Pretty long Chapter, Enjoy!!
-Michelle's pov
I woke up with my arms and legs covered in blood, memory from last night filled my head as a sharp pain on the side of my head got stronger and stronger
I checked my phone for the time, 10am, im so glad there was no school today.
The last thing i remember is Shawn and Bea begging me to come out.
I slowly got up from the ground and looked up at the mirror. My eyes still a litttle red from crying, dark bags under my eyes, and my face was more pale then ever.
I slowly turned the door knob to not draw the much attention to myself and peeked out. There laid Shawn and Bea sleeping by the side of the door.
I tip toed over them and laid on my bed, my head hurt worse, it wasnt a normal ache, it was more like a horrid migraine.
About an hour later Shawn and Bea woke up, they immediately jumped up and started bitching at me when they saw me,like last night, i tried to ignore them but this time i failed.
"what the fuck michelle?!" Bea shouted, "you had us worried sick!" Shawn cried
"you guys sound like my fucking parents." i hissed
"Damn, who broke your heart?" Bea said sarcastically
I sat up and my tears flowed out of me once again, and Bea suddenly realized what was wrong with me.
"im sorry." Bea plead
"It was Hayes wasnt it?"Shawn sighed, sitting next to me trying to confort me even though, it was clearly no use.
I nodded and told them everything that happened last nigh, from the time i left to centeral park, to the time i got home.
They looked at me with sad eyes, and i just nodded.
*2pm*
Shawn had gone to get me brownies and all that good stuff and Bea looked for chick Flicks on netflix
"Bea you dont have to stay with me im fine."
"Shut up. You sound stupid, im staying." she stated
"ok,ok." i giggled
*
it was now 3pm, Shawn came back with all the sweet sugary junk you could imagine, and Bea and i were watching hopeless romantics like, A walk to remember , and The Best of Me, and also a young love movie like, Little Manhattan.
I always loved romance movies, ever since i was little, ...hard to believe, i know.
After a long Day of watching movie after movie it was finally midnight, and Bea and i were still going at it.
We played love songs like Ed Sheeran, and drowned ourselves in our tears.
The Talent in this artist filled our hearts and we sobbed and ate ice cream to his words all night.
We replayed Kiss Me, and Give Me Love various of times, along with Thinking out loud and One
His words stormed in our heads and came out our mouths, his words were relative and had lots of meaning to it.
And i know, your gonna be away awhile
but ive got no plans at, to leave.
and would you take away my hopes and dreams,
And just stay with me.?
All my senses come to life, while im stumbling home as drunk as i, have ever been
and i'll never leave again, cause you are the only one.
Lots of the songs lyrics reminded me of hayes and i's situation.
and i didnt want to admit it, but, i miss him.
"Bea?" i looked over at her who was currently sobbing over the death of Jamie in "A Walk to Remember"
"Ya Michelle?" she said whiping off a tear
"I miss Hayes." i cried
"honey, i know."
"what, how?"
"Your eyes. You cant stop thinking about him and that makes you sad.", "You love him."
"Your, right." i sighed as a tear fell down my cheek, "i do.", "im in love with Hayes Grier."
"Then go to him."
"No.","i cant, and i never will."
"why not?"
"becuase the first time i did, i came home wanting to die Bea." i stated
It was silence for a while as Bea gave me a look of sadness
"you wanted to die.?"
"More than ever."
"promises me you'll never to anything that could end your life." Bea sighed, looking staright in my eyes with such pitty and focus
"I cant promises you that Bea."
"Promise." This time she demanded
"Ok, I promise." i sighed
"Good."
*Midnight*
-Hayes' Pov ;))
I was still completely shocked of what happened last night.
I felt such anger and depression fill me, and i couldn't help but cry.
I've never cried over a girl before, or had much feelings for them. It was usually date the girl for a couple weeks then dump her...
what can i say, im a bad boy remember? Always have been, always will be.
I think...i mean im pretty sure.
Michelle though, she always brought the good in me out. I really thought she was gonna be the one. The one i'd spent my nights and days with, the one i'd do Anything to make happy, but i guess it just wasnt ment to be.
My friend, Jonah came over earlier to get my mind off of things...Michelle.
"Hey man, you wanna go a bar?" he asked
"Uh, i dont know, its almost 1 in the morning." i hesitated
"awh come on, wheres that Hayes i know??" he said holding his arms out to his sides
"Alright then, lets go" I chuckled, nodding my head as we grabbed our jackets and drove there
*
"4 Shots of Vodka please." Jonah ordered as the guy behind the couner prepared them
"so hayes, this girl, Michelle."
"Ya, what about her?"
"Did you love her?"
"More than ever.","why?" i asked
"what caused you guys to break up in the first place?" he said ignoring my question and jumping to another, as he passed me 2 shot glasses filled with vodka in them
"She cheated..."
"How?"
"what the fuck do you mean how?"
"shut the fuck up, how did she cheat? what did she do?" he rolled his eyes
"She kissed this one 'big shot singer' named Shawn" i said beginning to feel anger and depression again
"so, all she did was kiss him?"
"ya...Twice"
"Your a dumbass Hayes."
"why?"
"all the girl did was kiss the dude and you had to get all bitchy about it and dump her?"
See, heres the thing. Thats how Jonah is. He says what he wants, when he wants. He speaks his mind, But i guess thats what i liked about him. His stupid annoying honesty.
"Jonah shut the fuck up.","it hurt me."
"Dude you got to understand, people make mistakes, expecially girls." he smirked, raising his eyebrow, which made him look a little funny.
"No, but dude, this happened before. She got with this nigga when we were 14 and it broke my heart then and she broke it again now.", "with the same fucking guy!" i pleaded
"damn, that sucks." he said as he took his shot and i took mine, "Was she at least faithful the other times you were with her?"
"what do you mean?"
"Well, did she do anything else to hurt you?" he asked
"...No.She didnt actually"
"Then your a dumbass. You should of kept her."
"you know, your really annoying." i nodded my head, laughing a bit
"ya, i know."
-Michelle's Pov
it was 1 in the morning and we ran out of movies to watch, and food to eat.
"Hey, you wanna go to a bar?" Bea asked stretching her arms out, almost hitting me in the face
"Bar? right now?" i asked
"Ya, it'll get your mind off of things, and we could take a couple shots and play pool" she smiled
"Sounds fun!", "Let me just get ready, i look like i was crying and watching movies all day."...
"but you were..."
"shut up."
Bea giggled and i hopped in the shower with nothing but warm water pressing down on my skin, i felt refreshed and brand new, considering i was crying, eating, and watching movies all day. My skin looked dry and pale and i smelled like a sad old person....if that makes since.
When i was done showering i changed into some decent clothes. I put on black leggins, a plain white top, a long knitted cardigan along with a scarf do to the weather and combat boots.
"Ready." I called to be who was waiting my the door on her phone
"ok lets go" she said, opening the door as i grabbed my purse and we headed out.
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I didnt want to make this a long ass chapter so i'll be starting another chapter.
Things should get more interesting on the next chapter, and sorry if this chapter was kinda depressing or boring....
& sorry if there was any mis-spellings :(