I did find what I want. It's you. it's always been you.
Weeks have gone by already and those last few message didn't help. They've made me realise I crave more. I want more. To you, it might seem silly, it might seem idiotic, but for me I found that you held a part of my life I didn't know was there. The messages I sent weren't complete. They weren't the message I wanted to convey. They were a panicked response.
My feelings for you right now are immeasurable, to the extent that if I saw you I wouldn't be able to contain all of them.