you in my arms to know your Ok and to let you know your Ok as long as Im alive because I love you and letting you go was a mistake" he said looking at me the whole time
I leaned up and kissed him he kissed me back I heard him moan outta pain so I stopped
"Sorry" I said looking down
"its fine" he said holding me close.
"I have a question " Jack said
"Ask away" i replied
"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked
"As long as you will be my boyfriend" I replied and he laughed at me a little bit and he kissed me pastionatly I havent felt his lips for days and just lemme tell you I've been craving it.
I pulled away
"I missed you so freaking much" I said as I laid my head on his shoulder
"I missed you to where have you been tho?" Jack asked
"I stayed with my cousin in California" I said
"Oh ok" he said
I closed my eyes and listened to his heart beat
He then started humming a song I didnt recognize
"What song is that?" I asked
"Tides" he said
"Who wrote it?" I asked
"Me and Jack.were still working on it tho " he said
"Thats amazing I love the beat " I said
"Thanks baby girl now go to sleep" jack said smiling he then started humming it again
I smiled knowing that I was back home but I didn't know how long I'd be staying...