Is it bullying?

The world is full of questions. Some of them will never have an answer, some will take a long period of time to be answered. My question has an answer, but I hate it, so I pretend it does not exist. It isn't such a big deal, but for me it sure is. Why am I so afraid of going to a new school? At first I couldn't understand, I have been through this so many times! Why isn't this time like the other times? Well this time it is because the school that I will be going to tomorrow is so expensive! The students who go there are all wealthy or somehow important. I even heard they get there with limos! I will be nothing there, I mean I'm just a Queens girl who their parents don't have a lot of money, my dad is a doormen and my mom is a babysitter who works twice a week. The reason why I even go; well I will go; to that school in MANHATTAN is because I participated in this contest, and the best students would get a scholarship to that school. I don't belong there. I know I don't.
I could barely sleep the night before, I was just thinking about how they are gonna look at me, they all might wear Ralph Lauren, Calvin Klein, and Coco Chanel , I will be wearing Forever21, clothes from the dollar store or whatever. What if they ask where I leave? I'm not gonna say Queens! They will laugh at me, I don't want that. Oh, and they all might have the iPhone6 plus and I have this really small Samsung. I'm lost, I feel like Jenny Humprey from Gossip Girls, but she was always confident, and I will never be. I could not think about anything else. Ugh.