What's going on?
My heart pound faster. They told me not to come in but I didn't listen.
I took a peek from the door and see, the doctors, trying to help my grandma to breath properly...
Then I heard like a long line sound from the computer. It's a long red line.
"No no no we're losing her. Dr Jay, the zapper." (I don't know what it's call okey)
The doctors are trying to bring her back to life. I could feel a tear forming in my left eye. I couldn't take it anymore. I rush in and cried out.
"GRANDMA PLEASE BARE WITH US!!"
Then I could feel two hands holding me to back away from them.
"Lia, don't disturb them! They are trying their best!" Jin said as he's holding me back tightly because I was so eager to see my grandma.
One of the nurse came and lead us outside because they don't want any disturbance while they're working.
"Please don't come in here. We will try our best, just please don't come in."
And with that I watch, as the nurse went in the room again and the door slowly closed.
I waited, waited and waited.
I don't know how long I've been waiting there. I just want to know if she is okey...
The sound of the door open and stood out, a doctor come towards us.
We quickly sat up from where we sit and I look at the doctor, waiting for an answer.
The doctor sigh. "We tried our best, but... I'm sorry...." he look down and walk pass by us.
I was shocked, we were all shocked. I ran into the room to see her, laying in bed, with no feelings or breathing at all.
She is gone...
"She is gone...." I mumbled a little and let a tear out.
"Lia-"
"SHE IS GONE! I DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE HER LAST SMILE! SHE IS GONE!!"
Hobi rub my back to calm me down but later I can feel wet on my shoulder. He's crying too.
Jin join in with us to form this siblings hug. We all cried there in front of our grandma...
~*~
I look down at the stone after my grandma's coffin, buried. I kneeled down, praying that she'll be in heaven.
Me and my brothers, bring me back to our old house after I gave in one last look at the grave.
We all went in the car and the atmosphere was silent. Nobody dare to talk but just look out the window.
~*~
I got back to my usual home after a week staying at my grandma's house. I got a little calmer after that and decided to move on because we need to somehow accept the reality that all living things will die anyway.
I lay in bed, feeling exhausted from a long journey, then someone just have to ruin the mood.
Ring ring~
I lazily took out the phone and answer it.
"Yes Sakura?" I ask in a lazy tone.
"Oh my god Gracial, are you okey? Do you want someone to accompany you? I'll make you some food if you like." She ask in worried.
"No... well- actually yeah, I want some food. I'm hungry."
"Oh okey but, can I bring Jungkook?"
"Why?"
"He said he felt sorry for your lost, so he wants to make things right. Don't worry, if he do anything that makes you uncomfortable, I'll kick his crotch."
"Hmmm....."
I just lost my loved one and now he just had to come and join in. Hmmm, well you know what they say, everybody needs a second chance right?
"Alright, he can come."
"Yes! We'll be on our way okey, bye~"
"Bye~"
We both hang up and I wait them to come.
~*~
"Wow I didn't know you were a good cook Sakura." I praise her as I stuff in another meat.
"Of course I am, my mom taught me well." She smile and continue to dig in.
There were minutes of silence, nothing but the sound of chewing and Jungkook suddenly ask you.
"So uhmm Gracial, are you feeling a little bit better now?" His eyes look at me.
I didn't look at him, he was beside me. I ignore him and continue eating. I heard him sighing and he reach something out of his pocket.
"Here, I bought this for you."
I look at it and it was a necklace with perfect gems in the middle. It has my name on it.
I look at it in awe and confuse. Why would he give me this?
"W-why would you buy this Jungkook? What does this necklace symbolizes of?" I ask him still looking at the necklace.
"It's just that, I'm really sorry for everything I've done that makes you hate me, this is just my symbol for you to start over. I want to make things right for you."
I look at him and we both staring at each other. I could feel his feelings that he really meant it and he really wants me to accept it and start it all over again.
But what if, he just wants to play with your heart?
...
"Gracial, I need to tell you that, not all boys are the same. Not all boys are trash. There are some man that really really do care about their lover." He sigh. "Look, you don't have to think about it all right, because you need to gather all the trust from someone. You need to know that I'm not one of the playboys. I'll prove it to you..."
Wow... that is sort of touching, and why the heck am I crying?
Well, it's a risk. I need to trust him first to know the truth.
"Okey Jungkook, I'll give you a chance. I'll think about it again."
He smiles and walk over behind me. He place the necklace around my neck and secure it from behind.
He look at me with those dazzling eyes and I just can't help it but to smile and look at him with my dazzling eyes.
"I promise you, that I will give you my everything...."
"Ehem ehem."
We both look at Sakura who just staring at us with her hands support her head and look at us with those puppy eyes.
"You guys are hurting my eyes but at the same time, I can't stop watching at you. It makes me so hurt in the inside.... because I'm single, but at the same time, it's disgusting to see."
We both laugh and had a wonderful time spending in my house, playing video games, watching Netflix and many more.
Its been night time and we are tired from all the excitement that we had. It's time for them to go home.
"Bye bye Gracial, that was fun~ Hope we can do that again sometime!" She smiled
"Hahaha not sometimes, you always come here like almost everyday." Then we all laugh.
"Okey okey, see you tomorrow then, bye~" She walk away first leaving Jungkook still standing at the front door.
"Thank you Gracial, for hearing me out. I promise you, that I won't let you down." He smile and kiss my right cheek.
He look back at me with a smile showing his red puffy cheeks and I look at him blushing. Can't believe that he actually k-kiss my ch-cheek...
He lean again beside my ear and whisper.
"See you again my marshmallow..." with that he run away.
I was just standing there blankly looking like a idiot alligator with no future. I touch my cheek where he kissed me. Slowly, hearing my heart beating faster and my face still look like a tomato.
"Look guys, there's a woman standing in front of her house looking like a poop."
I have my eyes to where the sound is coming from and saw three kids laughing and pointing at me.
I furrowed my eyebrows and chase them like an old grandpa.
"You stupid little brats! I will tell your mom about this!!"
"AHHHH AN ALLIGATOR IS CHASING USSSS!!!"
~*~
Its been 2 months and Manager Joon finally call all the employees to have a meeting.
"Our client just came three days ago, and they really liked the design all of you made. Give yourself an applause." Everybody clap their hands and cheering. "Also, I said the one with the most creative and imaginative design will get the prize right, so, I will announce the winner."
Everyone was in complete silent, waiting for the announcing winners, while Sakura holds my hand shaking and praying so hard.
"The winner is..."
●Author's note●
Girllll, this feels so wrong and it is so illogical but just imagine alright. I mean, come one, there's 0.00001% chance to date with bts :(